Goodbye dear brother.
I missed you when you were gone. I was under a black cloud, under the rain in a thunderstorm. I miss you now, to know that I'll never see you again. It breaks my heart to see that you're gone; to wake up in the morning and remember my nightmare where Zero killed you; and then to realise it was true and that I am brotherless.
I feel it is my fault for your death. That if I had not wished for a perfect world, then you would not have died. It's my fault. People tell me it isn't, especially Millie, but I know in my heart it is. I'm sure you would not want me to think this, but I do, and now you're dead.
I cry for you every night, and pray, that despite all the murders you committed, you have still gone to heaven. If anyone deserves to go to hell it is I. I killed everyone, passively. If I had not wished for a perfect world then Clovis, you, Suzaku, Father and Euphy…then you would not be dead. None of you. My life is lonely.
I can not allow myself to be happy because you aren't here, even if the world now is perfect. Japan has a democracy, and there is very little violence. The military are out of work, there are no riots, no rebellions. Every one is happy, everyone but me. I sound self- absorbed but I am only upset because I killed you in all effectiveness.
I'll never see you again, but I can no longer bear this world. It brings back too many sad memories of all the people I have lost. You have gone to heaven, and I am going to hell. Goodbye dear brother. I am killing myself, I will never see you again.
I stand here, with a knife in my hand. I have reverted back to the past. I am blind, of my own choice and crippled. And now, I'm going to kill myself. I hope no one finds this suicide note, it was meant for your eyes only Lelouch. Goodbye dear brother.
Nunnally.
I love you with all my heart and I wish we could be together.
Lelouch took the letter, letting his tear drops stain the parchment. He let out a scream. Why Nunnally?!!!!!!! Why!!!!!!!!!!
Author's Note: I own nothing, other than the letter and Lelouch's reaction. The last few episodes broke my heart and I felt this is something Nunnally would do, especially because of what she said about how she could never look forward to the future if Lelouch was not with her. Goodbye before I start crying again. :'( I'm sorry if the writing got worse towards the end by the way.