*To help out we centered the lyrics of the song.*
It's Not Easy- A House of Anubis Fanfiction based on Rascal Flatts (ft. Natasha Bedingfield)'s song Easy
We broke up, yeah it's tough
Most guys would've been crushed
Wastin' their time, wonderin' where they went wrong
No way, not me, hey I'm doing just fine
I'm not afraid of movin' on
It's easy going out on a Friday night
Easy every time I see her out
I can smile, live it up
The way a single guy does
But what she, what she don't know
Is how hard it is to make it look so easy
Eddie
Patricia is so complicated. She broke up with me over the summer and then we get back to school and she thinks that she has the right to act like nothing happened. But I know that she still feels something, she seems jealous of KT, but we're just friends. It's not like it's her business anyway. I just get so angry because she never told me why she ended it. It's probably some stupid Patricia reasoning where, at least in her mind, everything is worse than it really is.
I just wish that she would talk to me about this. I just want her to know that it's not easy pretending that there's nothing between us. It's hard to see her going around school and knowing that we're over. It's not easy watching as we grow farther and farther apart.
The truth is, I miss lyin' in those arms of his
But I don't ever let it show
I laugh and I act like, I'm having the time of my life
As far as he knows
It's easy goin' out on a Friday night
Easy, everytime I see him out
I can smile, live it up
The way a single girl does
But, what he, what he don't know
Is how hard it is to make it look so easy
Patricia
He thinks that this is just about KT. Well, here's some news for him: it's not. I told him many times that I was scared about this relationship and he let it slide off like it was nothing. I was tired of him acting like it was no big deal, so I broke it off. And I've regretted it every day since. The worse part is that he just let me walk away. He didn't try to stop me or tell me to reconsider. He let me slip through his fingertips when he could have stopped me. But, he didn't; he let me go. He didn't come running after me; he let me leave.
I just wish I could tell him that I regret all of what's happened. I see him every day with KT and it's so hard to pretend that I'm ok with it. It's not easy watching him walk around, having fun without me. It's hard pretending like I don't feel anything for him anymore. It's not easy watching as we grow colder and colder toward each other. I want him back.
Oh, it's easy
Oh, it's easy goin' out on a Friday night
Oh, it's easy every time I see him out
I can smile, live it up
Forget about the way it was
But what she
Oh, what he don't know
What she don't know
Is how hard it is to make it look so easy
Look so easy