Hurt and Healing
By: moonlightstar12
Summary: Sasuke is an orphan. So is Naruto. Both orphans are hurting but one doesn't know how to express it. What happens when the two meet and choose to stay together but one sees how the other expresses their pain and chooses to help?
Why? Why did this happen to me? What did I do wrong to deserve this? Thought a raven haired boy with onyx eyes and tattered clothes. He was sitting alone alongside an alleyway in the village of Konoha. The alleyway had been his home for the past 3 years, ever since his parents died and his brother left the village.
Sasuke Uchiha was an 10-year-old orphan child who lived on the streets of Konohakagure (1) by himself. He lived off of whatever he could find on the street or what some of the kinder villagers bothered to give him. He wore the same clothes everyday because when he left his original home he didn't have time to pack. All he could bring was himself, the clothes he had on, and a picture.
The picture was the only thing he had left from his old life. It was a picture of his family. It had his mother, father, and his brother. He treasured the picture like it was the most important thing in his life but something on the picture was wrong. His brother. So when Sasuke became an orphan the first thing he did was rip the picture. He tore off the part of the picture with his brother on it. His brother didn't deserve to be in the picture. He didn't deserve to be apart of Sasuke's family. He didn't deserve that just as much as his parents and every other Uchiha deserved to live. But they didn't.
Most of the Uchiha Clan was ruthlessly slaughtered by Itachi Uchiha, the prodigy of the Uchiha Clan. The only surviver of the Uchiha Massacre was Sasuke but only because Itachi thought it would have been a waste of time to kill him.
But Itachi was wrong.
It was a waste of time to let Sasuke live. At least thats what he thought. Itachi left him with no living relative so he was forced to live alone. Now people just stare at Sasuke with concern and hatred. Concern because of how battered Sasuke looks everyday and hatred because of Sasuke's resemblance of Itachi.
Why couldn't he just kill me too? Why leave me alive? Why? Thought Sasuke as he was walking down the street searching for food. He ate whatever he found or was given. He hated the pity he was given because of he lived alone. If it wasn't for the food and water they gave him that kept him alive he wouldn't accept any pity from anyone.
After about an hour of walking Sasuke came up to a building's side door. The building was home to one of the jonin (2) of the village. Kakashi Hatake. Kakashi was one of the very few people Sasuke knew who would offer him hospitality. In fact, Kakashi offered Sasuke to a room in his house several times but Sasuke's remaining pride wouldn't let him. Most of his pride was already taken away by the fact that he had to go around the village and beg for food and water just to survive. It was a sign of weakness. He wouldn't totally give in by accepting to be taken in by some stranger. He would show everyone he could live on his own.
"Kakashi! Can I please have some food and water please? I ran out again." begged Sasuke.
"Only if you stay here." replied the silver-haired masked man known as Kakashi.
"No! I can live out here in my alley!" snapped Sasuke.
"If you don't stay no food or water for you!" answered Kakashi.
Sasuke sighed. Everyday it was getting harder and harder to get food from Kakashi. "Can I get some food and water if I stay one night?"
"Yes!"
"...fine" Sasuke then reluctantly walked into Kakashi's house and sat down on the couch. Kakashi left the room and went into his kitchen. A few minutes later he can out with so water and ramen.
"Here! Eat up!" said Kakashi cheerfully. He was happy that he finally got Sasuke to come inside his house.
Sasuke didn't say anything but instead took the ramen in a flash and slurped up the ramen in record speed.
"Looks like someone was hungry!" exclaimed Kakashi.
"Hn..."replied Sasuke as he stared at the water in Kakashi's hand.
"You want this? Here!" said Kakashi as he handed the glass to Sasuke. Sasuke quickly took the water from Kakashi's hand and chugged it down as fast as he could.
After Kakashi saw this and how fast Sasuke had eaten the ramen he suddenly got serious.
"Sasuke, when was the last time you ate and drank something?"
Sasuke mentally flinched from the seriousness the masked man had in his voice compared to the cheerfulness that was there no more than a few seconds ago but he managed to reply. "The last time I ate was two days ago and the last time I drank was a day ago. Why?"
"That is not healthy for you to not be eating for days! If you don't do something about that you'll die!"
Sasuke visibly winced from hearing the word 'die' and he remembered something he hoped he'd never remember again.
"Little brother. Where did you go little brother?" asked Itachi.
Sasuke didn't reply instead he ran and he tried to hide. There were many places his little 7-year-old body could fit through but Sasuke's mind wasn't running properly.
He had just came home from school. And he was in his room doing his homework (3) when he heard screaming. He had looked up from his work and went to look where the screaming came from.
He was about to scream too but stopped himself before he could because of what he saw.
His big brother had a sword in his hand and the sword was covered in blood. Not only that but was being pulled out of their mothers dead body. Their father was next to their mother him being already dead.
When Sasuke saw this he did the first two thingsthat were on his mind. He screamed his lungs out and he ran.
He ran and ran around the house looking for the main exit. When he didn't find it he tried the secret exit only Sasuke and Itachi knew about. He would have made it too if he didn't scream.
When he screamed Itachi heard it and ran after Sasuke but Sasuke was already gone.
Sasuke knew he didn't have time to squeeze through the exit so he tried to hide. He looked around franticly and found a crawlspace underneath a bush. He slid underneath the bush and hid there quietly waiting for the danger to pass but instead he heard Itachi's voice.
"Little brother? Where are you?"
He stayed totally quiet under the bush. He was so scared he forgot to breath.
"Little Sasuke? I'll find you wherever you are. This will be just like hide-and-seek. I'm it."
Sasuke quickly covered his mouth with his hands. He wanted to scream. He wanted to cry. He wanted to be anywhere else but here. He knew he couldn't do any of those things so he covered his mouth and choked back the scream but he couldn't stop the tears. Hot, salty tears silently made its way down Sasuke's face as he held his breath and kept a scream at bay.
"Little brother. Come out now. I don't want to be it anymore. I want to catch you. I'll catch you and then I'll win."
Sasuke nearly let out a whimper when he heard Itachi's footsteps crept closer and closer to his hiding space. He closed his eyes for about 5 seconds. When he opened them he saw Itachi's blood covered face inches away from his. Itachi's eyes were a crimson red rather then onyx black. Sasuke's tears suddenly started flowing faster and harder.
"Found you."
Sasuke couldn't help it anymore. He removed his hands and screamed.
Sasuke nearly had a heart attack when the memory flashed through his mind. Suddenly he raced out of Kakashi's house. Kakashi was trying to stop him but it was in vain because by the time Kakashi even realized Sasuke had bolted Sasuke was already halfway down the street.
Why did I run like that? Why am I still running? What is this feeling I'm getting from thinking about that? Thought Sasuke as he held his chest while running. What is this pain in my heart I getting? Why won't it go away!?
Sasuke got a lot of questions but no answers as he ran and ran and ran. For some reason he was forcing back tears as he ran and clutched his heart. He refused to cry for no reason or any reason for that matter. Crying almost got him killed. If he didn't cry and scream back then he wouldn't have been so close to dieing.
His soon was dizzy and tired from running and almost crying and he passed out as soon as he got to his makeshift bed in his alleyway. His last thought before he collapsed was Is there other people like me who can feel this pain?
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A:N
(1) I'm not sure if I spelled that right.
(2) I'm not sure if I spelled that right either.
(3) I have no idea if ninjas do homework or not but I made Sasuke do it anyway. XD
Please review! I want to know if people are reading this!