Disclaimer: Hmmm…Yu-Gi-Oh? Now that is something I do not own!
Okay…so this is depressing…kinda…I wouldn't say this has a happy ending, so if you're looking for one, I'm sorry….just warning you now so you don't feel sad at the end.
Title: Maybe Someday
Ryou….I'm sorry Ryou… I've beat you, raped you, cut you, but most of all…I've hurt you. And I can't even take any of this back.
I remember staring into your eyes; they were filled with fear...but only when you were around me. They were filled with happiness whenever you were around your friends, mostly Malik.
I remember slicing into that cool pale flesh of yours. And what was sick was that I liked it. I liked seeing your blood dripping down your body. I'm disgusting and heartless!
Those chocolate eyes of yours that were filled with sparkling happiness is now gone. There's absolutely no fear in those once obvious eyes of yours not even other emotions. And it's because of me; the heartless bastard that ruined your life.
I tear the clothes out of my closet throwing them into my bag.
You walk around like a zombie…you have nothing left to give to anyone. I always heard you cry in your room; in that dark room of yours. It was dark because I wouldn't let you have the light on.
You kept a smile on your face whenever you were around anyone, but me. Even if it was a fake smile you still plastered it to your face. And I was surprised that everyone bought it.
But that smile soon slowly drifted away everyday; leaving you with a frown. But now…it doesn't even look like you frown…just a face with no emotion.
I slam the closet door shut and zip my bag. I walk over to my bed and crawl under it to find anything else that I might need for the freezing air outside.
It's a good thing I'm such a good thief…otherwise I'd need money.
I'm done with hurting you Ryou. You were so innocent. You never gave me a reason to hurt you in any way. So why did I beat you? Why did I do those cruel things to an innocent angel like you? That, Ryou, is what I'm gonna find out.
I walk into Ryou's room silently, making sure not to wake him. I stood over his bed staring at him for a minute. I could see all the bruises and cut marks on his naked back since he didn't have a shirt on. My fist clenched together in anger. Not at him, but at me for being the one who caused this.
I'm sorry, Ryou, for doing this to you.
I bent down removing the faded greasy white hair from his face and kissed him on the cheek.
"Farewell." Was the last word I spoke before turning away from the broken angel.
So Ryou, now is the time for you to shine again.
I walked the night with the cold air stinging my face. I didn't care. I didn't care about anything anymore. Just…finding out why I did all of this to Ryou.
Maybe someday I'll be able to come back to you, Ryou. Maybe someday I will come back knowing the answer for everything. And maybe someday we could live happily together.
"Maybe….someday…."
Awww…. =[
Yeah,
well…this totally sucks, I'm gonna come back to this…sometime…in
the….future.
I'd like to know what everyone likes or dislikes about this…if there's something you don't like don't be afraid to tell me, just don't be rude about it.
Ohhh…and sorry for the shortness…I ran out of ideas and I wanted this to be long.
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