One shot

Shortly after the Let It Go scene, Elsa takes a moment to take in everything around her.

It takes Elsa a moment to realize how tired she feels, but at the same time she is buzzing with energy. She takes a couple of shallow breathes, she had been holding her breathe and didn't seem to notice. Her mind racing, her body giving in to its instincts, she was going mad. Finally feeling a bit better she looked around at what she just created. Turning her head slowly, she started spinning around the room taking in that she did it. The ice was smooth and crystallized creating a marbleized look; she didn't know this was the extent of her powers. For a second she didn't feel like a monster, and then the memories of the ceremony came back. She started thinking about her sister, the look on her face when she first saw the ice forming around her and the moment she acknowledged she had been the source. She thought she could just hide from Anna and keep her safe, but the pain she has caused her was evident. Feeling the regret rush through her body, she tried to distract herself by making ice sculptures. She didn't realize what she was making, but when she was done she was staring at her sister.

"Oh Anna" she said reaching out and caressing the replicas cheek.

"I am so sorry; I never wanted to push you away. I never wanted this curse, and I'd give anything to go back and just find a way to get rid of it sooner. I want my sister. I missed you all those years, I heard you whooshing about the halls, I heard you call my name and sing to me Anna. I wanted to open the door hug you and ride bikes through the halls I DID…" the last word got caught in her throat, barely breathing everything started spinning around her and she can feel her body get tense as it starts the snow around her. She tries to calm herself and stares at the ice Anna. Her heart was clenching violently while the anxiety inside her pushed her beyond her limits. Her emotions were out of control and she had to gain it back.

"Why can't I control it, why does this happen to me? I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS SO WHY ME" The last words echo through the castle, and the room fills with an eerie silence as she falls to the ground holding onto her knees. The snow has stopped falling and starts to melt away from her as she silently cries. The air is at rest and she can feel a change. Someone is coming. She lifts up hearing voices at the door.

"Anna" She whispers just as her voice fills the castle calling out to her. Standing up, she takes a moment to compose herself. In one quick hand movement the room goes back to normal and she goes to find her sister.