This ain't right... why am I still thinking about him? He left us in the middle of the night. I should be mad... so why am I not? If only he knew how much I want to strangle him right now, but I also want him to know how worried I- we've been. Why did I almost say I? What's wrong with me tonight? Am I getting sick... wait, maybe he got sick! He got sick... oh no. I don't want to hurt him, he's my friend! But right now... I feel as though he's a little bit more... than that... Oh God, I hope he's okay...