A/N: wow first story that's not Twilight. But this story just kind of wrote itself as I'm lying here in 41 degree heat trying to sleep. So let me know what you think.

Also please try to keep in mind, it's about 1:30 in the morning and I can't really spell anyway.

Oh I nearly forgot it's, A/U everything is the same as the vamp academy books except rose and Dimitri are able to make babies. (WOW I'm 20 and still refer to it as making babies...)

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Rose POV:

I've been sitting on the bathroom floor for 20 minutes just staring at that little pink line ever since it appeared. Hardly believing that a little plastic stick can change my world forever, bringing with it so many emotions and confusion.

I mean, there's one thing I've always known I was going to be, a guardian. I trained my whole life for it. I have the tattoo and scars to prove it. How can I be a guardian and raise a child? I know that with Lissa as the queen she has a whole team to watch her, but I was the lead guardian. I needed to be available at all times.

But I couldn't send this child away to school at an early age. That's what my mother did and I hated and resented her for that for the longest time. It took facing and causing death to forgive her.

Death! Wait why am I talking about training my child to be a guardian? That would mean willingly letting them face and overcome what I had too. What if they aren't so lucky? What if I send them off and they die? What's the other option have them be a blood whore or worse?

Maybe we should pack up and leave. Live in a cave far away where I can watch over it every day. I will not let my baby go through that. Wait no we can't leave our family is here. Our friends. Lissa. So I'll stay here for now. Besides Dimitri wouldn't let us leave after all the court is supposed to be the safest place in the world.

Why am I thinking about the death stuff? If I send my baby to Saint Vladimir's what about everything else they'll be exposed to, all the parties, alcohol, what about the making out and sex?!

Nope that's it no way is it going there. of course Dimitri and I could always go there and scare all the members of the opposite sex away. I mean Dimitri can be downright petrifying when he has to be and I've been known to be a little scary. Yeah that's what we'll do, just 'warn' the other students away from my baby.

M y baby, my baby... those two words which at first sounded foreign to my ears now sound like the most natural thing in the world.

Its then whilst repeating those to words over and over I realize, that I do have a lot of things to figure out. But isn't this what I fought so hard for? My family, Dimitri and I? And now, OUR baby. Because what's inside of me isn't just mine its Dimitri's as well and we will both face any problems like we always have... together.

As I softly ran my hand over my flat stomach I finally felt a small smile cross my face as I heard the front door open, and the voice belonging to my love of my life, my husband and now the father of my baby call out my favourite word, "Roza",

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A/N: what do you guys think? I know it's a little short and a bit scattered but I figure no one's going to think straight at a time like that. Right?