Disclaimer: I own nothing
Part of me won't go to me
Everyday reminds me of it
Try to stop cause the consciences
And for you
Can't live without it
It so addictive
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with this gapping hole
Take contral of my life
And wash out all of those memories
I made this problem in the first place
Hang my head low to hide all away the tears
But its part of me
And it will never go away
I lied to you the same way that I always do
I should of told you I was a criminal
And I know someday I'll have to tell you
This is the last smile that I'll fake
For the sake of being with you
Because I know you'll hate me when I tell you
Everything falls apart
Even the people that never frown
Eventually break down
Because when I told you even you
Couldn't take it
The punishment for hiding in a lie
Is you be taken away from me
Because you don't stay
Forgetting all our memories
All our possibility
You were just like them
The ones who don't care
Everything has to end
And I soon find that out
Because if you don't leave
I will
Goodbye
It's easier to run
Replacing the pain with something more
Even if with the replacing is worst
It's easier to go
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The core of my heart
The secret I kept locked away nobody knows but you
Wounds so deep they show and go right through me
Like frightening pictures in my head for years and years they show
Like endless slideshows
If I could change I would
Retrace every wrong move I made I would
If I could take back all the shame I would
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bring back the memories I wish I never had
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
As I woke up today
I didn't see you
Because you left
To the cold and the static
I put my cold feet to the floor
Trying to forget all about you
I pretending to be with I always was
A nobody
Never suppose to exist
And I left in the conscience of the mistake
You're so distance from me
And I can't bring you back
The sound of your voice
Is painted on my memories of you
And even if you're not with me
I'm with you
In my dreams
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
But I am is what I am and I can't change it