Kiba and Ino: Forgiveness and Love

By kiwi4me

Part 1

She banged the door as hard as she could, but he didn't open it. She cried and cried with tear stains deepening on her face. She fell to the floor still banging on the door, but it slowly faded into nothing.

"Please…" she asked desperately, "… please open the door…"

But he didn't say anything. He could hear her cry and his heart hurt more, but he didn't open the door. Instead, he lay against the door with his back to it. He leaned his head softly against the door so she didn't know he was there, but of course she knew.

"I'm sorry…" she said almost like a whisper as she placed her forehead against the door, "… please…" but there was no reply and she felt like her world was fading.

She cried softly biting her bottom lip so she could stop, but how could she? She did something that was uncalled for and stupid… no, she was stupid.

"I'm sorry!" she screamed in pain, sadness, and tears. She banged the door once again: once, twice, three times as she stood.

"Don't ignore me! Please… please open it…" she said crying louder as her fist slammed into the wooden door before she fell back down to her knees.

He wasn't ignoring her, but he was hurting and she knows it. He had a feeling that she was going to do this, but in his mind he already has a plan. He would leave her outside so she didn't laugh at his face. He wouldn't let her close to him or she would trap him and he would give in… no he was going to leave her outside in the pouring rain. That was his plan, but he thought he'd feel better, but why does it hurt?

His tears falling freely down his face: down the corner of his eyes and brushes against his red triangular marks on his cheeks to his chin. It fell softly as he heard her cry, heard the pain in her voice, but he wasn't going to give in like all the other times… not again.

"Kiba! Please… just one more chance…" she said crying in the rain. The water droplets hit her blonde hair ruining its softness, but she didn't care. Her hands balled into a fist, her facial expression was filled with a desperate heart, and her body sat on the ground becoming wetter by the second.

One more chance…? Kiba thought before his teeth clenched. Why should he give her another chance when she ruined all the other chances he gave her? She only used him for her own gain and pleasures; he was nothing more than a pon in her game… and now he wants nothing more of it. He already made up his mind that there is no more going back to this girl, this Yamanaka. He faced the ceiling as his tears continue to fall in sync with the female outside his door.

He wont give in… he told himself making it clear that there wasn't anything more to them, but why hasn't he said it to her? He couldn't manage to pick up enough courage to say it to her face, and now he can't even say it behind closed doors… is he really over her?

"Kiba… say something… would you…" she said with sadness in her voice as well as in her eyes. She lay against the door with her back to it as she faced up into the sky letting the rain wash away all her tears as well as hide them.

It was all her fault; she was so stupid, so blind to not tell how much he's been there for her… or did. He would always be there no matter how angry she was. He was everywhere when she needed him, but she never thought that she would actually love this mutt... no… this man named Kiba. Of course he stood out from the rest with his red markings on his cheeks and his messy brown hair, but she never gave him a second look. She only went out with him in the first place was to get back at Shikamaru, but… there wasn't any point anymore. She knew she had him wrapped around her pretty little finger, but she never knew she held his heart in with it as well.

"I'm sorry…" she cried tearfully, "… I … shouldn't have used you… I'm sorry…" she apologized which was rare coming from her, but she knew there wasn't any choice in the matter. Her body started to shiver from the cold rain and the short breezes that flew by. She crossed her arms in front of her chest and sat still crying into the rain.

He sat still in shock as he heard those apologetic words. Was she serious? She would think I would forgive her? No way… Kiba thought, but every time he refuses to give in, his heart pulls him in deeper. He ran out of tears and it left stains down his cheeks. He knew it was raining and he was a coward… he didn't want her inside because he would fall for her trap, but leaving her outside was inhumane. It was raining hard and cold, especially when it was getting dark, but he didn't have enough strength in him to stand. He felt weak, he felt drained after seeing what he saw… it even hurts to think or remember about the event that happened two hours ago.

It was stupid of her to stay outside in the cold for so long. Practically two whole hours of begging and she never begs for a guy… never. Yet this guy was worth it, but he hates her now. She thought about the event detesting it. She was only walking under the umbrella of Sai's when she missed her footing on the steps. She was facing him as she did so, therefore falling face first into his… and their lips touched. It was an accident and Sai knew it too. They parted looking at each other before they smiled laughing it off, but someone didn't. She saw him… eyes angry, fists clenched and mouth wide as he held the umbrella over his head. He ran… and she ran after him hollering his name but he didn't turn nor stopped for her. Then… well… this happened; her outside his door begging as he sits inside his shelter.

She was freezing and she knew she was getting sick. She could feel the bumps forming and her mind becoming dizzy. She didn't want to leave until he opened the door and accepts her apology, even if he never wants to see her again… at least an apology and forgiveness was necessary right? Her lips were turning purple and she was shivering worse than before now.

"I'm sorry…" she said as she got up, "… I won't go anywhere near you or talk to you…" she stood for awhile as her new tears fell along with nature's rain.

"You deserve that much…" she said softly running off to her humble home.

He heard her as she got up. He heard her as she apologized once again. And he heard the last words as well. She wasn't going to come near him, so she can't hurt him. She is never going to come to the house, so he could feel at ease and in peace. She was never going to talk to him, so now he doesn't have to argue all day. He deserves to be rid of her. Her annoying voice, her entrancing eyes, her soft skin, her tasteful scent, her beautiful blond hair… yeah he deserved it.

Can not seeing her, not talking to her, not touching her really make him happier? Can it really make him feel better? No… he just feels hollowed inside. He feels lost and alone, empty and in shame, he feels nothing without her. He got up and opened the door softly as the breeze blew her scent into his nose. He breathed in as his eyes closed seeing her face once again, then he slowly opened it to see no one there but an empty space.

"Ino…" he said softly. Hesitating to close the door hoping she would show up again, running into his arms and smiling up at him making his heart beat furiously, but she didn't come. Is she really serious about not showing up at all? He reminisces for awhile before finally closing the door to his past.

So here is the first part to the three parts of Kiba and Ino!

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kiwi4me