Disclaimer: I don't own Maximum ride... I know it's so sad...
The shoebox of her heart
Angel ran into Max's room to find a place to hide. Being nine didn't stop her love for hide and seek, and everyone else loves it too. She went to hide under Max's bed but it was blocked by a shoebox.
Angel tried to resist the urge to open it but was over powered. She lifted the lid to see the box full of folders and in the folders were notepaper. She pulled one out and skimmed through the first sheet. The date at the top showed it to be a couple of weeks after Fang left.
Fang,
Why did you leave? The reasons you said weren't enough to leave your family, friends, me. You didn't even tell me! You wrote it down in a freaking letter and expected me to understand? Well guess what? I don't understand. You told me you would never leave again. Then where are you? Why can't you tell me you stupid jerk? I feel like I can't breathe anymore, like you took that ability away from me. Do you want to know what's worse than that? I don't hate you. I know I should and sometimes I think I do but when I look at the pictures ready to tear you out, I can't. After everything you did I still love you and I want to be with you, but I also don't. You know what I mean? I'm not the only one that's affected, the others are too. Nudge hasn't talked to anyone since you left. No one. She just sits and reads the magazines, but not the ones you gave her. She won't touch them; she says it hurts too much. Iggy hasn't cooked either, Dylan has to do it all but I won't say thank you, none of us will. Gazzy hasn't 'let one rip' in weeks, I don't know where he's keeping it but it doesn't come out. Angel hates this most though. She thinks his is her fault that if she hadn't told you all those things that you would still be here.
I miss you so much, Fang, we all do. Come back, Fang. Please?
Love always, Max
A single tear rolled down Angel's face. This was the pain that Max has been feeling all this time and she hadn't told her. Or anyone else. She flipped over the next page and started to read:
Fang,
It's been a month now but you haven't come back. If you love me like you say you do, or did, then why haven't you come for me? Saved me from here, from myself. Everyone's starting to get better, or at least pretending to, but no one has forgotten you. And nothing will ever be the same. I swear if you come back now, I won't be mad. Okay, maybe a bit but I want you back. I want you back in my arms, holding me. I need someone to tell but I can't drop this on them. I have to stay strong.
I miss you much more than before and Love you so, Max.
Hey so this is my little idea (one of them) hat I got after reading FANG... I cried in that book so hard. So this was my idea... good? Bad? I don't know if people have done this before but I don't mean to copy anyone.
So should I continue this or leave it? Tell me in a review!