"Kaoru" Tamaki smiled softly as he whiped the tears from my honey colored eyes. "T-Tono" I sobbed violently into the hand he had ever so gently placed on the left side of my face."I know this dosnt help at all Kaoru" he whispered as strands of my red hair fell over the tips of his fingers.

He was wrong just him being here was helping. Hikaru had left me for Haruhi….my world had shattered and fallen piece by piece. Now the last piece had hit the ground and my heart was torn in two.

"Kaoru you and I…were the same" he whispered as a soft smile garced his lips. I didn't understand…what did he mean by 'were the same'? He walked me over to his couch leading me to it by the hand.

Tamaki had always been a great friend. He was strong and although confussed at times the blond lord could be smart. He'd always treated me well. He'd always been there to catch me when ever I fell.

He took a seat next to me on the dark blue couch. "Kaoru I'm lonely to" Tamaki whispered. My head snapped up. "what" I whispered through my tears.

He turned to me and placed a hand on either side of my face "kaoru" he whispered inching his face close to mine "I know how I alone you are I had to leave my sick mother all alone and I havnt seen her in three years" his voice shook as if he were about to cry.

"Tono" I whispered.

"But Kaoru when im with you I don't feel so alone…kaoru you don't have to be scared or alone or hurt anymore….you don't need to cry anymore" the beautiful blond's voice was serious now.

I felt my cheeks grow warm "Tamaki I…"

"Kaoru I love you…I wanna spend everyday with you…I wont give you back to him…let me be your world kaoru….let me wrap my world around you" his hands trembeled on my face as he spoke.

I pressed my cheek against his hand "Tamaki" my voice was soft.

My eyes widened when I felt his soft warm lips agaisnt mine.

Because we were both alone we ened our lonliness with a simple kiss from one lonely man to another.

Becuae we were both hurt we lessend our pain by sharing it with eachother.

In that single kiss I felt all my sadness flow away. Why? Becuae how can you be sad when you can feel someone elses undying love for you in their kiss?

My world started with Hikaru and it fell apart with hikaru…

When it fell apart I thought I had to break apart and fall with it…

And I fell….i fell hard

But before I fell and hit the ground with the rest of my world…

Tamaki's warm hand caught mine…

He saved me…

Yes its true…Tamaki Souh's love saved my life.

Go on Hikaru you enjoy Haruhi…

Im not in love with you anymore…

Ive found love…ive found my world…ive found tamaki…

More improtently tamaki found me…

And once I let him in...i never wanted to let him go

I still see how jealous you are in your eyes when tamaki and I walk around togeather…

But I don't care

You tore my world apart Hikaru and tamaki peiced it back togeather with his large gentle hands…

And now you cant hurt me anymore…