Hello everyone c: so, i love supernatural and all, and i love reading destiel fics, desperately, sooo I've decided to write one, SO to my favourite destiel group on Facebook (; "DESTIEL FOREVER"
so enough with the niceties, this stories going to break your heart. This stories also going to get pretty, descriptive, if you know what i mean.. and please, if you are easily triggered by self harm in anyway, don't read, I've been there and i don't want anyone to get hurt.
enough chat, onto the story!
"Fucking hell" swore a very angry Dean Winchester as he gracefully managed to bass his knee into the railing of the stairs leading up to his new dorm room, in his new college. Shit how come Bobby didn't just give him the job right away, he knew he was a brilliant mechanic, but still insisted on school, really?
Sam laughed quite manically at Dean attempting to carry his box's five floors up the building, "common Dean, exercise is good for you"
Dean just grumbled something alone the lines of "fucking elevator, why'd it break today, whats wrong with the maintenance in this shit-hole?"
As Dean continued the seemingly never ending trip up the stair case his mind wondered, wondering what, or who his new "roomy" as Sammy called it, would be.
Five floors up unbenounced to all the shenanigans taking place in the stair way Castiel Novak was sitting on his bed in the dorm room, actually the only bed in the dorm room as he was suppose to be staying by himself, he had only just received the call that morning that he would indeed have to have a room mate. Fucking terrific, he though silently flipping the hell out watching his older brother Gabriel Pace in front of him.
"Shit Cas, it'll be fine, its not like your going to have to take your shirt off in front of the guy." Gabriel said in a hurry folding his arms over his chest with a scowl on his face, "just don't let your wings out to stretch as much ok?"
Wings? yeah, Castiel's Mother Naomi was convinced her sons were destined to be angels, but the only one, the youngest one, Castiel, actually had to endure the experiments, like a test subject, his mother had combined his blood with that of a bird while still in her womb. If it worked she was to complete the experiment with her eldest sons, Lucifer, Michael and Gabriel. She died giving birth to Castiel though, and he was born with wings.
Little did Gabe know but that wasn't the soul reason for wearing long sleeves and baggy shirts, he was forced to wear huge clothing when he was growing up, and many people picked on him, many people told rumours that he wore what he did because he self harmed. He didn't at the time. But the bullying never ceased, never stopped, so much pain, to much pain, his best friend Crowley even started believing the rumours, started spreading them, also outing Castiel to the whole school telling them all that he was a nasty cock sucking little bitch.
So eventually rumour became reality, Castiel found himself stealing pencil sharpeners front the school, taking them apart with shaking hands and giving into the pain, why shouldn't he, he was worthless- "BOOM"
Castiel was broken out of his thoughts by the door slamming open followed by a man carrying many boxes stumbling into the room followed by a taller one snickering at him
"Bitch" the shorter one uttered
"Jerk" the other replied
Castiel stared at Gabriel with wide eyes "are they both my room mates, this is impossible" Castiel whispered
The taller man overheard and quickly shook his head, "no no, Dean is I'm not" he said gesturing to the shorter man who finally stood up brandishing his gorgeous green eyes that seemed to stare into Castiels soul, wait what, gorgeous, no he cannot be having these thoughts. not about his new roommate "Dean."
"The names Sam" the taller man continued, "I'm Deans little.. well younger brother. You are?"
"Im Castiel, Castiel Novak, and this is my older brother Gabriel", he said gesturing to Gabe. who then proceeded to wink at Castiel and pulled Sam out of the room " Samb-o and i'll be leaving now you should get aquatinted with your new room goon."
Castiel just stood there staring at Dean completely befuddled with the situation only then realizing what Dean was about to.
"Hey, Cas, wheres the other bed.."