Yeah I'm back.
With a new story to boot.
I never thought I'd have a new story so soon after Wedding Dreams.
I rock though.
And oh yeah, I don't own One Tree Hill.
Peyton sat on her bed, staring at the walls of her bedroom.
They were beige.
Beige.
The lady who owned the house before them used her as storage, and so she never changed the from the beige the builders painted it when it was first built.
These walls needed to be painted, or drawn on, or covered in some kind of art, but Peyton didn't know what to do with them. Before, her bedroom walls reflected her feelings, but right now Peyton wasn't feeling anything. She was completely numb and unfeeling. She didn't care and felt nothing.
She tried her hardest to keep her concentration on the ugly beige color, because if she thought about anything, even for a second, her mind would inevitably lead back to Lucas. It was like Lucas was her mind's default setting and she couldn't change it no matter how hard she tried or wanted to change it. Thinking about him hurt way too much. The fact that he said "I do" to Lindsey, and that she was the one that had to break it off. He would've gone through with it because he really was in love with Lindsey.
When he was in love with someone, he gave them his all. She knew this from her own experience, and couldn't help but feel jealous that Lindsey still had all of him even though she left. She heard from Brooke that Karen had to drag him out of the house periodically because he wouldn't go out on his own. And that only because Karen threatened to have his new book published. Peyton hadn't read it and didn't know exactly what it was about, and why he didn't want the book to be published, but it was enough to get Lucas out of the house twice a week.
He was obviously heartbroken over Lindsey. And this, broke Peyton's heart. The fact that he was heartbroken over Lindsey and not beside her right now.
She sighed and fell backwards onto her bed.
The ceiling was beige too.
Peyton rolled her eyes at the builders' lack of creativity. But then she realized she was no better.
She had no idea what to do with the walls, and they were her own.
I love Peyton. She's been through so much and yet she keeps on bookin' even though Lucas is a total idiot. Whatever.
And I've always been a fan of her room. She's so talented.
Anyways, review and let me know what you think!