Hey peoples this is my first time doing fanfiction so bare with me! Basically i just want to tell what i think should have happened! so here go's!!!
I was about ready to jump when a warm hand grabbed my arm. "Bella are you crazy? Can't you see that it's turning into a hurricane?" Jacob said. I turned around and i saw in his eyes that he was right so i backed away from the edge. "Sorry. I guess i just didn't want to sit around all day." i said. "I'm sorry too. I've been so busy with the pack I've abandoned you. But next time you get bored can you please not act so crazy?" He started chuckling. "Sorry." i said looking down at my feet feeling like a little kid that had stolen a cookie before dinner. "Come we have to get over to the hospital." he said all playfulness gone.
On our way to the hospital Jacob filled me in on Harry. I felt so bad for Sue and Seth and Leah and Charlie. When we got there he was in surgery. Charlie was there and i sat with him for a little while. Apparently the it was a long surgery, but i guess it feels that way about all of them. so Jake and i left and went to his house. It was a quiet car ride but i guess neither one of us knew what to say. Once inside his house we crashed on his sofa. It didn't take either one us of long to fall asleep. But he fell asleep first. As I listened to his even breaths i realized that today was my goodbye to Edward. I had chosen Jacob over Edward. I had made the choose to listen to Jacob and back away from the edge instead of jump and by doing so i had chosen Jacob. Edward is gone. He has been gone for months and he's not coming back. He doesn't love me and today i let go of my love for him and i am now moving with my life. With Edward i couldn't ever have kids or a normal family. Sure i would have had the rest of the Cullen's but i wouldn't ever be able to hold my own child in my arms. I can have it now, i can have it now possibly with Jacob. Jacob had gotten my out of my depression. He has made me better again. Without him i would still be walking around like a zombie. I already love Jacob like a friend but maybe it could become more than that. And finally today i got the closure that i hadn't had before and i could feel the whole starting to mend like it had been doing ever since i started hanging out with Jacob. So today i chose him, i chose Jacob. I knew i would have to tell him about my conclusion at some point but right now it was time for me to see the back of my eyelids...
When i woke up Jacob was still asleep. His chest rising and falling in an even rhythm. I smiled at how perfected he looked. I was really stiff so i started stretching and i accidentally woke him up. "Hey." he said as he stretched as well. "Hey." i said back. Then i turned facing him and looked him straight in the eyes. "Jacob i need to talk to you about something."