I'm chasing time
Looking for a beat
Open your eyes and repeat after me
You try so hard to find a rhythm in your heartbeat
The less you know the more you want
To try to justify the secrets of your lifetime
In the end he'll come for us
Demyx smiled at Zexion, intertwining their hands together. He kissed Zexion on the temple and gently grabbed the younger boy's chin. He smirked, "You know Zexy, I will always love you. Forever and ever and ever, till my heart explodes for you."
Zexion blushed, avoiding Demyx's stare before meeting it again. He whispered, "I'll always love you, too." He leaned forward till their lips were brushing.
So take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
Take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
The two boys sat underneath the street lamp and smiled at each other without meeting their gaze. "I wish it could be like this forever. Just you and me," Demyx said finally breaking the silence.
Zexion tilted his head. "It will. I promise, it's just that we'll have to take care of ourselves for a while. But we'll be together."
The dirty blond frowned slightly, his aqua eyes examining the darkening sky, "That's not what I meant."
Break to break it down
Will I find clarity?
On a hotel floor
When I fall asleep?
Demyx lightly ran his fingers through Zexion's hair, humming to himself. He let his eyes fall close for a brief moment before jerking back into conscience.
Zexion was stirring in his sleep, lightly gripping Demyx's shirt. He mumbled in his sleep before rolling off Demyx's chest, onto the plush covers on the hotel bed.
Demyx smiled faintly as Zexion curled up to his side. He reached over the hotel lamp and turned it off.
You try so hard to find a rhythm in your heartbeat
The less you know the more you want
To try to justify the secrets of your lifetime
In the end to come for us
So take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
Take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
"But why?!" Demyx yelled as he paced around the small room he knew all to well. Zexion just sat on his bed with his head down and eyes looking at the floor in an attempt to hide his shame.
"I just think it would be better if no one knew about us..." The words tasted bitter in his mouth as he spoke it to his lover.
Demyx turned to him sharply. "But why? We love each other right? So why the hell should we hid it from everyone? All I want is for us to be together without being ashamed! Why is that so hard?"
"Because they don't understand," Zexion mumbled quietly. All he wanted was for Demyx to be happy but if he wanted that then he would have to let go of his fear that his parents wouldn't accept them. It didn't seem like a big request and yet it was.
I'm looking for a safe way out
Cause I'm in the habit of breaking young girls' hearts
I've been looking for a safe way out
Cause I'm in the habit of breaking young girls' hearts
I've been looking for a safe way out
Cause I'm in the habit of breaking young girls' hearts
"Let's run away."
The words echoed in Zexion's head as he processed the thought. He shook his head to the blond that was in his room during the middle of the night. He backed up, still unsure about everything. "I can't," he whispered.
Demyx grabbed Zexion's hands, "Please, let's start over in a new town, with each other. Please, Zexion."
When Zexion didn't answer, Demyx dropped his head in defeat. He was about to leave when he heard a barely audible whisper, "Fine." He waved Demyx off, "Go get your car and meet me out front in 15 minutes."
You try so hard to find a rhythm in your heartbeat
The less you know the more you want
To try to justify the secrets of your lifetime
In the end to come for us
So take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
Take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies
I've been looking for a safe way out
Open your eyes…
Demyx and Zexion lay in the back of Demyx's truck, gazing up at the sky as the sun came up.
Demyx grinned, "The sunrise is beautiful isn't it?"
Zexion nodded, curling up to Demyx. He let his eyes slip close, murmuring, "Yes, it is."
Demyx kissed Zexion, whispering against his lips', "Never as beautiful as you are. I love you, Zexion."
"I loved you too, Demyx."
Ahhh...finally finished. Having a huge writer's block right now and I seem to can't get past it. *shot*
Anyway, this lovely song fic was helped writen by DancingFlames88 for my lovely Demyx since we've grown apart.
I ain't own nothing! *shot*