Title: I Shall Believe
Prologue: Stupid Mistakes
Jessie's POV
I wrapped my hands around the counter tightly causing my knuckles to turn a pale white that resembled fresh fallen snow. I gulped in air as I tryed to calm my eratic sobs, and wheezing breath. Hot tears filled my eyes, making it nearly impossible to define anything. Tears streaked down my blotchy cheeks at rapid speed, and they didn't show sign of easing up anytime soon.
I quickly slipped my hand bag off, and began digging around in it. After about a minute of searching I found the object of my desire, a small sharp razor. My stomach lurched in anticipation as I shurgged off my black jacket to reveal dozens of cuts littered all over my arms.
It's a digusting addiction that I can't survive without. It really does decrease the emotional pain, even though it's only for a few seconds, it helps me cope with everyting.
I pressed the cold metal to the under side of my left forearm, and forced my eyes up to look at the girl in the mirror staring back at me. I could just vagley make out her pale tear stained cheeks, her knotted red hair, and red puffy eyes. I grimced at her reflection not only because of how terrible she looked, but also because I was currnetly staring at everything I hated. I took a deep breath, and watched as an evil twisted smirk spread across the girl's face as I pulled the blade across the length of my forearm.
I gasped softly as the cool air attcked my wound, causing it to sting. I swiftly retreated my eyes down to my arm to see bright red blood start to seep out of the cut I just created.
The heart retching pain suddenly faded away. It didn't completely disappear, but it definitely eased up a lot. It was almost like I was whole again, almost like I was before my Dad went to war, bfore my Mom became an alcoholic, and before I pushed Jacob away.
But the pleasant feeling didn't last long, and the constant empy pain quickly dragged me under once again.
Loud rough sobs racked my body violently as I slid down against the cupboards, and landed roughly on the tiled floor of the bathroom. I threaded my fingers into my hair on either side of my head, and allowed my head to land on my raised knees.
I don't how long I sat there, and cried for, but when you cry as often as I do, you don't really pay attention anymore.
Suddenly my phone went off, playing 'Riot' by Three Days Grace, causing me to jump slightly, and let out a soft screech. I sniffed loudly as I pulled my phone out of my jeans pocket, and looked at the screen to read 'Aaron Hotchner'.
I sucked in a large breath, answered my phone, and slowly pressed it to my ear. But I didn't get a chance to say anthing because as soon as I took a breath to say 'Agent Kaiser' Aaron's voice rang into my ear urgently, "Kaiser you need to get into the office immediately!"
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Disclaimer: I own nothing except for Jessie, her family, and friends. Everything else belongs to Stephanine Meyer, and the creater of Criminal Minds.
A/N: This idea came to me one afternoon when I was watching Criminal Minds, and I thought it would be wicked to write about it. But I don't want to give anything away about the story, so I'm not going to say much about it, you'll learn a lot in the first chapter anyway. All I'm going to say is this story takes place in the begining of Eclipse, and in the begining of the first season of Criminal Minds. This is just a really basic insight to the story, and I hope to have chapter 1 up in a couple of weeks. I hope everyone enjoys!
Oh, another thing, the majority of the story will be told in Jessie's POV, but there will be the odd chapter that is in Jacob's POV, or someone else's POV.
Also I will probably change the title of the story because I'm not happy with the current title! So I'll probably do that once I come up with something I like :)