What about My Past?
How come everything turns out
Leaving me with more doubts
I feel like im upside down
And i dont wanna be here
I go right, shoulda gone left
And i say things i should of not said
Look at me in this big mess
I dont wanna be here
Everything i do
Is making me more confused
Oh it used to be easy
All i had to be was me
Not mixed up
Everywhere i go
Somewhere that i dont know
Oh im hoping that im dreaming
Cus im sick of this feeling
Im mixed up
Somebody help me
Tell me how to fix this
Id trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life
To hold me, To tell me
Everything is gonna be okay
Cus today it feels like
I wont make it to the top now
Dont know how to get outta this
So mixed up
Somebody help me
She could not help but remember the day her heart broke at the sight of him with her. She could not help the fact that maybe they were never meant to that maybe just maybe she was never good enough for him. She new that the fame the spotlight was just everything she could live off of. And yet threw everything she has gone threw she is able to leave and vanish from the Hollywood scene. She was the 'MEGA STAR'. she singed everything and anything she was the girl that had it all except him. but she was willing to life without him forget him and picked up where she had left off in her life before the fame spotlight the life she had dream of came along. She moved away from the life she had that held so much emotion heartbreak and him in it. It now has been six years of that 'incident' and Jamie was able to live happy without him surrounding her like she was his prey the little lamb he was willing to destroy from scratch and in pure torture or as in heartbreak, but now she is a mother of two and is happy than six years ago.
She had a pair of twins that were the cutest kids anyone could ever have seen
"Mommy" Jasmine and Adam cried as they ran towards their mother
"Hey how is my faorvite kids doing" Jamie said, as she smiled at them and picked them up and put them on the kitchen counter "now what would guys want to do today" Jamie said .
She has finally moved on
"I love you more than anything in my life never forget that please"
She had finally found someone that actually cared that wouldn't turn the other way just because he was scared
"I love you too" she whispered as she kissed him with passion
she had someone to turn to when her life was turning upside down when everything got out of control her friend
"He played with your heart and you never seem to forget him why" Virginia told Jamie as she looked back threw the album the past her past it just heart to much to forget he caused was so much pain
"It's hard becuase yet as i am miles and miles and cities away he still seems to hold my heart a couple of inches off the ground" Jamie said as she let the tears she swore she would never shed where now falling and it was because of him how is it miles away i still feel the heart ache.
But what happens when she has too go back to where it all started
"Hello Adam get off of that thing" Jamie yelled as she answered the phone
"Jamie" a voice cried from the other line
"Miley? whats wrong" Jamie said as she felt her heart stop as she heard the next words that she never thought she would hear again
"its dad it's back Jamie it's back and it can't be stopped"
What happens if Jamie bumps into the one she never wanted to see in her life? Will she be able to forget and throw her past behind her and just focus on her new life? Or will her plans be put on hold becuase of the memories coming back and making her confused bringing her more pain and more torture then she had been in before?
Okay so yeah um tell me what you think and review i am new at this okay i barely decide to take a chance since the other stories i wrote were sucky so yeah REVIEW!!!!