Chapter 1: Walk Away
Jackie looked at the woman that had just stepped into the front room of the Forman's in shock and disbelief she couldn't believe it, this couldn't be happening to her again he had sworn that he was different to Michael but here it was happening for a second time. As she looked at the woman that called herself her boyfriends wife Jackie found her feet and ran from the room tears running from her eyes.
"Jackie" Steven said finding his words as he saw her flee and he went to go after her not caring about the woman that was standing in front of them,
"Hyde leave her, you can talk to Jackie later I'm sure she doesn't want to see you right now" Donna said looking at him in anger
"But" Hyde began before the daggers everyone where giving him stopped him he again looked at the stripper who had just turned his life upside down.
Jackie didn't even bother going home she knew what she had to do, her friend's didn't even care enough to come after her and she'd failed again in love she had no one Jackie Burkhart was all alone, well she would give them what she wanted maybe they'd change there mind on her once she wasn't around. Jackie needed to forget what had happened she wanted to get so out of it that she couldn't remember a thing about anything maybe even take away her pain completely they wouldn't care.
"your Hyde's girl aren't you?" the guy behind the alley asked her as her saw her tears,
"yeah yeah whatever just give me everything you have pills everything" Jackie said quickly as she fidgeted and handed him a large amount of cash
"wow sure man" the guy said handing Jackie the contents of his bag and watched as she ran off in the distance.
"Jackie it's me look I'm so sorry please just…" Hyde said as he entered the room stopping as he saw that she wasn't in the bedroom that belonged to her and Donna, "shit" he muttered he knew something wasn't right his instinct told him that the situation was much worse than he thought not that it could get much worse.
"well that was quick" Donna said as Hyde walked back down the stairs,
"Donna she's not there man" Hyde said as he fought back tears thankful for his sunglasses at that moment,
"what do you mean she's not there" Donna said looking at him exasporatly,
"she isn't we need to look for her I couldn't live with myself if something's happened I hate myself enough as it is" Hyde said his walls breaking down around him a rare occasion around any of his friends.
Jackie found herself where her and Stephen had had their first date and slumped back against the muddy ground as the rain crashed down around her, she shivered wincing as the vodka hit her throat 'I loved you so much Steven I really do love you why god why can't I just be happy please' she cried to herself as she took a long hit from the cannabis and took some of the pills that she had been given she needed it all to go away. Within moment the mix of substances had took its effect on Jackie's small frame and she found her head spinning as she looked around the rain crashing down around her.
"hey man you haven't happened to see Jackie around have you" Hyde said as the gang walked down the alley by Grooves,
"Yeah man she took all my stuff I made a right fortune off her, thank her for me she took off before I could…" the man started to say,
"shit" Hyde said as he ran off back to the others he needed to find her and quick.
"why would she be here" Fez said as the approached the wooded area around Mount Hump,
"it's where we had our first date on Veterans day" Hyde told them as he paced off,
"yeah you stole her from me man" Kelso said angrily as he looked at him,
"Kelso shut up we need to find her" Donna said as she raced off after Hyde,
"Oh my god Jackie" she heard Steven say.
"Steven" Jackie said in a daze as she thought she saw his weak outline as her head spun as she shivered and cried in the rain, she tried to get to her feet but fell to the ground.
What
do you do when you know I was naive Got
caught in your web And it hurts my soul I need to get away from ya' I
should have known Now I've been
lickin' my Oh, I'm about to break I need to get away from ya' Everytime
I try to grasp for air Inside I'm screamin' Now what do I do It hurts my soul
something's bad for you
And you still
can't let go?
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in
your bed
And devoured completely
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are cavin' in
I
can't stop my sufferin'
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I
need to walk away from
I
need to walk away from ya'
Get away, walk away, walk away
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see
through the smoke
It was all an illusion
wounds (licking my wounds)
But the venom seeps
deeper (deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce,
But darling
you hold me
prisoner (prisoner)
I
can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
and I'm
fiendin' for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I
keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...
I'm
about to break
can't stop this ache
Gettin' nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And
everywhere I turn
I keep going back to one
thing that I need,
To walk away from
I need
to walk away from ya'
Get away, walk away, walk away
I am smothered in despair,
it's never
over, over
Seems I never wake from this nightmare
I let out a
silent prayer,
let it be over, over
Begging, pleadin' no more
Ah,Ahh...
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each beat
reminds me of you
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are cavin' in
I can't stop my sufferin'
I
hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I, I keep goin' right
back
To the one thing that I need...
Oh, I'm about to break
And I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And
I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one
mistake
I keep goin' right back
To the one thing that I
need...
Oh, I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting
nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this
slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To
the one thing that I
need to walk away from
I say...
I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get
away, walk away, walk away
Only thing I need to do is walk away
I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from
ya
Get away, walk away, walk away
I need to get away from
ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away
I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away