(oops, i watched Ep.4 of Hetalia, Russia P.O.V. here I come!)

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The meeting was making people fall asleep, some were already snoring and some were drawing mustaches at each other. And other unnamable things that Russia didn't need to know about.

He snuggled into a scarf and sighed. His breath hung in the air, since even if it was slightly warm inside, he was cold.

He was the country of snow and winter, but every once in awhile.

"Jejeje Russia~"

Russia lifted his head, and cracked open an amethyst eye.

A little girl with chocolate eyes and dark skin with floating blonde hair waved at him. She knocked on the window and cooed a child's laugh.

Russia s face was suddenly alight with happiness. He got up from his chair, and quickly took off his jacket and scarf.

Nations stared at him as he stripped and he was smiling like an idiot.

He ran outside, the light snow floating around. The little girl floated to him, glowing with a nice yellow aura.

She flew over him, her feet facing the sky. She cooed again ad brushed her nose to him. He smiled and took her small hands.

"Privyet."

The girl giggled and swirled around him, she touched his bare shoulders. He smiled as the girls hands were incredibly warm.

"Privyet, Papa..."

She was a star, in a literal and figurative sense. She was the only person who would visit Russia

And prevent him from losing his sanity

Russia laughed, and took her hands. They began to move in a circle, and the little girls hair floated above her like a ray of light.

Russia's smile grew warmer, his face glowing with happiness Inside, his heart melted and began to beat loudly.

He opened his mouth, and a soft and beautiful song came out. His slightly childish pitch was lost, and a deep russian gruff echoed in the cold and empty lot.

Russia's eyes closed and he laughed. He was laughing like a little kid.

This was the only time he could be happy. This was the only time he was needed.

He looked up into the sky, and the little girl looked up as well.

"Ты мое солнце" (you are my sunshine)

Russia s eyes filled with tears, and he cried in happiness.

"Мое единственное солнце" (my only sunshine)

He chuckled and the little girl smiled warmly at him. Inside her eyes, sun flares exploded, making her eyes glow orange. Her chocolate skin began to turn brighter and she sighed.

"до свидания и до встречи в следующем году, папа"(goodbye and see you next year, papa)

She floated into the air, not before leaning in, and kissing Russia on the forehead. It singed his pale skin, but he smiled.

He palmed her cheek, and wiped away a small acidic tear.

"до свидания"(goodbye)

Russia looked up as the girl turned into a strike of light, and then she floated up.

He looked away, as the boom of light echoed in the twilight.

The sun would visit him every once in awhile, and would leave him better and more broken than before.

Sobs escaped his chest, but there was a huge smiled on his face.

He rubbed his eyes, and he looked up again.

A man with dark eyes and white skin smiled at him.

She'll come back. She always does.

Summer even reaches the darkest things


(headcanon, Russia is visited by the Sun [summer, whatever you want to call it] and She always uplifts his spirits. She s the only thing that prevents him to go completely insane.)