"Uhm, hi. I left my shirt here after the sleepover with Sam yesterday."

"Well she her mother and brother left early this morning to go see their grandmother in New Jersey."

"Okay, I can come back."

"No, no it's fine, they're gonna be gone all day. Please come in. You know where her room is."

"Thank you." Olivia walked inside feeling uncomfortable but pushing it to the side. She walked up the steps and went straight to Sam's room, grabbed her shirt, and ran back downstairs. To her surprise Jim, Sam's father, was standing blocking the door so she could not leave.

"You know Olivia, you're very pretty." Olivia knew she shouldn't but felt flattered by his compliments.

"Thank you, but I need to get back home." He stepped towards her and started cornering her. "I'm a foot taller than you." He laughed. He then grabbed Olivia's hand, leading her into his and his wife's bedroom. Closing and locking the door behind him.

"Get on the bed." His voice made it clear this was a command, but she didn't move. He pushed her down onto the bed. She tried to get up, but he just pushed her down.

"Here's how this goes; you will now call me Daddy. You will submit to me. whether or not you willingly submit, or I make you, you will." Olivia's heart start thumping so loud she could hear it. She didn't know what to say or do. Then, he slaps her across the face.

"What do you say!" She looks at him terrified and confused.

"For future reference, you will thank me. You will say thank you, Daddy. You will speak when spoken to. Got it?"

"Yes, Daddy." He smiles and caresses her hair. Tears start streaming down her face, heavily.

"Good girl." He sticks his hand into her panties through her pants.

"P-Ple-Please don't hurt me." He quickly grabs her by her hair and drags her to his closet, grabbing a handful of his ties. He takes her and throws her onto the bed, on her stomach. Getting on top of her and pinning her down, using the ties as restraints for both her wrists, ankles, and one around her throat. Once she's restrained, he gets off of her.

"What is so difficult to understand? You call me Daddy. You submit to me. Got it?"

"Fuck you."

"Fine." She couldn't tell what he was doing. She just saw and heard him moving around. Soon she felt her pants being torn off her and the rest of her clothes following. Olivia lay there naked and shivering. He then shoved her panties into her mouth. "Brace yourself." She felt some cream, or something being smeared around and in her butt-ox. Olivia couldn't see, but she then felt something being shoved inside her. She screamed out in agony, the panties muffling it. "You need to be stretched out. I can tell you're an anal virgin." He then got on top of her and forced himself inside her. "A vaginal virgin too." She continued to scream in agony. He leaned down and whispered in her ear, "It must be so nice to feel full." After he finished inside her he got up and took the foreign object out of her. "Nice. Soon we're going to get that ass to gape. I used a deodorant bottle, I know crafty. Just seeing the look of agony on your face makes me so hard. Prepare yourself." He got back on top of her and entered, sodomizing her, grabbing at her breasts, leaving bruises. Finishing inside her he shoved the deodorant back in and took the panties out of her mouth. "Any words?"

"I'm sorry, Daddy. I am so sorry, Daddy." He crouched down and looked at her.

"You will be. You will be. I need to get something bigger to shove in there." He got up and walked away.

"Daddy, I am so sorry. Please let me go." Olivia started pulling trying to get free.

"One more thing and you can go home."

He leaves for a little and then comes back and puts some things down on the night table next to the bed. "A real butt plug I use with my wife, she can gape." He shoves it inside her, and she bites down on her lip so hard she draws blood. He starts undoing her restraints. Before she can go anywhere, he grabs the tie around her neck and forces her to the ground and onto her knees. He then sees that she had peed on the bed, probably from pure fear. "You know you have to be punished. This is going to hurt a lot." He chuckles to himself. He proceeds to put binder clips on her nipples and clitirous. Olivia's eyes pop open.

"Just control that pain, and this is over. Open your mouth. Take all of me." He then takes a tie and ties her hands behind her back and then uses the tie around her neck to force her to take all of him in. Right before Olivia thinks she's going to pass out he lets her go. As she's gasping for air, he takes the binder clips off.

"Turn around and bend over." She quickly complies.

"Yes, Daddy." He pulls the butt plug out.

"Nice." He puts his finger inside her admiring his work. "Now that ass is nice and stretched. You'll thank me the next time you do anal."

"Thank you, Daddy."

"Why couldn't you be like this before. Turn around and get on your knees."

"Yes, Daddy." Olivia had clearly become terrified of him. She turned around and got back on her knees.

Olivia just stay there looking at him, on her knees, hands tied behind her back. He then crouches down and moves his hand towards her. She tightly closes her eyes and flinches. Her breathing getting heavy. He takes his index and middle finger under her chin and guides it towards him, so she's looking at him.

"I submit to you, Daddy. Please no more. I just wanna go home. Please, Daddy." He looks at her and seems to get lost in her eyes. Tears are streaming heavily down her face.

"Right. He undoes the tie on her neck and the one binding her hands. He then throws clothes at her. "They're Sam's. She won't notice they're gone." Olivia just looked at him terrified.

"Thank you, Daddy. Can I get up now?"

"It's over. Just know to not shave your pussy, because I own it." He walked out of the room.

Olivia quickly wiped the tears from her eyes and got the clothes on as quick as possible. The bra was too small, but Olivia didn't care. Once the clothes were on, she sat there like a deer about to be hit by a car. What was going to happen when she left that room? She got up, shaking out of pure fear. He soon came back standing right outside the door.

"What? Want more? I told you it's over." He had an apple in his hand.

"Why me?" He looked at her and took a bite out of his apple.

"Because you're weak." There was silence and he finished chewing. "Play with yourself, now."

"Yes, Daddy." Olivia stuck her hands down Sam's pants.

"See?" He kept eating his apple and Olivia took her hands out of her pants.

"How could I not do what you say! You just raped me in every way possible!"

"You're lucky. No one else is going to touch you like that. You will never forget me. Honestly, you won't forget any part of me."

"How do you know I'm not gonna go to the cops?"

"Because you and I know I'm the captain of the police department. They're not gonna believe you. I told you, you can leave." Olivia looked at him for a second. She then bolted past him, running out the door and continued for the usual 15-minute walk. Not caring at all about the clothes she left behind.

Present

Olivia sat staring at a case file, reading a victim's statement. It kept bringing her back to her own assault. She had kept that secret since she was fifteen. But the reason this case brought back so much was because the victim was accusing Jim's son or Sam's brother. She needed to talk to Sam. If her father could easily switch to the monster she saw, he probably was abusive. She walked out of her office.

"Guys, I need you to track down the perp's sister. Sam Vander. I'm hoping she can shed some light on her brothers' behaviors."

"We're on it." Carisi quickly responded. The squad could tell she was off.

As Olivia walked back to her office she wondered if she wanted to see Sam again. Reopen all these old wounds. People always ask why she chose to be a cop, and why svu. She had lied to everyone and said it was her mother. She was starting to question why, to this day, she's kept this a secret. She spends her days being a hypocrite.

"Ugh, I need out of my head." Olivia got up and left her office.

"I'm not feeling well; I'm heading home early." She waved to the squad. If she saw their faces or concern. She left and went home. She threw herself on the couch and soon fell asleep.

She heard a buzzing and it woke her up. Feeling around the couch she got her phone. Looking at the time it was eight. Damn, she had slept five hours. It was a message from Henry. She quickly texted him back and told him to come over. Sex seemed so nice.

Olivia walks back into the squad room the next day. She feels a little better. Carisi comes running up to her.

"We found his dad. His sister is no longer in the state. We're looking for her." Olivia looks at him trying not to react.

"We decided you should talk to him. You know how to get people to talk." Olivia tells herself, act natural. You must. Just make it quick.

"Okay." She walks toward the victim room. Deep breath in and she walks in. He's looking right at her.

"Hello." Jim gives Olivia a big smile.