A/N; This story is going to be based on Rogue narrating the whole thing, I hope you enjoy, and I shall update soon, I have ideas to use so, review if you enjoyed and tell me if there is anything I should do, for help as I sometime let my mind wonder and think of something completely new lol.
Someone Like Me.
Chapter One.
RoguesPro.
Sitting in my room alone I looked backed on the last couple of months, the end of the world was over and everyone started to move on with their lives. I just wish I could move on myself, I was meant to graduate next month and go to college but at the moment I couldn't graduate because I had missed to much school so I didn't have enough credits so I would have to make it up and start college next year.
Walking over to my balcony I could see all the other student getting into each others cars some pushing and shoving others just getting annoyed that they wouldn't shut up as they would shout at the top of their lungs.
These past couple of months had brought all of us new friend, new allies and a new beginning, for Me the biggest instalment was Remy Lebeau, thief, charmer, womaniser and the only person who I could really talk to. We had become good friends, nothing more, we would talk, he would flirt but he knew his limit and it would be nice, comforting even.
Although I know I can talk to anyone else here, it's just when I talk to him, he listens, gives advise and other times he understands, I guess you could say we have a connection, but neither one of us had tried to make anything of it, maybe I was scared, maybe he didn't want anything from me other than friendship or maybe we're both just to stubborn to do anything about it.
I lent sat up on one of the ledges and let my legs just swing from the balcony, taking a breath in I realised something, all this talk about Remy, made my heart skip a beat and gave me confidence, maybe I should do something about it all.
Speaking of the devil, I turned and faced him, he almost took my breath away, looking into his gorgeous demonic eyes I fell deeper and deeper into a crush, shaking my head realising the silence had gone on for to long I spoke.
"Hey." I said swinging my legs around so I was now face to face with him.
"Bonjour Cherie." he said, his accent rolling of his tongue.
"And what do I owe the pleasure, Cajun." I asked making sure some of my charade of not being interested was in tacked.
"Can't Remy see the most belle women in the world and want a little company." he said, thank god for my make up or he would see me blush.
"When you find her tell me." I said joking around.
"Chere, it breaks Remy's heart that you do not realise how tres belle you really are." he said stepping closer to me, I could now smell him, he smelt so good, that if I was a normal girl I would probably jump him.
"Charmer, so what did you want to talk about?" I asked as I got down from the ledge and moved away and entered my room.
"Well Remy wanted to talk to you about are last little chat Chere." he said, he followed me in and took his place on the seat by my computer.
Flashback.
"Remy?" I asked
"Oui." he replied.
"Do you ever get lonely?" I asked, casually looking up at him.
"What do you mean by lonely?" he asked, he turned to face me, his expression confused.
"Well, I mean you have your choice of women, and yet you never have a relationship and in your free time you end up either playing poker or talking to me, so my question is, do you every get lonely when you don't have someone, a girlfriend?" I said trying not to look him directly in the eyes in case he laughed at my question.
"Remy don't know, Remy's not going to lie Chere, he does get lonely, but still this is the life I live and as for talking to you, I enjoy it, gives me some kind of fulfilment you know, I mean would I like a girlfriend maybe, but to find one would be easy, to have one would be the hard part, why do you ask?" he said, I was stunned by his answer but more scared of his question.
"I don't know, maybe it's because I wonder, or maybe because the only person who should be lonely in any form is me." I replied, holding back the tears that were trying to escape.
"Rogue." he said my name, my actual name, not 'Chere.' or 'Cherie.', he said Rogue.
"Can we not talk about this now, I'm starting to get tired, and I need to be up early for training." I lied, I wasn't tired, I just wanted to avoid the question that is my life.
Remy left it at that, and I went to bed and cried, because I just opened a can of worms.
End of Flashback.
"Rogue, Rogue." he said, waving his hand in front of my face.
"What, sorry, I think I just jumped out my own body." I said, as I rested on my bed I looked up and Remy gave me a look, which I knew to be, 'So go on...'
"Chere, are you going to talk to me about it now." he asked, leaning over so he could see my expression more clearer.
"What do you want to talk about?" I asked trying to delay the question, but this was Remy Lebeau he never backs down.
"What were going on about when you said and I quote, 'The only person who should be lonely in any form is me.' end quote, Cherie what did you mean by that?" he asked he seemed so genuine, so sincere.
"Like I said, no one should be alone but me." I replied, my walls were up this time, I knew I would break them down into an explosion, I just didn't want to get angry at him.
"Chere, your not alone, you have friends and family, why are you alone?" he replied, after what he said I wanted to break down.
"I know, but you know what alone I mean, relationship alone." I said my voice seemed quieter as I let my fear and loneliness spread out through my words.
"Oh, Chere you wont be alone so your not in a relationship now, but you will someday." I knew his words were meant to comfort me, but they stung a little.
"Oh yeah because so many guys want to be with a girl they can't touch, can't you just see the cue." I could feel the tears in the corners of my eyes as I spoke, "Why me, why, what did I do to have been cursed with a power that makes me so isolated from people, I mean I must have done something wrong, maybe in a past life, because I don't see anyone else suffering the way I am." The tears fell, and I bent my head in defeat, my walls were down and my tears fell with them.
"Rogue, you didn't do anything, and your not cursed, you just need to control your powers, Rogue any guy would be proud to have you, I know I would, it just means if their not coming, they know their not good enough for you or maybe they don't want to hurt you." he said as he walked over and placed an arm around me, I melted a little but buried my face into his shoulder.
"Hurt me, I could hurt them so much more, I'm tired of being alone and I know that someday I might get control, but that might be years from now, my entire life I have never been able to know what it's like to feel skin except for my own, and now I just wish I had someone, even for a little while, I see everyone around me so happy with each other and I just wish I could have that too." I wiped my face and tried to regain some of my breath.
"Rogue, you will find someone, someone who will love you for you and not care about your powers, and you will get control and when you do you'll be even happier, but you will never be alone, don't give up on yourself, never doubt who you can be or what you can do, you will find love and I know you will, Look at me, trust me with someone like you any guy would be lucky." I smiled, his words meant to much, I hugged him and I felt him tighten his arms.
"I'm going to go Chere, now don't think any more stupid things and don't give up on yourself, Remy has to go, and I will see you later." He said as he walked away, I felt sad, he was like my life support but he left me to drown, but I knew he would come back.
It took me a while to remember the whole conversation, because I spent most of it crying but something caught me off guard, something he said, ' any guy would be proud to have you, I know I would.'
I just wonder If he meant it.
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Bye for now people.
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