Disclaimer: Are these really necessary? I don't own anything, except my imagination =P

Now you may be asking, "what the hell is this about?" Well, Tsukasa is not the same person he is in the series. In some ways, he is worse than he was when we first see him. This is mainly an explaniation for his attitude, and his charac-ter. So many times, I've seen fics where Tsu is OoC. In this he really isn't, for the fact that you can see him change.

I first wrote this as a beginning of a series, and at the start he is seemingly being driven insane. So read on, my brave readers!

Giri giri no boku - to the Edge and back

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Giri giri no boku*-

You're driving me to the edge

So stop it

Zakenayo* onegai

I never said I wanted

To be bothered

You're so cheery, so fiesty,

I just can't fathom your attitude

It's almost as if I've become

A part of this world - And that's not

A good thing, I'm now cold-blooded

Yes I'm insane but I think that

My psychosis can be helped

I don't wanta be a killer

Neither a destroyer

It's the fact that our personalities clash

You're bringing out the worst in me

It's inadvertant, you're oblivious

To the damage this can bring

Ah Mimiru I think I was, too.

But I'm beggining to like it

The smile you have on your lips oftentimes

You seem so smug

Just right for me

For you see that

I can't recall a time where I was like that at all

There was no light in this world just for me

Now, now I believe I've found what it is I've been lacking

That light --- it's you, Mimiru

How could I have been so blind

If you were an asp you'd have bit me

Then I'd be poisoned and die

And I do believe that that would have occured long ago.

I know, to you my dear,

It didn't seem that I'd ever come around

However to your surprise & delight I have --

And here am I standing now,

All for you.

*Giri giri no boku = "I am being driven to the very edge of my sanity." Giri by itself means duty or obligation. So it could also be "This duty is pushing me to the edge." But when said twice, it is the edge of your sanity. Definition courtesey of Centigrade-J =)

*Zakenayo = "Quit fucking with me." This is can be heard often in Tokyo, and is also the title of a book of Japanese slang ^^'