Authors Note: Hey everyone! So this is a new story I thought about after I saw the season premier, it's a little different from my other story I hope you all like it!

Chapter 1

It was a week later after everything had exploded for Cristina and Owen; they were so happy Cristina was over her PTSD from the shooting, her career was thriving, and her and Owen were so happy and married something Cristina never thought she would be happily married.

Cristina was still living at Meredith's house; she was helping her a lot with Zola since Derek wasn't around for Meredith either. The twisted sisters were at odds with their husbands and didn't know where to go from there.

Cristina still had not gone through with the abortion, something was holding her back and she knew exactly what it was, she wanted Owen there with her she loved Meredith and they were family but she wanted Owen to understand why she was doing what she was doing but she wanted him there to be supportive, and right at this point Owen was so upset with Cristina he didn't even want to talk to her.

All the residents were starting their 5th and final year of residency. Meredith and Cristina were getting ready for work.

"So are you going to try and talk to Owen today?"

"I want to try but if he doesn't want to talk to me I can't sit there and make him, I've tried calling him but he is just ignoring my calls, I went to the firehouse and he wasn't there. I don't know what else to do I'm just gonna go to the hospital today and hopefully he will talk to me."

"Well I'm sure when he sees you he will want to sit and talk with you"

"I don't know he was pretty mad at me, and I don't blame him I was so freaked out that I didn't even talk to him about the situation he does deserve a say in this and I want to tell him that so badly"

"Well then make him listen to you, sit him down and make him hear you out Cristina; he's your husband he has to at least listen"

Cristina looked at Meredith quizzically she knew Meredith was partly talking about her and Derek's marriage

"Mer you should take your own advice to and try to talk to Derek"

"I know but I've tried with Derek he doesn't even look at me when I drop Zola off to him or see him at work"

Cristina and Meredith paused

"Mer how did we get to this point? Look at us! We are married women but we are living in your frat house with a baby, and me pregnant…I just want everything to go back to the way it was"

"I know Cristina; we will figure it all out somehow"

Cristina and Meredith continued getting ready for work then head out with Zola to the hospital to start their last year of being a resident. It was very bittersweet for them they were happy to start their final year of residency but very nervous to see their husbands.

When they arrived at the hospital Meredith had gone and brought Zola up to the daycare. Cristina was making her way to the locker room.

While Cristina was walking to the locker room she saw Owen and he saw her, he had a pained look on his face he so badly wanted to come over to her and hug her because he missed her but he was still very hurt.

Owen went to walk away but Cristina had to stop him

"Owen please…..Can we just talk? I need to talk to you about this….I miss you so much…"

Cristina was tearing up she missed Owen terribly she loved him so much. Owen hated seeing her so sad but he was sad to and needed some time to think about what the next step was in their marriage

"Cristina I can't right now…..I just…..I just need some time right now ok? We will talk….and I miss you to"

Owen walked down to trauma and Cristina headed for the locker room with tears streaming down her face, before she walked in she pulled herself together nobody but Mer knew about what was going on with her and Owen.

"Dr. Yang! Welcome to your final year of residency! You are going to be on Teddy's services today she requested you!"

April said in her cheery tone that made Cristina cringe; Cristina was anything but cheery on a regular basis but today was even worse she did not want to deal with Kepner or for that matter Teddy, she had no idea why Teddy was requesting her after everything that had happened between them when Callie was in an accident

Cristina sighed

"Fine"

"Oh and remember to do your checklist!"

"Fine April I will please just let me get ready"

"Oh just one last thing have you seen Meredith yet? She's late!"

"Mer is bringing Zola up to daycare; don't say anything about her being late April"

April knew something was up with them both but she didn't want to say anything

"Oh ummm ok well just tell her the Chief wants to see her before she starts"

"Ok I will tell her"

April walked out and Cristina just sat there for a while she wanted so desperately to talk to Owen, she needed to try and make him understand her decision she needed him there with her she couldn't do it without him

Meredith walked in to get ready

"Kepner told me to tell you the Chief wanted to see you"

"Crap really? Well I guess this is about the trial they had a meeting this morning with the board"

"You will be fine Mer, they aren't going to fire you your one of the best residents here and the Chief has your back, don't worry!"

"Yeah I'll try not to"

"Ok well Teddy has requested me today so I better get going"

"Ok I will see you later"

Cristina walked out and found Teddy

"Dr. Altman you requested me today?"

"Ahh yes I did request you today Dr. Yang because I am going to give you another chance with me, I want to put all that stuff behind us and I want to teach you, but only if you want to learn from me"

Cristina was shocked her and Teddy disagreed on so much she thought she would never get back into cardio

"Ummm…..ok then"

"Dr. Yang be a little more excited come on your back on cardio!"

Cristina had no idea what was going on with Teddy but she was very very happy kind of like April for some reason, but Cristina just went with it because she needed to be back on Cardio

"I am excited thank you Dr. Altman"

"Ok then let's get started! Here is the patients chart let`s go"

Cristina walked off with Teddy towards the cardio wing she was having such a hard time focusing she was happy to be back on cardio but she needed to see Owen and talk to him

To be continued…..