Authors Notes: this is just going to be a three part story based around some spoilers I just read about the whole ricky pregnancy. I hope you enjoy please review and I will be updating my other stories later this week.

Ricky's pov

It had been just over a week since I had found out about my pregnancy and not many people knew there was only kyle, nate and Bianca that knew but today was the day I was going to tell brax he deserved to know. So that's what I was going to do.

K: hey are you going to see brax today

R: yep is it ok if I go by myself

K: yeh of course are you going to tell him about the baby

R: yeh he deserves to know

K: ok well I will leave you to it, but you know were I am if you need me

R: thanks for everything kyle

K: its ok just take care of yourself

R: I will don't worry, were going to be just fine I said holding my stomach.

K: you should get going otherwise your going to be late

R: I will bye kyle

I left the house and drove the long and horibble drive to the prison were I just sat in my car for a minute before I got out the car and walked to the gate

R: Erica sharpe.

The guard nodded and let me in.

I went and sat on the bench nervously and waited it wasn't long before I saw him appear. The only difference was he didn't smile like he did all the other times. He walked closer to me and I knew something was wrong. He kissed me and sat down.

R: hey whats wrong

B: ive just been thinking a lot and I think that we should end this.

R: no stop brax, you cant break up with me

B: im sorry but I have to I see what this is doing to you ricky, its breaking your heart and I cant do that to you I love you but this is were we end

R: brax I thought we were in this for the long haul

B: we were ricky, one day I was going to ask you to marry me and we were going to have a perfect little family, but we cant you need to move on you cant wait for me and I don't want you to, I don't want you to spend the next 10 years by yourself visiting me in here every week, its unfair, you need to find someone who loves you and will look after you.

R: brax, please I love you so much, I don't want anyone else I only want you

B: ricky don't make this harder than it already is, please its already killing me

R: and you don't think his hurts me

B: I know it does and I know your going to be all stubborn about it, but please just try and understand, move on and find someone to love you and to have a family with

R: I understand but I don't think it's the right thing to do, I will wait 10 years for you because knowing at the end of it I get to spend the rest of my life with you, I know that its worth waiting, don't you get that

B: yes I get that ricky but its unfair what this is doing to you, heath told me that you collapsed after you visited me last time, do you honestly think im going to let you keep doing this to yourself. I want you to be healthy and look after yourself and if that means breaking up with you that's what I will do.

R: he shouldn't of told you about that I am fine, were meant to be in this forever brax, you cant just break up with me

B: I don't have a choice ricky, we cant be together anymore

The bells buzzed indicating our time was up

B: im sorry ricky, I hope that you get the life and the love you've always wanted and I hope that one day you can forgive me.

And with that he walked off and I just walked to the car, and I drove home, it wasn't until I got quizzed by Bianca and kyle that it really sunk in.

b: hey how did it go

R: kyle can you just leave it

b: I just wondered how he took it

R: he doesn't know

b: ricky, why didn't you tell him

R: because he broke up with me

At this point I started to crumble and started crying and Bianca came and got me before I fell to the ground.

R: he broke up with me Bianca, what am I ment to do

I said crying Bianca disnt say anything she just hugged me

B: Im sure he had his reasons

R: not good enough ones we were ment to spend our lives together Bianca, we were going to get married and have a perfect little family, he thinks I can just move on and forget about him, how am I ment to do that, when hes the one I love and the only one I want. Is not fair hes meant to love me

B: oh ricky

R: how could he do this Bianca

B: I don't know ricky, but hes an ideot

I spent most of the evening just sat crying in biancas arms.

R: I think im gonna go to bed

B: ricky its going to be ok

R: its not though is it Bianca, that's the next 10 years, hes not going to meet his child, nothing Is alright

B: it will be though it may not seem like it know but youre going to be ok

R: I know thank you

BIancas pov

H: hey where have you been

B: next door with ricky

H: is she ok

B: not really

H: why what happened

B: brax broke up with her, what was he thinking surely he had to know what this would do to her

H: he probably did, he wil have a reason you know

B: I know he will but shes pregnant heath this cant be good for her

H: shes pregnant

B: yes, she has to do this all by herself and I think she is starting to realise that its going to be hard and the stress isn't helping her, and she wont go for a check up, I think he may have just broke her heath

H: I haven't seen her yet but I know how much she loves him, so I imagine that this is killing her and that she is going to need as all to pick up the pieces because I don't think she will be able to do it by herself

B: you pretty much hit the mark, but what was he thinking heath

H: I don't know but Im going to find out, he isn't getting off lightly I can tell you that much

B: don't be to hard he might have just been doing what he thought was right he doesn't know that she is pregnant

H: oh well im going to tell him and hes going to talk to me about what he is thinking.

B: ok, just go easy

H: I cant see him for a couple of days anyway

B: ok

Heaths pov

What was my brother thinking he was ment to love ricky and going and breaking her heart just doesn't seem like him, I was going to find out why he did this because I knew it was more than what he was going to tell ricky.

Rickys pov

I was sat in myn and braxs bed just crying my eyes out it was only just starting to hit me that he had broken up with me. I couldn't believe he had done this everything seemed fine last time I visited him. I felt like killing him because he was doing this to me and he said he would never hurt me like this and hes just breaking my heart in a heart beat like its nothing. I don't know what he was thinking he was meant to love me, I guess I was wrong, the worst part was I didn't even get to tell him that I was pregnant we could have had that perfect little family if he had only given me a minute to talk before he broke up with me. I was still sat on the bed crying and it was nearly 4 in the morning, so I decided to get up and go and have some tea as I was thirsty. I sat at the kitchen table in a complete daze until 7 when kyle came in.

K: hey how long have you been here

R: a few hours

K: did you get any sleep

R: not really I was to busy thinking about yesterday

K: what happened yesterday ricky

R: he broke up with me

K: did you tell him about the pregnancy

R: he didn't give me chance to

K: oh, r u still going to keep it

R: I don't know kyle can you stop asking these stupid questions, I need time to think and as I cant do that here im going out I said grabbing my coat.

I walked down to the beach and just sat there thinking about everything when I felt a hand on my shoulder and someone sit down next to me.

H: hey how you doin

R: not good, why did he do this heath

H: I don't know ricky, but im going to find out

R: theres no point heath its over

H: you cant give up ricky

R: im not giving up he said its over heath I cant change that and neither can you.

H: do you not remember what you told me

R: not really

H: you said that as long as you love each other that should be enough and with everything you have been through you should be stronger and love each other more

R: that doesn't work though I only said that at your wedding regarding the cheating this is nothing like that

H: it should though because ive seen the way you two look at each other like nothing else in the world matters other than how you feel, what happened to that couple

R: I guess we just got lost with everything that happened with brax getting put in prison

H: exactly I don't think your over ricky and I don't think brax thinks it is eather, I just think hes trying to do the right thing by you

R: what by dumping his pregnant girlfriend. I shut my mouth after I realised what I had said

R: im sorry I should of told you that

H: its fine I already knew Bianca told me

R: oh

H: he will regret breaking up with you

R: what if he doesn't, what if he really just doesn't want me

H: that's the thing though ricky, he does want you, everytime something has happened you've always found your way back to each other

R: I don't know if we can this time

H: you can you always do the love that you feel for each other out ways any other you will feel for anyone, you know hes the one for you and you also know that you wont moving on anytime soon because of how you feel about him.

R: I suppose but its 10 years heath

H: it may not be, he could get this appeal he has been asking for

R: heath please

H: im sorry I was just trying to help

R: I know and im grateful, but I just need time, I need to think about everything and what I am going to do

H: ok, but just remember you can always come and talk to me.

R: I know I just need to think about what I am going to do about this baby

H: are you going to keep it

R: I was, I just don't know anymore

H: I understand but just remember that this little baby is all brax has ever wanted and your finally giving him that.

R: heath please I don't want to hear about him

H: ok ill leave you to it.

Heath left me on the beach with my thoughts and I sat there for about another 20 mins before I went to the hospital to see nate.

R: hey I think im ready

N: ok come on then

He took me to a room and closed all the curtains and brought the ultra sound machine closer.

N: are you sure

R: yes please just do it

N: ok this gel is going to be cold

He put the gel on and moved the ultra sound machine around my stomach. The whole time all you could here was the pounding heart of my baby. I knew what I wanted to do know, I couldn't kill this little baby it is all I ever wanted it just came at a bad time and instead of being a happy time it turned into a nightmare and this isn't how I wanted it. This is not what I wanted.

N: your keeping it aren't you he said smiling

R: how'd you guess

N: by the smile that just appaeared on your face, it's the right thing to do.

R: I know

N: ok so everything sounds alright but im going to book you in for a full check up just incase because I don't want anything to happen, but until then take it easy and don't stress yourself out

R: that's a bit hard seen as my boyfriend just broke up with me and left me pregnant and alone

N: your not alone, you have all the braxtons and you can always come and talk to me.

R: I know I just don't know how to do this by myself I always thought that when I had kids there would be someone there to help me.

N: you will learn I saw you with josh

R: thanks, im going to get off I think I need to go sort a few things out

I went home to find all the braxtons sat in the living room waiting for me.

Heath was the first to speak

H: so what are you going to do

R: im going to keep it, but Im going to need you all to help because I cant do this by myself

B: we would love to help, its our little niece or nephew

R: but you have to go easy on brax when you see him because this isn't his fault and I don't want him to feel guilty

B: ricky he should feel guilty he doesn't know what this has done to you

R: he was doing what he thought was right I don't understand it and I wont forgive him, but it was his choice and I am sure he is hurting just as much as I am, because this is killing me.

B: we know but you don't have to be strong not here not with us

R: thanks but im ok, I just need time to adjust because this isn't what I wanted or planned, I didn't think he would do this to me and he has so I need to find away to be ok with this and to not be broken.

B: I understand but if you need us you know where we are

Authors Notes: please review and tell me what you think xxx