'' Teito Klein, you will never escape from me '' Ayanami said while chaining me to the cold hard ground of my cage.
'' Ayanami you bastard! Let me go '' I said while spitting on the ground, letting a few curse words roll out of my mouth. It is been a day since Ayanami managed to capture me during my travel with Frau and Capella to the Land of Seele. To think that I did not notice it was Ayanami who manipulated me into believing it was Father who called for me during my spiritual hallucinations. What was I thinking? I even ignored Frau's warnings of staying near him in this suspicious district. I just kept running towards the voice of what I believed was Father's voice.
Frau must have been going insane by now, and Capella... The thought of him being sad over me…what in Raggs name was I thinking. '' Using nasty words isn't going to change your situation a single bit '' Ayanami said as he secured the cage by casting some anti-zaiphon spells, making sure nothing could make me escape from here, at least for the time being. '' What do you want from me anyways? You know I can't recall any memory of the location of Pandora's box '' I said while glaring at him like a lion who's ready to kill.

I hated him. Everything about him. Absolute hate was the only thing that was certain about this situation.
It was because of him that I lost my light. My friend. My soul mate. Mikage… It's been a year now and I still hold on to our memories, wishing that somehow I could get you back. Every night I dream that you will stand before me again as if nothing has ever happened to you. With a face full of tears I wake up, each day, your absent is still killing me. And it is all thanks to this man. This man who is now making sure I cannot go back and continue the journey you longed for me to take. Your sacrifice for saving me turned into pure vain. I stood still as it hit me hard.
'' You ought to remember somehow, and I will make sure you will '' Ayanami said while he stood there in front of me behind my cage. '' Vertrag might have sealed them, but you were bound to regain those memories back someday, however.. '' He said with a smirk as he used the tip of his finger to lift my chin to make me look into his amused purple eyes. '' I am not going to waste my time waiting for you to gain it back, I guess I will just have to force those memories out of you Teito Klein '' He said with a malicious smirk as he walked towards the door, turning around to face me while shutting the door. I stepped away until my back hit the wall of my cage, running or escaping was futile at the moment, especially with his anti-zaiphon spells protecting the cage. He laughed while he stepped inside the cage and was nearly a few centimeters away from me. '' Are you afraid boy? '' He said while he forged his hand inside my chest. I screamed from the pain as I felt something violating my soul. '' STOP IT! YOU FILTHY DOG '' I tried to cast any zaiphon energy as I could but Ayanami simply blocked any energy that could come out of my tortured body. '' Resistance Is futile, I will make you endure this until you cry for mercy '' Ayanami said with a sadistic smirk on his face as he kept pushing his hand inside me, trying to unlock the seal Father placed there. I kept screaming and crying, as there was no end coming to this.

I knew I was going to break soon, begging this horrible man for mercy and to stop this useless search.
'' You've toughen up didn't you Teito? Let's see if this might break that seal of yours '' Ayanami gave one last push as he cast an enchanted ritual spell inside me. I felt like I was being broken into 2 pieces, this was far beyond what I could handle. '' PLEASE, STOP IT! YOU ARE KILLING ME PLEASE! I BEG OF YOU, I CAN'T GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT, PLEASE..'' I cried while looking down as the tears of both embarrassment and pain started to wet the dry ground underneath me. I felt horrible for giving in, for pleading right in front of this damned man. I heard Ayanami making an amused chuckle as he slowly returned his hand outside of me. He lifted my chin with his hand, making me look into that disgusting face of his. I tried to look strong but every fool could tell I broke.
And I felt absolutely humiliated by it. I knew I was slipping into unconsciousness as my vision started to blur up.
I tried to hold back the tears but it was no use to hold them in now anymore. I was both psychically broken and emotionally killed right now. '' What are you mumbling Teito Klein? '' Ayanami said as he roughly slammed me to the wall I was nearly standing behind. ''….Frau. ''
I whispered before I fell to the ground, fainting.