Okay so don't jugde, this is my first fan fiction, not the first story I have ever written but, my first fan fiction. Can't say this story will be great, and I can't say it will be bad. I didn't send it to my friend to be edited or anything like that, so if you find a mistake of any kind, tell me when you review, and I'll see what I can do to fix it. L=

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Chapter one!

My life is great. I have a great guy and great friend, not to mention my band had hit it off a few months ago and was now on tour. Ethan had changed though ever since Dangerously Sweet hit the radio. He was sadder I observed one night after the band had gotten off stage.

"Oh, my GOD! That was fucking amazing!" Exclaimed, Max right in my ear. "I can still hear them screaming. Come on guys one more song, please."

"That was my fucking ear Max, oh great now I can't hear." I said rubbing it, a grin on my face.

Max was the drummer and was way to hyper at times. He had long brown hair that just reached his chin and swept into his eyes. His highlights changed at least once every few months, right now they were bright red and a vivid orange. He made me laugh all the time and I could help but laugh at him right now, his green eyes looked up at me through his lashes as he was on his knees, lip jutting out in a pout.

"No man I want to go to bed." Alex said walking up behind him and pushing him so he was on his stomach in front of me. I laughed harder.

Alex was my lead guitarist, and I loved him to death but he was a little to violet at times. With his blonde hair, blue eyes, and major good looks, Alex had girls all over him all the time. He was a god on the guitar too, and had quite the voice when he tried. He was one of my back up vocalists. He sat slouched in one of the been bags in my dressing room back stage, water bottle in hand as he talked in a low voice to Ethan, by boyfriend.

Ethan had always been supportive of my choice to start a band.

"Babe you have a gorgeous voice and the world deserves to hear it." Were his exact words when I told him. Then he kissed me on the head, and went to class.

Just then my other back up vocalist, bassist, and best friend Alice came jumping into the room. Her black hair was in its usual spiky disarray, she had just gotten purple high lights in her hair and they look really good on her, they brought out her bubbly side. She was short and pixy like, but held and played the bass like none other. She jumped on the couch and sighed, her dark eyes glazed over.

"I don't think I'll ever get used to this." She sighed again.

Max had gotten up off the floor by then and fell into the other side of the couch.

"I know what you mean Shorty." Was all he said before leaning his head against the back of the couch.

"Bella can I talk to you for a minute?" My attention was taken off the lazy asses on the couch and brought over to Ethan.

His hair was cropped short, and a honey gold sort of colour, his eyes where like milky coffee and I loved them. He had gotten out of the been bag near Alex and was walking towards me. I smiled, but as soon as my eyes met his my smile faltered. There was something wrong.

"Yea sure, let me just change and wash this make-up off my face." He nodded his head and headed back to the been bag. Alex was shaking his head at him as he brought the water bottle to his lips and drank.

"Don't do it man." I heard him whisper before I walked into the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I had died my hair black, but now my brown roots were showing. Electric blue was my favourite colour and it showed. Electric blue was the colour of my undertone; I had huge chunks of it as streaks going down the sides of my head and one in the back, the tips of my swoop bangs had the blue on it too. My chocolate brown eyes were bright with excitement. I loved doing shows, the sound of the crowd screaming your name, just the thrill of it all. I agreed with Max and Alice, I never would get used to it.

I washed my face, changed out of my hot pink skinny jeans, teal converse, white t-shirt, and teal suspenders putting on black skinnies, a red, graphic T, and red converse. I looked at myself in the mirror before I stepped out of the bathroom, and fixed my hair.

"Okay we can talk now Ethan." I said motioning for him to follow me out the door. He complied.

The screams had died down quite a bit and I knew we had to make the conversation quick because the people with back stage passes would want to come and see us soon and then we had to hit the road to make it to Kitchener for our next show.

"Bella," Ethan whispered, his fingers caressing my cheek.

"What's wrong Ethan?" I asked covering his hand with mine. "You look so sad."

He sighed and pulled his hand away from my face looking down. He took a deep breath and said the words that cut my heart into little pieces.

"Bella I can't do this anymore. You spend too much time with the band, going on tour, practicing, recordings and such. There is no time for us anymore. So this is it, we are done. I'm sorry." His hand moved to caress my cheek again and I slapped it away.

"Fine Ethan we are done, but let me tell you this. You will never touch me again. I don't care if it's a hug or a kiss or any fucking thing in between, but you wont touch me again. Emmett!" I screamed and he came running down the hall, dressed in all black as he usually did when we had a show.

"What can I do for you Bella?"

"Would you please escort this ass to the door I don't ever want to see his face again." Ethan stood looking at me with his mouth hanging open. I grinned and with that, I turned towards the dressing room door and slammed the it in his face.

Everybody stopped what they were doing immediately and was at my side. They had all changed out of their show cloths now, into something more comfortable as I had.

"Move, move, move." I heard Alice screech as she pushed Alex and Max out of her way. She may be small but she was strong and could be scary when she wanted to be. "Bella Hun, Bella look at me."

My back slid down the wall until my ass was on the ground. My head found its way into my hands, and my body was shaking with the tremors of my crying. I felt Alice's small arms wrap around my shoulders as she told the boys to shoo away to their own dressing rooms. With a huff both boys left.

"I told him not to do it." I heard Alex say to Max as they left.

"Probably not much you could have done anyway man."

I don't know how long Alice and I sat like that, but after a while there was a knock on my door.

"I'll be right back Bella." I heard her whisper to me.

"Alice hey, um, the back stage pass people want to come in now. Is, uh, is Bella okay?" I heard Emmett ask from the doorway. He was such a good guy, always over protective with the band though when it came to fans. For a body guard he had a big heart.

"I don't think she's –" I cut her off and stood up wiping my eyes.

"No I'm good, let's go meet the over excited fans shall we Alice?" I asked slipping my arm through hers and placing a smile on my face.

"Um, yea sure." We walked out to the lounge and at least one of my band member's eyes were on me the whole night.

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Okay so I'm gunna help you with what you are supposed to do at this point. It's called review... and make sure you do it. If I don't get any then I'm sorry but I wont post the next chapter and you wont see how Bella's life turned out L= Yes, yes, yes I am that cruel :P... So rememvber REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!!!!!! L=