This
is a ONE SHOT
Lyrics are in Bold, its a Song Fic.
Not my Song,
Not 100 Sure who sings it
I altered it Just a little to Fit
better.
I dont own the characters... Sadly... I wish I did
though!
(This could probably be edited for any couple...)
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In my hand, Legacy, of Memories.
I
could of sworn...We promised to stay with each other always.
That
you'd be there if I was there... I am still here, where are you?
I
can hear you say my name.
I can almost see your smile.
Feel the
warmth of your embrace.
Somehow
I never knew
that the memory of you would remain to haunt me even
now.
All I want is to be able to hold you once more, to stop these
tears of mine
I once could of sworn that you'd be here, be here
beside me...
In my arms while I told you how I felt.
How did
that all change?
But there is nothing but silence now.
Is
this our farewell?
I
refuse to let you go, but now I cant help it, You're gone from me...
My friend, thats sadness in your
eyes. So
sorry your will is turning down Rest your head and fall asleep.
I cant hear your voice anymore;
I cant hear the laughter that
once echoed these now empty halls
I can no longer hear your heart
beat when you laid next to me...
Sweet darling, you wait
too much.I was told I was insane
Comming here
everyday, to wait for a responce
Never do I get one anymore; you
just stay as silent as ever.
My friend, thats sadness in
your eyes.
You are not alone in your life.
Although you may
think that you are.The others tell me to stop this, that
it's stupid.
That everything will turn for the better
eventually
But I dont want to stop
I dont want to let go of
this...
I wonder if they even really cared about you
None of
them come with me to see you... Not a one.
Never thought
this day would come so soon.
We had no time to say good bye.
How
can the world just carry on?I yelled at them all the
other day.
They seem to go day by day, as if you were never even
here.
I never even got to really say good bye...
And now
doesn't seem right, for they'd probably fall on deaf ears.
I keep
telling myself they'll realise.. They'll come to see you
But
nothing has happend yet... Its like you were never here to them.
It
hurts me to think that... To think that they never cared for
you...
I feel so lost when you're not at my side.
But
there is nothing but silence now..
Is this our farewell?I
dont know what to do anymore. Everytime i make a decision
I back
out of it, thinking you wouldn't care for it.
I've asked so many
times... What should I do?
But you can never answer...
Just
once, I would like some sort of answer...
Just something to know
you're still somehow with me.
Sweet darling, you wait too
much.The others told me i was an idiot, comming here
everyday
Just to see you one more time...
I dont think I can
move on, not from you...
You are not alone in your life.
Although you might think
that you are.
Even now as I stand here in the pouring rain.
At least
the rain blends with my tears so they're not noticeable.
I dont
know what I'm to do, the others dont seem to care enough to help.
I'm
just so lost... I can't really go on without you, can I?
I dont know what you watch in
these nights.
To be with
you once more, But I worry.
Would you want that?
That is the
only thought that has kept me from doing it
I'm afraid to try to
follow you, yet miserable staying put
Can't I just have some sort
of Answer?
My friend,
This is not our farewell.
When I dont really know, I'm afraid
Yet I look forward
to being with you...
I guess thats what they call Irony, isn't it?
-Normal POV-
Sage
sighed and turned finally, leaving the place, heading slowly back to
where his car was.
Soon as he was behind the wheel he hung his
head and sobbed for awhile.
Nothing has been the same since Rowen
had died. He was just so lost without him anymore...
Takeing a
deep breath, Sage moved turning the ignition, and eased onto the road
after making sure it was clear.
So easily he could end things to
be with the Archer, but he somehow couldn't.
Feeling as if it was
his duty to live for Rowen... But it was getting harder by the day,
the guys were just unsupportive..
He was ready to ust give
up...
Ready to loose it.
Sage sighed, trying to clear his mind,
getting onto the highway, to head back home.
Rowen was placed in
his home town, and Sage drove on in silence, finally turning on the
radio...
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So what did ya think?
