"Flight 46E to Montana is now boarding!''

I sighed deeply as I rose out of my chair. I looked at my four and half old son

"Come on Nathan!''We don't want to miss our flight do we?''

He looked up at me with his large doe like brown eyes and shook his head replying

"No momma."

I smiled and picked up our luggage as we were entering the terminal I thought St. Vladimir Academy, I 'm coming back.

As soon as I stepped on to the plane. I was hit with the impression of a low class mediocre atmosphere I looked at our ticket and they said our seats were 2A and 2B. I buckled Nathan in the aisle seat so he had a clear view of a pilot.

''Look momma!'' he exclaimed pointing out of the window ''It's a puppy!''

I looked outside and laughed sure enough there was a puppy shaped cloud. Then the engines of the plane roared to life and we took off. I looked around the cabin of the plane at all the people and I spotted a few dhampirs and moroi who were also headed to St. Vladimir, I looked at my son again to see him giggling and I sighed as with a memory of the morning that changed my life forever….

I woke up in pure bliss as the memories of last night came to me. Something felt wrong it was cold. I reached out, only to find the bed empty. My hand came in contrast with something it was crumpled, damp, folded into a crease paper, it must be a note. I stepped out of bed only to be hit by a feeling of impending dread. I walked out of the bedroom and called out Dimitri's name

''Dimitri!''

No reply

He must have a shift then, I thought. Then I remembered the note. I picked it up, I opened it and yet again hit with an ominous feeling. The paper was slightly damp as if tears had fallen on to it s fragile threads. I began to read it then I felt my heart breaking with each written word. As I thought those words that changed my life forever.

~Rose~

I can't tell you how much of an idiot you are! How can you believe that I- the great Dimitri Belikov could actually love you! You were just a toy to help me pass time. You never meant anything to me you were just a stop on the way. I only lusted for you because everyone said how it was impossible to get the bad ass Rosemarie Hathaway well I just proved them wrong. I'm leaving as you can tell. I'm leaving with Tasha after all she can give me all I want my job, a home, and a family.

I froze in time I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I couldn't move from the bed, I tried but my aching body couldn't respond. I thought in my head how he can be so insolent, after what we did last night. But I couldn't stay hidden any longer. Then a loud echoing noise came upon the cabin. I quickly ran to the door but only to feel a strong gust of wind. No one outside just me in the bear cold. Me alone, heartbroken, and empty.

I was brought back to reality by a little hand pulling on my sleeve.

''Momma, why are you crying, its ok.'' Nathan said in a small voice.

I hadn't realized I had begun to cry. I wiped the tears away and said to him.

''It's nothing baby I'm just a little air sick.''

Then he looked at me with those big brown eyes that he got from his father, and said

''Momma what's awir swick?''

I smiled and laughter a watery chuckle at his words. Just as I was going to answer I heard his soft baby snores and

''I love Momma.''

I looked down with a smile at his small sleeping form. I then leaned down and placed a small kiss on his forehead and whispered

"Love you Nathan.''