So I wrote this when I was bored during social studies class. I'm gonna updat What I Almost Lost after I publish this. The next chapter will be fast forwarded to 2012 in the end.

Why did I write a story about Nick dying...I really dont know.

ANYWAY.................ON WITH THE FANFIC!!!!!!!!!!!

NICK'S POV

From the time my mom took me to the doctor on November 16th, 2005, I knew my life would never be the same. I felt myself weakening from the inside as I went on everyday.

My heart and soul wants to fight this disease, but my mind doesn't. To my mind, I'll never win battle. They told me I would get better. They tell me that everyday, but I knew I wasn't. I'm getting weaker. I've shown my fear to this disease and it's taken me over.

All the blood they drew from me was crazy. I now called the nurses and doctors 'vampires' from what they did. I had bruises. Bruises from all of the blood they took from me and the others I had no idea how they got there.

They medicine they gave me made me feel even sicker. Sometimes I would puke once they gave it to me.

"Nick, you'll get better soon," Joe would tell me.

"No Joseph! Tou've been sayin that since day one and it's day six Joseph! Wake up from your dream cause I'm not getting better and I'm never getting better!" I yelled. I didn't mean to yell at Joe, it just took me over.

Joe looked offended. I knew he was trying to make me feel better, but I know I'm not strong enough. I'm never gonna win this battle.

"I'm gonna go grab lunch," Joe said. He left my room, leaving me completely alone in my hospital room.

I hated my life. I knew i wans't gonna live past thirteen. I tried to fight this disease with all my strength, but somewhere, I ley my defenses down. It hit me like a bullet through my chest. I was going to die, I knew it. Death was around the corner and I was burning rubber to get there.

I laid down, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath before I fell asleep.

I wish that was my final breath.

I'm done with my life. I'm done with the pain, the struggle, the fear. I wish that my death would come by the morning.

That's it for now! if I get enough reviews, I'll try to update by Thursday(lessons and stuff 2morrow)

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