Disclaimer: I do not own "Twilight" or any of the characters. They belong only to Stephenie Meyer. Only the plot is mine. The lyrics are from the song "Your Guardian Angel" performed and written by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. If this story bares resemblance to any other, it is completely coincidental.

Author's Note: Any reviews would be appreciated.

Preface

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

This was hell. Absolute hell. My beautiful angel was being internally tormented. This was all too much for her. She couldn't handle it emotionally, so it took its toll on her physically.

I held back her hair as she leaned over the toilet. Tears were streaming down her face as she heaved forward. They were dry heaves. She hadn't eaten anything; her stomach was empty.

The horrid convulsing of her body desisted. I rubbed her back then pulled her closer to me. I pulled her down into a sitting position as I stroked her hair and told her everything would be fine. I wiped away the tears that stained her face.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

A few moments, quiet except for her small whimpers, passed. The dry heaving started again.

I couldn't stand it, watching her body wrench forward. I hoped I wouldn't have to watch another one of these episodes, but if another one did occur, I would be right there.

I wasn't going anywhere. I would be there for her. I would carry her through this. I would protect her. I would guard her with my life- well with what I had left of a life.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Even though seeing her like this killed me, I was thankful that I was the one to comfort her. I was glad that she was in my arms, and not someone else's arms. I knew I would never leave her again. I couldn't. It was completely impossible. She was my only one. And I wanted to be her only one. Forever.

'Cause you're my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Inside, I knew she would never leave me. But in the back of mind, it was my greatest fear.

I was afraid she would decide this danger wasn't worth it. That I wasn't worth it. That she would rather live a normal human life, with a normal human boyfriend, who had a normal human family. That she would want to live a life where the only reason she had to run was because she was late for some important date or meeting.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

These next few months were going to be rough. For all of us. I wouldn't run away. I would do everything in my power to make her happy. Or if that was impossible, to make her content and safe.

I would stand my ground. Right where I was supposed- by her side, as her guardian.

Her guardian angel.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.