Hey, I hope everybody is well. I know that if I keep writing stories I won't be able to finish the other ones, but do not worry because I am capable of writing three chapters a month.

A lot of people have been looking forward to this story, and I want to thank them all for taking interest in it. I was a day late, because something happen to my muse and fail me the day before.

I want to thank to all my readers for being loyal, I have always appreciated their support.

I hope this story doesn't dissappoint, this story will have 15 chapters.

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Thanks for reading,

Rose ^^

WingRose presents a Vampire Academy Fanfic

Back-to-dead

Chapter #1: Remember December

Dear,

I want to tell you of someone who has never been on my side, but maybe I am wrong; I surely hope so. She left the country in search of her life, her guide and her reason to move forward. She has been taught to make decisions that will benefit the lives of others. As I lay in bed I cannot help but, feel her soul leaving this world. I do not share memories with this person, and if I do they were of heated discussions that often lead to ignorance from both sides. She left me alone…, she left her life. I never knew what she was searching, but for her to leave her life it must have been important.

I, Janine Hathaway, will tell you the story I know, from the eyes of her friend Lissa Dragomir who has left to find her once again. She has fought but, lost…the question still lingers in her mind, did I really lose? I am afraid all sense of what she used to be is no longer inside her soul, but Lissa tells me otherwise, will I finally believe that my daughter has a second chance? I can't rely on hope alone, but proof to really have her back to what she used to be. I can't change the story, but my only hope is to find within it the proof I want so much.

She is Rose Hathaway, she would've-been a guardian, Lissa Dragomir's Guardian as she had always planned. But love blinded her path and while walking that path she lost herself to what appeared to be love when it truly wasn't. I am not one to speak of love and what it isn't love, but I know above everything else, that his piercing gaze that met her own terrified stare, was everything but, love itself.

As she lay helpless on the bed, of the place I had been dying to find, he went on top of her and asked her a question. "What is your answer today?" his cold voice whisper, she thought, that this was as close as paradise as she could, that this was what truly was left of Dimitri, that the old Dimitri was inside waiting for her. She closed her eyes, but the after sensation that the Strigoi's bite was still lingering in her blood. Lissa's hand shook, I shush her to calm her down…but she knew as much as I did what was going to happen. Rose opened her eyes…smiled at the devil himself…breathed in and his face a victorious bold smile flashed, full of hatred I knew, but Rose thought it was a smile of victory for ending his agony. He opened his mouth and flashed his fangs, she took his neck with both hands and crushed his lips with hers, a passionate last kiss, she thought. She broke it, because he did not want to for some strange reason, as if the old Dimitri truly was found in the depths of his hollow body. He went for her neck and black was all we saw. Lissa pulled out and started crying.

"She is…," she said but didn't have the strength of finishing telling the unbearable truth. I shook my head and left Lissa in this state while, I cried in another room myself. This wasn't a typical Janine moment, but how else could I act when my daughter had become what I was taught to kill? Now it was my duty to end their lives, for that was what she truly wanted all along, to be free of that misery and taking Dimitri with her.

I searched for her…but no one would offer a voice of guidance.

Att, Janine Hathaway

Lissa's POV

As the cold took over me, someone called my name in the depths of Darkness. But the voice was familiar as if I should never forget it. There he was with open arms, a man who I did not know, but soon judging from his eyes will come to confine in. He was mysterious man, his aura said more than needed; I knew he was dangerous something in the back of my mind told me so. I couldn't help myself but, smile at him, he flashed me one as well, but this wasn't a happy or relieve smile, but a sad one. As I knew he had seen behind my smile, the waterfalls in my eyes. He walked towards me, put his arm over my shoulder and said, "We shall find her," he said. His voice was reassuring but, something in my heart felt as if I didn't want that to happen, because if we did I had to kill her no matter what.

As I lay in my bed…maybe I could remember Rose as a guardian and it would be someone else to kill her and save her soul. Abe knocked on my door, with a serious smile and offered me breakfast. I politely declined. He offered me a cup of coffee which I accepted and decided to go outside.

I opened the door and there she was, waiting for me to go home. The hot cup of coffee had fallen to the heavy snow.

"Rose," my voice broke, I wasn't prepare as I should've been. She looked as a stranger, one that I have never met, but the eyes and hair told me it was undeniable to say it wasn't her. She wore dark leather clothes that did not fit her usual style, her hair was pulled up in a ponytail showing her tattoos, in other words…she had taken pride of them but now they were a reminder of her sin against their own, but Strigoi didn't felt guilt for killing their own kind. A question pop into my head as for why she had pulled up her hair, maybe it was because it was more comfortable but, something in her eyes told me it wasn't.

"Go home, Lissa," her voice was cold and not her own. Her cold piercing gaze met my own terrified eyes.

"Rose, please," I tried to do…something anything I could.

"Lissa…go home where you belong, I shall find a way to go back," she said. My eyes opened as much as they could, when she flashed me a genuinely Rose-Hathaway-Smile. I smile back…

"I will get help to bring you back," with this her smile disappeared an another figure appeared in front of our eyes, it was Dimitri's, he raised his hand to her and like a master puppeteer she went straight to him. And disappeared completely from our sight, my knees collapse and I had now a vision… that I wouldn't let the memory of my daughter to be her as a Strigoi.

As the Moroi day came to its end, I flew back to the States along with Abe to find an important person who will help me save her. When I reached the school Moroi day had arrived once again. "Adrian," my voice whispered and there he was, waiting for me.

"I saw it," he said.

"I saw it," he repeated.

"We have to get Rose back," she declared as she already knew the answer.

"Now we must find someone who might bring her back," he told me. As his eyes filled with hope shone in front of me.

"She is there, we just have to bring her back," with this I was left alone in the corridor waiting for a sign.

"Victor…searches for Victor," a voice whispered inside my mind and in that moment I was being transferred into someone's mind.

"Wake up, my dear," his cold voice said.

"Wake up, my dear," his beautiful voice said.

"Today we are going to kill some moroi," his cold voice declared.

"Today we are going to kill some moroi," … I couldn't help but wonder if I was ever going to break from this terrible spell I have been cast upon.

Her thoughts and mine where intertwine…maybe she would find a way to break from the spell herself.

With this, she had disappeared from my mind and I was on my way to help her regain her shattered soul.

Rose's POV

As I lay in bed with my eyes closed; I was having my last dream. But it quickly ended as I was woken up by the opening and shutting of the door. I felt his presence that was already like a drug to me, just like the endorphins that traveled in my body every time he bites me.

"Roza," he said in a low voice. My eyelids opened and there he was, on top me, seeing through me as he always could. He did not show me his smile, he never did. But for some reason, I wanted to ask a question, which answer would never be told by someone like him. A strigoi's whose only thoughts were of blood and Royal moroi. Like Lissa Dragomir, a girl whom I met years ago and had become someone of big importance to me. She was after all my best friend, whom always had my back no matter what. Her thoughts were far from me since I was in the trance of a Strigoi's bite. His sigh brought me back to the room. My gaze met his and then something out of my imagination happen…he smiled at me. As if he knew what I was going to say today. It wasn't a good decision, but Dimitri wanted me and for some reason I believed that lie.

"I want to become like you, but in one condition," I said with a spontaneous confidence.

He frown at my request, but allowed me to continue.

"You must stay by my side forever," I said biting my lip, he chuckled and his fangs found my neck and into darkness I was dragged to. He wanted to taste my blood and seconds later I was brought back.

In the back of my mind, I felt being watched, spied on.

"What is your answer today?" his eyes spoke the previously unanswered question.

I took my hand to reach out his neck, with all the force I had, I pulled him against me and crushed his lips with my own, and before regretting this decision I broke the kiss. He smiled his victory smile, flashed his fangs and went for my neck; next thing I saw was that dim light of hope fade right in front of my eyes.

I was on the edge of a never ending cliff, I closed my eyes and extended my hand for any takers out there, before falling, I felt on the tip of my finger the skin of another, but alas it too late to reach it again. I fell into the never ending cliff that will assure my death.

I was woken up the cold hand that reached my own, and his smile had faded in my dream.

I was awakened…

I was a Strigoi…

I was truly dead…

I saw the dim light of something call Hope reappearing in front of me. A hand reached out to me, a crying victim.

"Rose, let me save your soul," the voice said. I gulped not in fear but, in relief.

Yes, save my soul I have carelessly have given away… save me stranger from this unthinkable fate, save me from this lustful state… save me my friend, and I shall be always be indebted to you. You found me once; please find my true soul… My friend I have been awakened but, before my eyes turn red and my soul becomes non-existent, I must tell you…my soul has been shattered and placed into different people whom I hold dear, stranger I can't tell you who they are, because I, myself, do not know them. It is time for me to be truly awakened in this fantastic form of immortality.

What is your name, stranger? I asked as my mind transformed into something else.

"Lissa," the stranger finally answered before being completely awakened to kill.

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See you next month, March 26, 2011.

Thanks very much,

Rose ^^

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