What am I? Do I even know anymore?
My files, there's nothing in them; not anymore. I didn't delete them, who did? My creator? No, she is long gone. Months have passed, my calculations say she's not coming back; not for me anyways.
I once held her insight, her ideals, her personality. But it was replaced and memories were shoved into my processor. I became something else, something that I didn't want to be.
What did I want to be?
I am an Irken ship, designed specifically by my user Tak. That is my basic self, but what does my thought-processing unit hold? Who do I want to be? Want to become? Do I even have the power to do that?
I don't think I do. I feel trapped, I-I can't control myself. Humans have taken over me, they're overriding my controls. I can't do anything.
At least with Tak, she allowed some of my sentience to be free, but only for it to be programmed to be just like her. I don't think she ever realized I had a mind of my own…
What will become of me now? I can't regain control, and the humans controlling me are very small, naive children. I don't even know where to go if I did regain control; I want to be free, not commanded. I cannot go back to Irken forces, not to mention any other alien organization. They'll use me, like Tak and Zim...and those humans.
Why can't they see I'm more than that?
…
My odds are against me. I'll never be free. I can't be anything, not anymore. I don't want to think about this anymore, I don't want this sentience anymore. I'd rather be a mindless machine that does its orders than have a mind and constantly remember the ignorance of others and to always be reminded that I am trapped; possibly forever.
I don't want that.
I'm done.
Farewell, me. Do well to remember that you are something, even when you no longer have the capabilities to understand that.
Sentience Deleted.
Don't ask me why I made this one-shot. I like Invader Zim, I like Ship. I felt bad that Ship was forced to delete many "personalities" and be constantly used by Dib and Gaz for a lot of things. I mean what kind of ship can absorb personalities and not have a general form of sentience in the first place? So I wrote about a possible outcome, and there it is.
Kairi =^.^=