Disclaimer- If I owned anything would Syd be with Vaughn???????

A/N- The song is Evanescence- Fields of Innocence, best dramatic effect if you read while listening!

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I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now


Sydney looked at the photograph of her family, back when everything was perfect. When Irina Derevko was still Laura Bristow and her loving mother, when Jack Bristow smiled and laughed with her everyday. They were at a picnic in her favorite park as a child.


Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all


She was sitting on the window seat, hugging her knees to her chest. The rain splattered across the glass and gloomy drops slid down. A lone tear fell, another traitor.


I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now


She grabbed her leather jacket and headed towards the door.

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything


Her head was down as she walked in the rain, her boots kicked up water as they squelched.


Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all


She saw a family sitting down for dinner, the warm lights were so inviting. There was a child, laughing as he opened a present.


Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything

She walked on.