In Love With a Killer.
Chapter 1 : Prolog.
It was an usual friday morning, and I was about to enter school, when my best friend, Jeff came along, and pulled on the back of my bra, to scare me.
'' Jeff!'' I yelled. '' I told you to stop doing that! I hate those things too, but since I wear them you do this all the time!'' I pouted unhappily.
Oh, just in case you are wondering, i'll introduce me now.
My name is Lillieth, Lillieth Thompson.
I just turned twelve, and I have butt-length blonde hair, and blue eyes.
I'm always the tiniest, and most emotional of all around me, and scared of everything.
Jeff, or should I say, 'Jeffory' is my best friend on the whole planet! And to be honest, I have a really bad crush on him, since two years ago.
..his lovely blue eyes, mixed with his handsome brown hair..
The day we met was when I first tried to skate on the streets. I got a badly injured knee, because I fell, face first, into the dirt. My face got scratches and that stuff, but my knee really hurt! But I was lucky, Jeffory came and took care of me.
To be honest, he's two years older than me, and I feel really bad about him always trying to protect me.
He totally ignores Liu, his younger brother, when he's around me.
And I noticed, Liu had started to cut himself, because of.. well. me.
But Jeffory couldn't see that. He was so blind.
I turned around, trying to look angry, but failed, because he was grinning widely at me.
I looked up, to face the tall boy and locked my eyes with his. Glaring.
But I couldn't stand it. I turned around and walked straight into the school, Jeffory following me.
'' Hey Lil', whats up? '' he asked worriedly.
'' Nothing. Everything is all right! I have to get to class soon, excuse me. '' I said, and brushed past him.
I'm So Sorry...
I'm such a Liar...
I'm a disgrace...
I'm not worthy being around you...
Forgive me..
..My dear friend..
I could feel him staring holes into my back, but I couldn't care less. I had to forget about him soon. But he doesn't know what is going on. He deserves to know, but I just can't bring myself to tell him..
-I'm moving.
-I'm going Far far away.
-We won't see each other again.
..Forget about me..
I couldn't tell him I was moving, could I? no. of course not.
But today is the last day of me staying in this small town.
And I was going to spend it with Jeffory! At all cost!
The day went by smoothly, and I didn't get much homework.
' I won't to them anyways, because i'm moving'
I waited in front of the school gate, until I saw Liu, looking a bit down.
The white haired boy noticed me, and obviously forced a smile.
''H-H-Hey Lillieth. A-are you waiting for Jeffory a-a-ag... again? '' Liu blurted out the last part and he seemed to not even realize it. Well. What ever..
'' Yes I do. Let's walk home together shall w- '' I got cut off quickly, by a tall figure, standing behind me and covering my eyes with his warm.. comfortable.. hands.
Of course I knew who it was.
But I guess he would be happy to see me clueless.
'' uhm... Jona? '' I started.
I could feel that the figure shook his head.
'' erm... huh... An? Jason? Tyler? Emy? Nicholas? Luke? ''
He shook his head again. But this time he had problems trying not to laugh.
'' Hmm.. are you perhaaaaabs.. Jeffy? '' I turned around and tickled his belly.
He blurted out laughing.
'' Hah! You knew it was me all along, didn't you? Ah-ahaha!'' he said in between breaths.
Even if i'm just twelve, I act way older already, but I don't care about things like that now, because I saw, that Liu already left.
'' Huh? Where's Liu gone? '' I asked Jeffory.
'' Liu? He was here? I didn't even see him. '' Was his reply.
'' he was standing right there! I swear!''
in that moment, someone jumped on Jeffs back, and covered his eyes with his hands. It was Liu, trying to do the same thing as Jeff.
But Jeff quickly pushed him to the ground.
'' would you stop that?! Go away. Me and Lil' are having fun here!''
The boy around my age was about to cry, but I just stood there, frozen.
''You don't even care about me anymore! I HATE YOU! '' was all Liu said, before he broke free from Jeffory's strong grip, and ran away.
Don't worry, Liu. You can have him all to yourself soon. I won't stay in your way much longer.
Jeff grabbed my arm as if nothing had happened, and dragged me past him.
'' don't be so slow! We wanted to go to our place today, right? '' he said cheerfully.
I couldn't even change from my school uniform, because he led me straight to our place.
A small place, with a tiny lake, hidden behind a few trees and bushes, so that no one could ever find us there. We found it about a year ago, when we where playing football together, and the ball got stuck in a tree branch.
Sigh.
I will miss you so much.
As we finally arrived, we both let ourselves fall back, on the green gras, just relaxing.
I closed my eyes, smiling.
This is how I wanted to die. Why can't someone freeze this momen-
'' I wish I could freeze this moment, so that it never has to end.''
I can't believe that he said, what I was thinking.
I smiled even more.
''this would be nice. Yeah.''
''Lets come here tomorrow again, alright?'' He suggested.
My smile instantly turned into a frown.
'' y-yes.. just wait here for me, I want to change before I come here. I won't wait for you after school, so that I can be here on time.''
I was feeling so bad. But I know how to solve this problem.
'' Jeffy? ''
''yeah? ''
'' what would you do if I was gone? Just gone, out of your sight. Forever.''
'' hmm. I think I can't even stand the thought of losing you. What about you?''
''Same here.''
''…''
''…''
'' Haha! But this could never happen, we can't be parted! Right? '' he said, looking a bit worried.
'' Of course NOT! '' I tried to sound as cheerful as I could, and I think it worked.
'' hey Jeff? Can I touch your hair?'' I guess this was just me, being childish again, hell i'm twelve years old, so just let me be a kid! But.. his hair.. its smell.. it was so soft.. you guys don't have a clue how much I love his hair. It was a bit longer than usual boys hair-length, but that is just what I liked the most about his hair.
''Go ahead.'' He said, and turned around, making it possible for me to stroke his hair, whilst laying on the ground. And so I did.
After a few minutes of silence and hair stroking passed by, I was about to cry, because the silence made it possible for me to think about all the things we did together. And how he will never know, in what confusion my heart is, when i'm around him.
Sigh.
With this thought, hours passed by. We barely talked. And Jeffory was clearly enjoying me stroking his hair, he '' hmm... '' - ed a bit, from time to time, and said things like '' stroke more left../ right..'' until he fell asleep. He looked so peacefull. I just couldn't bring myself to wake him up, and as I got up, I took my scissor and cut of a few locks of his hair, but only as much that it wouldn't be seen.
I'm such a freak.
After I hid the hair in my pocket, I wrote a letter, and hid it carefully in the bush, that could only be seen when you were entering the place, I doubt he would look at it when he wakes up. Before I placed the letter in the bush, I wrote '' to Jeffory. I will miss you. Good bye. '' on its back, and finally placed it while Jeffory was snorring loudly behind me.
I
Love
you
so
much..
but please forget about me..