I'm back! Hopefully this fic will be better than the last one, I have more of a plot planned for it, and also have a beta this time, the lovely wynnie the pooh :)

Anyway, it is based in the future, but only a couple of years, Kurt and Blaine never met and Kurt never transferred to Dalton.

Hope you enjoy :)

"I can't do this anymore Kurt!"

As the train thundered along the track and the rain hammered down outside, a young man in his early twenties sat with his cheek pressed against the cool glass of the window, the echo of conversation reverberating through his mind.

"You can't do what anymore, Connor?" Kurt asked shakily, panic starting to creep in.

"This! Be with you! I never see you! I know you have finals coming up and you're trying out for the Macy's internship but it would be nice to see my boyfriend more than once a week!" Kurt winced, it was true, what with his final project being due in a few short weeks and still actually having to physically make his designs to fit models, and then handing out resumes left right and centre to see if anyone would consider taking him on when he graduated, he had a lot on his plate. And on top of that he and Rachel had been flat hunting for the last few weeks with a room big enough for Connor to move in...which Kurt had planned on talking to him about tonight. He had definitely neglected his boyfriend of fourteen months slightly. But after all, it took two to tango and Connor was just as wrapped up in work as Kurt was, if not more so.

Connor was a medical student at New York University Medical Centre and worked long hard hours. Most nights he didn't even leave the hospital, trying to get a one up on his classmates. He too was applying for internships at many hospitals which could take him anywhere in the country.

"Connor, I know I've been a bit preoccupied recently, but I'm not the only one!" Kurt said standing up and folding his arms across his chest cocking his hip and bending his knee slightly, his best bitch face on, although his insides felt like they would erupt from his body at any moment.. "You work long hours too. I know for a fact that you are seriously considering taking your internship in Seattle or San Francisco, and once our finals are out of the way we'll have more time to be with each other. We knew this wasn't going to be easy."

"I know," Connor said softly. "And I love you. But we can't keep fooling ourselves anymore. This isn't working."

"But it is, and it can and it will!" Kurt said, rushing forwards and grabbing hold of his boyfriend's shoulders. "I love you and you love me. And that's all that matters!"

"That's the thing though. I'm not sure love is enough anymore."

Kurt stumbled backwards wrapping his arms around himself. "You-you don't mean that! We're Kurt and Connor! We're solid, everyone wants what we have! I love you so much it hurts!" he said, working hard to fight back the tears."I can't imagine my life without you! I was going to ask you to move in with me tonight! Rachel and I have been looking for a bigger apartment!"

"And I love you Kurt, but I don't think I'm in love with you." Kurt could feel the cracks working their way through his heart threatening to give at any moment. "There's something else as well." He thought he knew what it was but didn't want to hear or believe it, knowing that the next sentence to come out of his boyfriend's mouth would be the final nail in the coffin of their relationship. "I met someone else." Yep, right there, that was the moment he felt his heart shatter.

Kurt stepped off the train and was instantly hit by the open heavens; he closed his eyes and welcomed the rain. It was late spring, insanely warm, and the thunder storm raging overhead dulled his senses slightly. The drops of water hitting his face masked the tears which were flowing freely. His whole body shook with sobs as he reached the apartment building. Not quite ready to face Rachel and her pity just yet he settled himself down on a bench in the park, closing his eyes and replaying the last year in his head.

Kurt had met Connor in his junior year at a college social. Connor was exciting and new and amazingly beautiful with his strong bone structure, short curly sandy blonde hair and piercing blue eyes. After finding out they shared a common love for Broadway musicals the two had hit it off straightaway soon realising that they had just about everything in common, except the fact that Kurt was a countertenor and Connor sounded like a strangled cat being drowned when he dared to sing.

They had become friends first and had just sort of fallen into a relationship. It had just seemed right and it worked for them... well, apparently not so much anymore. He felt his phone buzz in his pocket and sighed, pulling it out to read the message.

K,

I just spoke to Connor! I'm so sorry sweet, where are you? He said you left a couple of hours ago! I don't want to sound like a mother hen but you should be back by now! Please tell me you're not laying in some gutter in an alley somewhere!

I love you R

Xoxoxox

Sighing but not bothering to reply he slipped the phone back into his pocket and stood up. Time to face the music, Hummel! he said to himself, making his way back across the road and into the building.

So hope you guys like it so far, I'll post again soon. Please review!