But I Will

by Lizzie Pond

River Song's thoughts when she thinks the Doctor has left her. Please read and review.

Ok this is a little piece about how River felt after she saw the Doctor with Clara.

I can't keep kissing strangers and pretending it's him. But I will.

I can't keep drinking bottles of hyper vodka hoping that I will stop being sober. But I will.

I can't keep sleeping in different beds every night to spite my absent lover. But I will.

I can't keep going out every night to bars in I hope I will see him. But I will.

I can't keep putting on a mask of make up so no one will see my emotions. But I will.

I can't keep loving him because he has the small brunette. But I will.

Please please review.