I love Tris. I do. She's the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I felt horrible before I met her and was so close to leaving Dauntless until she came. I've been happy for the first time in my life. She saved me. I would never change a thing about her. Nothing. She's as perfect as they come.
…Okay, so that may be a lie.
I love her but… she isn't perfect, not that I'd want her to be. I love who she is, what she looks like, how she thinks… but there are things I would change.
But that's normal right? I mean I wish that Zeke didn't talk so much but he's still my best friend. Yeah, there are always things people wish they could change about the people they love. It's normal. It doesn't mean that there's something wrong with her… or us.
Seriously, though, some of the things she does drives me crazy! I've always been known to be calm and collected. I have a temper and get angry easily, but I can keep in in check…usually. I also can keep my sanity in basically every situation unless it involves Marcus or heights.
Tris is my breaking point. How I can go from wanting to wring her neck, to wanting desperately to help her overcome her fear of intimacy, is beyond me. I want to throw her over the chasm, yet I can't stop imagining myself kissing her.
She's amazing but she needs to stop. Now.
I mean, how is it that Tobias Eaton, the legendary Four, can totally come undone by a scrawny, beautiful, stubborn little Abnegation girl?
So to get me over this, I've made a list of the things that annoy me about Tris...
Her constant insecurities…
She's not dauntless- She's reckless…and stupid
She's independent…too independent…possibly stupid
Her complete lack of trust
She's clumsy…like the clumsiest girl I've ever met..ever
She's a know-it-all
She makes me feel self-concious…ALL THE TIME
She makes me think about my life