Please review! Also thank you 'Musicbox' for reading my fanfiction and also reviewing. I hope you like it.


Kairi sits on her bed, hugging a pillow to herself. She stays there silently sobbing how he is gone. He did everything to protect her but she didn't do anything protect him. More tears formed in her eyes as the thought occured. She gets a tissue, blows her nose and throws it to the ground along with the many thousands of tissues scattered around. Kairi hears a knock on her door. She slowly gets up from her bed and opens it. Its Riku.

"Kairi you look horrible." He hugs her.

"I know I do but I can't stop crying. I miss him so much, it hurts so badly." She sobs into his shirt and he pats her head. "Kairi I miss him too but you have to stop living in the past. Its not good for your health." He pats her continuously, while saying everything is going to be alright.

"Kairi let me take you someplace fun today so I can cheer you up. There is a carnival today at the beach so why don't you come with me?"

She thinks for a second about this. "Well I should go with him. I haven't been at the house since he left. Riku might be right. I need to stop living in the past. Though I can't stop thinking about it. Maybe the fresh air will help."

"Yes I will go with you."

Riku smiles and hugs her. "Good I'll pick you up in an hour."

Riku goes and Kairi gets ready. She looks around the house for her favorite crop top. Instead she finds a picture of her and Sora. She looks at those blue eyes, spiky brown hair, and that smile she misses so much. All her memories of him flood back. She thinks of what Riku said about dwelling in the past. She looks at the picture and says "I'm miss you so much Sora but if you where here you would have told me to move on. I'm sorry but I can't do so." She puts down the picture and continues finding her shirt. Riku finally shows up. "Are you ready to go?" She nods and they leave.


The carnival was fun actually. Riku noticed Kairi was smiling more. She won a stuff bear and a stuffed puppy. She ate a whole lots of funnel cake and went on a ton of rides. "Oh man. Today was a blast. I even forgot what I was so depressed about!" Later she and Riku went down to the beach and sat there in silence for a while.

"Hey Kairi?"

"Yes?"

"I know how much you miss Sora and I understand how much you loved him. So you know its okay to cry but don't keep your mind on it so much and try to keep smiling. I like it when you smile."

Kairi starts smiling and she hugs him. The depressing memories come back but he was right she shouldn't keep her mind on it so much but its just she couldn't do it.

"Thank you Riku, its just that I would stay in my room for days crying my eyes out. I never thought I would miss a person that much. Its depressing. I miss his smile, his spiky hair, those blue eyes. I liked it when he made me smile when I was sad. I just can't move on."

Riku looks at her noticing that she is crying. He moves over to her and kisses her forehead. He tucks back some of the hair in her face.

"Kairi I'll help you get over this problem. I don't want to see you depressed anymore."

"Okay. Thank you."

"You wanna go get some ice cream?"

"Okay. All depressed people like ice cream."

Riku laughed at that and they went off.


They went to get some ice cream and they saw a lot of their friends there. Riku thought this is a good way to help her. Namine, Selphie, and Olette started walking over to them.

"Hey Kairi what's up?" said Namine.

"Oh nothing. Just trying to get over..."

They all stay in silence for a minute but then Olette starts back the converstation.

"Hey Kairi did you see the new Hello Kitty backpack in the mall yesterday?"

"Oh yeah I did!"

The girls walk away while Riku goes to get Kairi some ice cream. Riku knew she was going to be better soon but the pain may never go away. She has no one but him anymore, so he has to do everything in her power to help her before she gets too depressed and then maybe she would... Riku shakes his head trying to get that thought out of his head. He heads over to her and gives her ice cream. She didn't look happy about it though.

"Hey what's the matter?"

Her eyes shone with pain as he looked at her. "Sora liked chocolate..."

"Oh, we could switch."

They switch ice creams even though Riku hates chocolate. They ate there ice cream in silence. Later Riku took her home and asked if he could stay with her for the night.

"Goodnight Kairi."

"Goodnight."

She hugs him and she goes to her room. Kairi sleeps that night with no dreams of Sora whatsoever. She said to herself "I think I can do this."


Well everyone I hope you like my fanfiction. Please review and also don't kill me for Sora being gone.