HYSTERIA
Summary:: One night stand alert. When her sex god is MIA the next morning she concludes that she can't think about him anymore especially in her what happens when fate has a sick twisted game up their sleeve? What happens when she can't even go grocery shopping without running into him? Will they say it's merely a coincidece? Will they ignore each other? Or will they take what fate has offered them?
Disclaimer:: I don't own anything Twilight.
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Bella's POV
"'cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control"
"Noooo," I groaned sleep deprived as my face smashed against my fluffy down pillow. I didn't care what time it was. I had a splitting head ache, an agonizing pain in my back and thighs, and I was tired…I was too fucking tired for this.
"'cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control"
"Stooooop," I wailed wanting to cry as my phone began to ring again. The vibration of my phone was way too loud as well. I would kill her for this. Surely I would. I sighed contently as the ring tone died down and I could once again try to snuggle up in the warmth and comfort of my down bed spread.
"'cause I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
last chance to lose control"
"God damnit!" I propped myself up onto my elbows and glowered at my red LG shine that was blinking, vibrating, and, ringing to life. I grabbed it and slid it open with agitation. "What?!"
"Good morning to you too, sweetie!" Alice chimed in with too much energy.
"It was until you disrupted my sleep," I replied back harshly.
"Oh come on, Bells, It's practically noon," She said. I could hear mumbling in the background and figured that it was Jasper, her high school sweetheart and love of her life. How anyone could be merely twenty two and already know who their soul mate was…was mind boggling. I glanced at the clock. It ready 11:30 AM.
"It's not like I have any plans today," I reasoned, my harsh tone losing its edge. I could never stay mad at Alice. She was my best friend, my oldest friend. I still remember running around in the park wearing nothing but our diapers. Well I really didn't remember that far back but I had pictures to prove it. Our mothers were really close. They had gone to school and worked together. It was only natural for Alice and I to become best friends.
"Not true," she said disagreeing, "You are coming to my place and we are going to have girl chat."
I grimaced," Girl chat?"
"Yeah…I want to hear all about the green eyed angel that you shagged last night," she said sounding amused. "Oh…no, that's what she called him Jazzy. You are my Adonis…never forget that..what…."
I stopped listening to her after. Green eyes angel? What the hell was she talking about. I closed my eyes and willed myself to make sense of what she meant and then as my brain seemed to pound hard against my temple…it all came tumbling back to me. Alice and I had gone out to a new club called H2O. Jasper's friend, Emmet –a tall, muscular, bear resembling man with the kindest heart and funniest wit- was a bouncer and was able to get us in without having to wait it line. I wasn't much for clubs, dancing, partying, and drinking –other than the occasional glass of wine- but I decided to go…and I decided to let loose and have a marvelous time, which I did. I took shots, danced the night away, and laughed my ass off. I remember the green eyed angel now that Alice had reminded me of him. His emerald green eyes, bronze colored hair, pale completion, toned body, and perfectly sculpted lips.
I sighed remembering what had happened last night.
()Flash Back()
"Oh Bella, it is our song!!!" Alice said downing the rest of her tequila shot.
I listened to the music while guzzling the rest of my screw driver waiting for the song's beat and lyrics to register in my head.
"We fly like paper, get high like plans."
I think I might have heard the song once, but I was not going to tell Alice that. Besides, I was in the mood to dance and so we grabbed each other's hands as well as Jaspers and pushed our way through the sweaty, grinding body of dancers until we were in the midst of the action. It wasn't long until we were bumping and grinding on each other, Alice and I making a horrible attempt at singing along with the song. The song ended and another one came on, our dancing never ceased during the transition.
"I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home
So you never know, never never know,
Never know enough, 'til it's over love
'Til we lose control, system overload
Screamin' "No! No! No! N-No!"
I'm not loving you, the way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know"
We squealed as if we knew the song. Hip-hop and Rap were not really our type of music, but we couldn't deny the excellent beats for they provided us with something to dance to. It wasn't long into the song when I felt a pair of strong hands come in contact with my waist. If I was sober I would have been offended and kicked this person's ass, but the spell of intoxication that I was under kept me from doing so, so instead I merely "backed my thing up" and continued dancing. That's when I felt his breath on my neck and his lips on my ear.
"I was watching you dance…and was wondering if I could cut in and join you," he asked huskily as his hand traveled up my side grazing the side of my breast. I felt a burst of electricity at his touch, and a shiver ran down my spine as a reaction to it. He pressed his lips to my jaw line and I wanted to melt right then and there. I had no idea what this guy looked like but so far…if he wanted to get laid tonight…he had a lot going for him. His hands were strong –the kind where he could easily capture both mine in one-, his voice was like sex –velvety with a hint of silk and a dash od seduction, and his lips were soft as they grazed my jaw line…I could feel my knees giving out on me, but thankfully his hands were back on my waist holding me up right. I wanted to see what he looked like. I wanted to see if his face matched up to the perfection in my head.
"So keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Keepin' your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
Your love locked down
Now keep your love locked down
You lose"
I turned around slowly in his arms, still managing to dance to the beat, but my mind wasn't really into it. I parted my lips as I took in his appearance, noticing the first thing…his eyes. His eyes seemed to brighten up the darkness around us. His eyes, sparkling emerald green were flooded with lust and I wondered for a second if mine met his. His hair was disheveled as though he just rolled out of bed, but no doubt looked amazing on him. And it was an odd shade, a balance of red and brown…copper tinted…or rather bronze. And he was a good foot taller then my mere five four inches.
"I'm not lovin' you the way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got somethin to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too
So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did I tell ya fo it finally got through
You lose, you lose
I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wastin' time, you can't wait for life
We're just wastin' time, where's the finish line"
"See something you like?" He asked noticing my startled expression. I was startled…shocked to see that his perfection out shone the one I had imagined earlier. I licked my lips and brought my eyes up to his face. He was smiling a crooked smile at me and I blinked trying to get my focus back, but it was easier said than done.
"Possibly?" I whispered cringing as I made my reply into a question. He chuckled softly and shook his head.
"Let me buy you a drink," he called over the loud noise. I nodded and raised a finger to tell him to wait for me. I turned around finding Alice and Jasper in a deep make out frenzy.
"Alice!" I whispered loudly. She looked annoyed. "The green eyed angel is going to buy me a drink."
She followed my nod and her eyes widened. She grinned, "What's his name?"
"Alice, he could be Adonis himself for all I care, I'll see you later." She nodded and went back to Jasper as I went back to my personal Greek God.
An Hour Later
"I always wanted to play the piano," I gushed intoxicated out the ass.
"I could give you lessons," he replied after taking a swig of his whiskey, his face scrunching up as the alcohol pass through him.
"Oh you must!" I said jumping down from my seat…regretting it almost instantly as I felt myself black out for a second. I waved it off immediately. "Let's go now!"
"Now?" He asked getting up himself. "Do you have a piano?"
"No, but we'll buy one on the way back…." I grinned up at his beauty. "Are you sure you're real?"
"Wha-at?"
"Are you real!?"
I watched on as he laughed, laughing myself not sure what we had been talking about.
"What's so funny?"
"You…asked…wait," he said frowning in confusion. Oh we were quite a pair. "I don't remember…but let's go. You aren't going be able to –er play the violin by yourself."
I jumped not realizing that we had been speaking of the piano instead of the violin. I took his hand, and ran out of the club with him in tow.
My House
I stumbled into the door barely being able to unlock it at first. I lived in a apartment complex that overlooked the harbor. It was a two bedroom with a homey feel, the walls painted in warm colors and adorned with comfy oversized furniture. It was definitely a girl's place. I collapsed onto the couch right before the green eyed angel did after me.
"We forgot the piano," he stated after a minute of silence.
"Oh."
"We forgot the violin."
"Violin?" I asked confused.
He turned towards me and grinned. I grinned back in spite of myself.
"You're pretty," he said leaning closer…and closer until I was laying on my back and he was on top of me. I giggled and tried to push him off of me.
"You're prettier," I said grazing my fingtertips against his cheek.
It was in that second that he crashed his lips against mine. When we were dancing I was absolutely sure of myself that I would be fucking him tonight. I usually am not like that, but when a Greek God grinds up behind you…it really leaves you with no choice. One would be mental to not take advantage of the situation. And then when we were talking at the bar we were so smashed that that thought didn't even occur to me, not even when I invited him back to my place to teach me how to play a piano on a piano that I didn't have. The change of events didn't do me any harm. Feeling his lips against mine was enough to finish me. I hadn't dated in awhile and I was beginning to produce quite the dry spell. I was not a fan of one night stands, and I knew where this was going to go neither one of us were sober enough to say no. And in the morning I would probably regret submitting myself to such activities. But it didn't matter now because now his hands were snaking their way up my white Chanel dress, and I was in bliss.
His lips broke from mine earning a wine. It was covered up by a moan though as his lips trailed their way down my jaw, to my neck, and then to my bare collarbone. I wrapped my legs around his waist and raised my hip bones so that I grounded my core against his hard member. He tensed and groaned in pleasure. Quickly our clothes were being torn off of each other. Alice would kill me in the morning about my disheveled dress that now was draped on the lamp post next to us.
His lips were around my nipple sucking, biting and licking when I moaned in response, "…oh god…bedroom now." He didn't need any further instructions. He scooped me up never breaking his lips from mine. I screamed in pleasure as he managed to slip two fingers into my wet pussy as he tried to find the bedroom. He pumped hard and I screamed louder. "Fuck me…of sweet lord, fuck me….fu-u-u-ck!" I moaned as he slammed me against the wall. We were still in the hall way. I wrapped my legs around him tighter grinding my hips with his fingers, pulling him into me deeper as I felt my walls tighten and then collapse in a mind blowing orgasm.
He didn't let go after that. We managed to make it to the bedroom and then instantly I was flung to the bed, my angel crawling over top me. I hastily undid his belt and pulled down his pants and then his white Calvin Kline boxer briefs. I stared in amazement at his cock, it was so big…so big and unbelievably hard. A blush crept over my cheeks as he caught me staring.
"See something you like?" He asked for the second time that evening.
"Definitely," I said before taking him all in the mouth. He wasn't expecting it and shuddered in satisfaction.
"I'm not going to last much longer, love, and I want to fuck you senseless," he managed to get out as I bobbed my head, sucking, and slurping. I pulled out and smiled coyly at him. I reached over to my night stand and grabbed a condom and placed it on him. He made to get up to enter me, but I shook my head while straddling him. His eyes widened realizing what I was going to do. Slowly I raised myself and positioned him at my core and then slid down on him. I arched my back as he filled me completely. I rode him for what seemed like hours, my legs were burning but I couldn't bring myself to stop. We were covered in sweat, panting, moaning, and uttering obscenities as waves of pleasure crashed down upon us. I finished my fourth orgasm, screaming out like I've never done before at the same time he came. I slowed my rocking while he finished and then slid off of him once we were spent.
The last thing I remember was him throwing the condom on the floor, and falling asleep in his arms.
()End Flashback()
"BEL-LUH!!!" I blinked hearing Alice's voice bringing me back from my memory.
"Shit."
"You just remembered?" She predicted.
"Yeah," I looked over to the bed to see that it held only me…what a shocker.
"Is he there?"
"Of course not, Al," I said frustrated. I knew he wouldn't be…but I had enjoyed myself way too much to think about never seeing him again.
"Well was it good?" She asked getting in excited mode.
I sighed getting out of the bed to realize I was wearing nothing. I felt the pain in my thighs and again in between my legs. The pain brought back all the memories. I couldn't help but grin. "Let's just say that the pain is well worth it."
"AHHHHHH!!!" I could picture her bouncing off the walls. "Bella had a one night stand!!!!"
I scoffed as I managed to put on some boy shorts on and a white shirt that was laying on the ground. "Yeah well don't get used to it…it was a one time thing only," I replied frowning realizing that this shirt couldn't be mine. It was way too big.
"I know I know. It's just nice to see that Bella- the biggest prude in the world- can let lose and have fun." I put the shirt up to my nose and inhaled. OMFFFFFFFFG. It smelt like him. I sighed in pure bliss. "Hello, Bella? Are you actually agreeing with me that you are a prude?"
"He left his shirt here, Alice...oh he smells divine," I said gooing with giddiness as I walked to the kitchen.
"Ew...who uses the word divine?"
"Divine is the only way I can describe...um...him," I groaned at the realization that I didn't even know his name.
"Your angel?" She paused to laugh in my expense, "You don't know his name do you?"
"No...he was going to teach me how to play the piano," I said sullenly.
"Oh, get over it, Bells," She shouted through the phone. "It was a one night stand, no strings attached. You got to keep his shirt so you have a little reminder, but don't go getting all sentimental about this."
I sighed knowing she was right, "Alright. Are you and Jasper coming over for brunch?"
"Does a bear shit in the woods?" She asked incredulously.
"Ha. Ha. Is Emmet coming?"
"What made you think of that?"
"The whole bear thing," She laughed and I was quick to join her.
"I don't know...he met some blonde last night. I think he might be busy."
We hung up the phone shortly after that and I began to pull out all the necessities for french toast- my favorite. Alice was right. I need to let this thing pass me. It was a one night stand. I enjoyed myself...there was no doubt about that, but that was it. He obviously didn't think it was all that great considering he had left. But then again it was 11:30. Maybe he had to go to work? I mixed the batter and shook my head. It would do me no good to get all worked up now. I finished mixing the batter and quickly placed the thick slices of bread on the skillet. Forty minutes later Alice and Jasper were here and we were eating at my island counter top.
"Oh god, Bells this is amazing," Jasper said as he took his first bite.
"Thank you," I replied. "So Alice, do we have any big plans for today?"
Alice finished chewing and swallowed quickly. "I was thinking about going to the aquarium today," she said shrugging her shoulders.
"What, no shopping?" I said laughing.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, there are many hours in a day. We'll fit shopping into today's events."
I groaned in spite of myself.
We were for some reason talking about sting rays when there was a knock on my door. I frowned, not expecting to see anyone today besides Alice and Jasper. They looked at me confusedly. "Maybe it's Emmet." I walked over to the door and peep through the peephole. "Shit!"
"What is it...who is it Bella?" Alice said jumping to her feet.
"Shit Shit shit!!!" I repeated looking at them in horror.
"Bella, whats wrong?" Jasper asked as his eyes filled with worry.
"It's him..." I said.
"Who's him....OHHHH!" Alice said her eyes widening. "Oh my god...." there were four more knocks. "What are you going to do?"
"I don't know...should I just ignore him?"
"I CAN HEAR YOU!" My angel's voice seeped through the door and froze as well as Jasper and Alice.
"Shit."
"Look...I left my wallet in there...I just need it and then I'll leave."
I nodded my head. He would be in and out. Simple as that. I nodded my head again looking at Jasper and Alice. Everything was going to be alright. I straightened my back, squared my shoulders and placed my hand on the door knob. It was now or never. I inhaled and exhaled and then opened the door revealing none other than Adonis himself. He was wearing dark jeans, a light grey button up that was rolled up on the sleeves with a few buttons on the top undone, and black shoes. His hair was just as gorgeous, his eyes just as memorizing as I remembered them to be. I smiled as best as I could. "Sorry about that."
He looked me over with a bemused expression. I suddenly felt very insecure about myself. We were piss ass drunk when he made a move. He probably found it highly amusing to see how much his sight got fucked up because of the alcohol consumption. I wrapped my arms round me and moved to the side. "Nice shirt," he said coolly and walked into my apartment.
My cheeks flushed. I was still wearing his shirt. I turned towards Alice who merely stood there gaping in horror at my situation as well as Jasper. "Do you know where your wallet is?" I asked a bit harshly and aggitatedhoping this would go by much faster.
"No...I plan to cover our steps." He said looking at me, staring at me, letting his eyes linger on every specific part of my body. Jasper cleared his throat and I sighed as Adonis looked away. "These are my friends Alice and Jasper. Jasper and Alice, this is...."I paused. "shit" I mumbled.
"Edward...it's a pleasure to meet you both..." He looked towards me raising an eyebrow, "And your name?"
"Bella...You look on the couch and I'll look in the bedroom," I said tearing myself from his line of sight. Alice followed me quickly.
"He is adorable!" She said once we closed the door.
"I have never been in a more awkward situation."
"Oh my god, he obviously still likes you," she said taking a seat on the edge of the bed. I scoffed.
"He did leave this morning, Alice," I said rolling my eyes, "And he basically said that he would be in and out looking for his wallet."
"Ture, but he also said that he could hear you through the door. Maybe he got the hint that you didn't want him to stick around," She tried to reason. Her nose immediately scruncthed up. "Eww Bella!"
"What?"
"Condom...on the floor," She said grossed out, shrieking over dramatically.
There was banging on my bedroom door. "Alice, sweetie are you okay?"
"She's fine, Jasper," I shouted back glaring at Alice and then throwing away the obscene thing." We saw a spider."
"Do you need me to kill it?" I laughed. I stopped though when I heard Edward laughing as well. Ugh.
"We're fine...tell him we're fine, Al," I said looking under the bed.
"We're fine, baby. Love you." She just sat there not making an effort to help me.
After five minutes I shouted in victory, "Got IT!" Alice quickly ripped it from my hands and opened it. "Hey!"
"Where was it?!" I heard Edward call from the other side. alice must have locked the door.
"Don't tell him!" Alice hushed.
"What?" Alice gave me the stink eye and even though I wanted to laugh I took her seriously. You did not want to be on the bad side of Alice Braxton. "Never mind!!"
"What do you mean never mind...did you find it or not?!" He sounded really peeved. I ignored him and went to sit on the bed with alice feeling bad for Jasper.
"He goes to John Hopkins University," Alice said very impressed. I nudged closer to her. "He's 24...an organ donor...And his full name is Edward Anthony Masen Cullen."
"Who has two middle names?" I asked incredulous to the idea. I grabbed the wallet and pulled out the wad of cash. "Good lord, Al...just think how many Jimmy Choo's you could buy with this."
"Since when did you know about Jimmy Choo's?" Alice asked and I ignored her putting the money back in. He had a few wallet sized photos...one was of a female about our age with blonde hair..."Hey that was the girl that Emmet was flirting with....Rose or something like that..."
"Speaking of Emmet," I pulled out another picture that had Edward and Jasper's friend Emmet in it. "That's weird."
There was a knock on the door, "Come on!!!"
"Fucking impatient," I mumbled and stuffed everything back into the wallet. Alice smiled reassuringly and opened the door for Edward to come in and then left. "Here," I said handing him hi black leather wallet. He stared at it for a few seconds and then placed it in his back pocket...bringing his attention back up to me.
"So..." He said looking way too sure of him self.
I crossed my legs still sitting on the bed. "So?"
"I am trying to determine which way to get my shirt back would be more enjoyable for me," he said tapping his chin eyeing his shirt that I was still wearing. I gulped feeling a bit intimidated by his stare, and then I laughed shaking my head.
"You're really delusional," I said turning my back on him and taking off the shirt. I threw it behind my head to him and turned my head to the side. "There...now you are free to go," I said and walked over into my adjoining bathroom.
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A/N:: I hope you all liked it. I love my Bella and Edward. I am not sure If I am going to make this fic all BPOV or alternate it between B and E. What do you guys think? Anyways R & R for me. I want to have at least 5 reviews before I continue on. Thanks.
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