Want You Chapter 1, a south of nowhere fanfic

WANT YOU

Ashley's rock career takes off, she leaves Spencer. After almost 2 1/2 years Ashley is finally off the road, ending her tour back in LA. Determined to get Spencer back. Will Spencer come back? Or has she already moved on?

AN: I don't own any of these lovely characters other than the ones who obviously weren't in the show. This is my story, promise. I cant log into my older account sweetyounglove. I am re uploading it and making edits, changing a bunch of crap. The usual, enjoy :)

Chapter 1

*APOV*

I take a few deep breaths as I take a sip of water that's laying over by Randy our drummer. Giving him a smile and nod before I turn back to the roaring crowd, smiling wide as I bring the mic up to my mouth, "So as you crazy kids might know. We are about to record an all a new album after our show in LA tomorrow night." Laughing a little as the stadium is filled with cheers and whistles. "As Vegas being my second favorite city coming in just under LA LA Land, you guys are in for a treat." Looking to my left as some of the crew members roll my jet black piano onto the stage, along with a few stools for the guys about to back me up on vocals and guitars. I sit down on the bench in front of the piano, hooking the mic to its stand. Tilting my head back to the crowd, "Consider yourselves lucky cause not even the folks in LA have heard this yet. You guys are the first."

Closing my eyes and taking a deep breath as I play the opening chords...

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

'God, I never should have sung this song. Not live.' 'Keep it the fuck together Ashley. This is just the beginning. I'll do whatever it takes to get her back.'

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you

Looking back to the crowd, smiling softly as I see lighters in the air with everyone listening intently.

Closing my eyes as tears start to fall as I choke up. 'Come on Ashley. It's almost over. Just get through it.'

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Taking another deep breath to steady my voice, making sure there's still a waiver of emotion in it as the last notes ring out...

Why are you my clarity?

Smiles back at the audience listening to the roar of their cheers fill my ears. Becoming the only thing I feel, the only thing I hear. These moments keep me going. I look back to the side of the stage where I see my sister Kyla, my rock. The only person that kept me sane during all of this. Well as sane as I could be. These last 2 years have been a whirlwind of emotions, mostly bad. But that's a story for later. I nod to her and make half a heart putting it against my chest. She just laughs and shakes her head, mimicking my movements.

I stand back up as the band gets ready to do our final song. Smirking as Oli starts with the into to Heart of Fire. I jump on top of one of the stacks towards the side of the stage.

Driving through this world unknown,
I've built my life on broken bones.
Not living for this anymore,
You want a fight... I'll bring a war!

Right here, this moment, I feel alive and carefree. I never want this to end.

~My name is Ashley Davies. This is my life, my story. Enter my crazy world if you dare~