HEY! okay im sorry for the lack of fanfics on here, SORRY i ran out of ideas, until a certain incedent happened in my life that kinda gave me a start to this story,i will be uploading more chapters tommorow or when i get the time, cuz i have been BUSSY! and my yaoi maniacs that i call friends have been itching to read this and i hope you like the story, cuz i like were its heading, i might make quiet i few chapters with this one, this is a mix between a gaara and lee , and kankuro and kiba, yaoi mix I COULDNT HELP MYSELF WITH KIBA! lol im like a huge kiba yaoi fan...its kinda crazy, but anywho i will hopefully upload another chapter tonight, if not! then it will be tommorow! also if there are any spelling errors im sorry ive been kinda lazy with that but i will work on it! :D

Disclaimer: *sniffles* i dont own naruto sadly, nor do i own the characters :)

OH and another thing, i kinda have Gaara, not so...depressing he is a bit out of character, not like super happy weird gaara but not emo depressing :D

ALSO THERE WILL BE LEMON AND ALL THAT FUN STUFF IN THE FUTURE, THIS IS YAOI! DONT LIKE DONT READ ITS THAT SIMPLE PEOPLE!

Constuctive critism is welcome, no bashing the pairings or my writng, thank you

~SAKURA. V~

Chapter 1

this pain,it hurts. the feeling of hurtful words being thrown at me left and right, i can't help but cry. I feel a sudden hand slap me across my face. i stop.
"shut up you pathetic excuse for a son." my father yells as he hits me again, i hear the weeps of my sister as my brother tries to calm her, but nothing is working. He is out of control now, he can't be stopped. I feel my face swell and turn black and blue. I look up at him once again, he then picks me up by the collar, he turns and throws me to the ground in front of my siblings, i hear a crack from my left shoulder and i black out.
I wake up hours later and i see I'm in a different position then when i fell asleep, i see my father on the ground dead, how? i don t know. I look to see my siblings curled up together in a heap i see dried up tear stains on my older sisters cheeks. I sit up correctly and see a knife with a note.
"I had enough of his shit, so i took care of him for you guys." I look at the note in disbelief and then set it down. I go over to my older brother and sister and shove them slightly to wake them up.
" Hey Temari, are you okay?" i whisper to her. She opens her eyes and looks at me and her eyes droop in a sympathetic way as she strokes my bruised cheek. She then shakes our brother awake.
" Yo Kankuro, its time to get up" she says almost bossy. Kankuro groans and opens his eyes to see me and Temari.
"what happened?" He asked as he lazily rubs his eyes.
"i don t know i blacked out." i stand up straight then hiss when i feel the pain on my left shoulder.
" Gaara are you okay?" Temari asks as she immediately stands up, letting kankuro flopp to the floor with a thud.
I rub my shoulder and feel a tender spot right in between the shoulder socket and the edge of my collarbone, and i shut my eyes holding in a painful scream.
"this is not good you guys." Kankuro says as he gets up and looks at the dead body that used to be our father, and walks over to the note.
" Who is this from?" He asked as he holds the note out to temari.
" Who knows, but i know one thing." I say as i walk toward the door.
" what?" temari asks after she puts down the note.
"It doesn t take long for people to find dead bodies." i open the door. " and i dont want to be here when they do" I look down."Are you coming with me?" i ask as i walk out the door.

6 YEARS LATER

We set up our tents once again for the night as the day calls for an end.
" Hey Gaara can you pass me the loaf of bread" Temari asks as she finishes setting up her camp area.
"sure" i said as i reach for the item, but stop and grab my shoulder as a shot of pain rides through the socket area.
"Hey Gaara you okay, is your shoulder giving you troubles again?" Temari asks as she walks over and grabs the loaf herself.
" Yeah i think its just been a rough day and all, its not that bad." I say as i get up and walk to kankuro. " Hey got any of that ointment?" I asked as Kankuro unzipped his tent.
"yeah hold on " he says as he scavenges though a brown satchel. "here it is," he says holding out to me, i take it and give it to temari.
" Do you mind?" I asked as i took off my shirt. She smiled and undid the lid. She sat behind me and took a generous amount of the creamy ointment and massaged my shoulder area carefully, making sure not to put too much pressure.
"Hey guys look." Kankuro says holding out a map we had retrieved at the last town we passed." we are almost to konoha."
Me and my siblings have been traveling around the map to find a place to live, but they always seem dangerous or we would have problems with people. But once we heard from a man in a small town we passed that konoha was the best place for anyone who wanted start over, and that's exactly what we want.
" thats good we should be there by tomorrow afternoon." Temari said as she finished up applying the ointment.
"finally, we will have a real home." i said standing up. "I m going to go to sleep, if you need me i will be in my tent." i said as i unzipped my tent and entered the small home and close the door behind me.
I never really slept, i couldn't , the scarring of my childhood haunted me. i would have nightmares every night, i would wake up screaming, and sweating buckets. So i just stayed awake and would read. I found a book 2 years ago that i really liked, and since then ive been reading that type of genera . So when we past any book store at all , we always find enough money to buy me at least 1 book to occupy myself, when i finished that book i would write, something of my own.
Morning came faster then i thought,and i could feel the dark circles around my eyes darken. I walk out of my tent and start packing, i was too excited to go to a real home, I am a 16 year old boy, i deserve one.I finish packing as soon as Temari and Kankuro drag themselves out of bed. they take their time getting ready, and packing while i just wait and look at the rising sun.
"alright lets get going." Temari yawns as she walks up behind me Kankuro not far walk for about 5 hours and we finally see Konoha's front gates. I can feel my excitement bubble inside my stomach. We walk up to the gates, and see two watch-men, they stop us and direct us to the hokage's office. We walk into the village and see happiness and excitement everywhere, i wasn t quite used to it but i liked it. I follow my brother and sister through town until we finally walk into the hokage s office.
I walk into the room and see a lady,with blonde hair, brown eyes and a small purple diamond in the middle of her forehead, she has rather large breasts which, my brother being a boy, his eye almost bulge from his head. I couldn't help but mentally facepalm myself, as i showed no interest,because i apparently was more mature, or less desperate than my older brother. We walk up to her and she motions us sit.
" You're the new arrivals the guards told me about?" she says as she stands up from her seat.
"Yes ma'am "Temari says as she bows slightly showing her respect to the young looking hokage.
" i see, you look like a bunch of good kids tell me about yourself?" she says as she sits back down folding her fingers.
" We are all siblings, and we come from the sand." Temari introduces us and we chat for a while and tell her all the information she needed.
" Thank you," she says as she smiles and hands us a key. "here is a key to your new apartment, the address is on the tag. We will be paying for your first month here, after that you're on your own."
She says as she walks us out of the room." If you ever need me make an appointment, because being the hokage, i have a lot of other things to deal with, i am always glad to help." She says as we exit the room. She closes the door and we walk about of the building.
"Alright lets go see our new place." Kankuro said pointing onward.