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This is just a silly little
pointless fic, the idea coming from yesterday when one of my friends finally
moved in with his boyfriend. The picture of Kogure moving into Mitsui's
apartment got stuck into my mind and I don't think It's going to go away
until I get this fic done, so here we go...
You know how couples have
those corny songs that's 'theirs'? Well, ' You're Still The One '
by Shania Twain is the song of my friend that I've been talking about.
I thought it was appropriate, so here I am, sitting here with that song
blaring out of the speakers for inspiration...I'm going to start now...Lol.
Chaos. There was complete
and utter chaos out there. So Mitsui, seeking some solitude, went
to the place he considered his refuge. His sanctuary. The place
where he would be safe even while the world was going crazy outside.
He went and locked himself
into the bathroom.
This place was where he did
his best thinking. There were lots of memories within the sterile, white
tiled walls of this room and in many others just like this one. Years
ago, he had worked up the courage to confront his beloved Kogure with his
feelings for him in another bathroom, one in his childhood home.
Just before each of his games, he spent a few minutes inside a bathroom
cubicle trying to psyche himself up, and a week ago, he had made the life
altering decision in here that was now the cause of the chaos outside...This
was where he had decided that he was going to ask Kogure to finally move
in with him, and this was where he was going to stay until things calmed
down enough outside.
It seemed as though that
stupid red head had another idea though. The pounding on the door
was relentless and he thought that the neighbors must have no trouble hearing
Hanamichi's wails. "Oi! Missy! Dammit! What are you up
to in there? Get your ass out here and help us with the glass man's
bunch of crap!"
" Hey! My stuff isn't
a bunch of crap!"
" From what I've seen, they
are!" Hanamichi replied, throwing himself against the door in a vain attempt
to knock it off it's hinges. " Oi! Missy! You're leaving
us all out here to do all the work! He's your boyfriend!
Not mine-"
" Thank God for that..."
Kogure muttered under his breath. He gave Rukawa a pitying glance.
He could only guess what it must be like for the poor guy. Sure,
his Hisashi could be difficult, but he didn't think he was quite as much
trouble as the red head.
" I just ignore him." Rukawa
revealed.
" Get your ass out here and
help us move the glass man's stuff around, dammit! I mean, who the
hell do you think you are? I'm a big basketball star now so I can't
do any work! I'll leave my incredibly big-hearted friends to do that!
Is that what you're thinking Missy? Cos that isn't the way things
work around here! What the hell are you doing in there anyways? You've
been in there for some thirty minutes! Are you jerking off or something?
Is that what you did before every game in High School? Is that why-"
Hanamichi's tirade was cut short when a paper fan was brought down over
his head.
" Hanamichi Sakuragi!
Don't be disgusting!"
" You need to keep your fiancé
under control, Ryota." Hanamichi growled, rubbing the top of his
head gingerly.
" You need to teach your
boyfriend how to shut up, Rukawa." Ayako told the silent as ever Rukawa,
watching the scene from the sofa.
" I don't think anyone can
do that."
" What'd you say, stupid
Kitsune?"
With a soft sigh, Rukawa
got up on his feet, took Hanamichi by the hand and coaxed him from his
post by the bathroom door, reassuring him that he could pound Mitsui as
much as he wanted to later on, once he emerged. He seriously doubted
that the guy would even remember the incident a few minutes from then.
Once they had gone, Kogure
tapped gently on the bathroom door. " You have been in there
for a while, Hisashi-kun."
" I'll be out soon. I promise,
Ko-chan."
" Fine. Make sure you
are. All the guys are out here and it really is sort of unfair, you
hiding out in there!"
" Yes, Ko-chan." Mitsui smiled
softly as he listened to Kogure's shuffling footsteps fading away.
They had finally taken a big step. His Ko-chan was going to be with
him all the time now, a pleasant prospect. He had made exactly the
right decision, though at the time he had been incredibly nervous, wondering
if they were ready for such a move. " We've made it, Ko-chan...I
really think we have..." Through everything, through laughter, tears, sadness
and happiness, defeat and victory, they had made it to where they were
now. With a soft smile on his face, Mitsui recalled the events of
the past that stuck out in his mind, the events that had made their love
even stronger as they went through them together...
Looks like we made it,
Look how far we've come,
my baby.
We mighta took the long
way,
But we knew we'd get there
someday...
" What are you looking at?"
Mitsui demanded of the man that sat on the table across from theirs.
" You're that famous basketball
player, aren't you?"
" Yes, I'm a basketball player
and I guess that I must be sort of famous if a cretin like you can recognize
me while I'm here having dinner with my friend..." Usually, he liked having
people recognize him, it was nice to be noticed and it helped the ego a
bit too. One of it's drawbacks was that he tended to be disturbed
in the middle of very important things by people, as was happening now,
just when he had been about to broach the subject that had been in his
mind with Kogure.
" Hisashi-kun..." Kogure
demurred, giving his head a slight shake. He was always lecturing
Mitsui on how he should always be nice to fans no matter how bad his mood
was.
He sighed theatrically.
" Look, I'm sorry." He told the man, " It's just that I'm sort of
in the middle of something really important here with my friend.
Do you mind?"
" Not at all, I understand."
There was a pleasant smile on the man's face as his gaze went over Kogure,
taking in the soft, perfectly formed features and his slim young body,
" Cute boyfriend you have!"
Mitsui's eyes narrowed at
the obvious look over that the guy was giving his Kogure.
Only he had the right to look at his Ko-chan like that! "
Yes, he is cute and yes, he is mine."
Kogure snickered at this.
" I love it when you get all possessive." He commented.
" If you weren't so damn
cute then maybe I wouldn't have to be..."
" I'll take that as a compliment."
" You shouldn't. It
really is a problem for me." Mitsui told him, toying around with
the food on his plate. " Every time I go on the road with the team
I worry about all the guys that would be hitting on you..."
" What you're saying is that
you don't trust me on my own." Kogure watched Mitsui squirming in his seat,
enjoying his discomfort and wondering how he was going to get himself out
of this one, not that he was really in any trouble. He just had a
way of putting his foot in his mouth.
" I didn't mean that!
I...Well, I'm just worried that me being away so much will affect our relationship,
you know? Rukawa told me that Hanamichi's been complaining about
being left alone all the time, the guy's afraid that he's going to lose
his do'aho, though he doesn't show it, but he can't do anything about it
because basketball is his life! It's-"
" Hanamichi won't leave Rukawa.
We both know that. Just like we both know that nothing in this world
could ever make me leave you." Kogure told him softly, placing his hand
over Mitsui's own. " Hanamichi understands that even though sometimes,
Rukawa pays more attention to the game than he does to him, he's still
the Kitsune's number one priority, that at the end of the day, he'll still
come back to him. That's exactly the way things are with the two
of us. It's your dream. I'd rather die than keep you from obtaining
your dream."
" That's all that I really
want in the world, you know. To come back home to you. Always."
" What are you getting at,
Hisashi?" Kogure demanded, his eyes narrowing slightly. " Has
your mother talked you into trying to convince me to have one of those
'wedding ceremonies' again? Because I've told you before that I don't
need that kind of thing to be reassured of your love."
" Now why would you think
that?"
" Because every time your
mother looks at me I get the weird feeling that she's picturing me in front
of the altar in a wedding dress."
" You in a wedding dress,
huh?" Mitsui couldn't suppress the rather lewd grin that developed
on his face. " You're a pretty boy...It'll suit you, I think.
Very pretty...Maybe we can try that out later on..."
" You're sick!
You really are, you know!" Kogure exclaimed, shaking his head disbelievingly.
" And that's what attracted
you to me in the first place, wasn't it?"
" I don't believe you..."
Kogure took a drink of his wine to hide his grin. " You and your
sick little fantasies! First there was your obsession with me in
my old Shohuku uniform. Now you want me in a wedding dress!"
Mitsui shrugged. "
I'd want you in anything, to tell you the truth." He told him, " But that's
besides the point! I've been thinking a lot lately-"
" A rare occurrence for a
dumb jock like you."
" Are you determined to ruin
the mood here?" Mitsui demanded, a frown marring his handsome face.
"Maybe I should have just cooked something up at my apartment instead of
taking you out here..."
" That would have ruined
the mood even more!" Kogure told him, unable to resist getting a poke in
about his culinary skills.
" Kogure!"
" I'm sorry!"
" Look, as I've said, I've
been thinking..." Mitsui glared at him, daring him to make a comment
at that one more time. " And I just woke up one morning thinking,
wow, my apartment is big."
" Do you have to rub it in?"
Kogure demanded, smiling. His own apartment came nowhere near the
size of Mitsui's, though he liked it at his own home perfectly well.
He thought it was cozy. Mitsui thought it was a hole in the wall.
Unfit for his precious Kogure, and had often offered to get him another
apartment.
" And I just thought it was
really far too much space for just one person, you know. And we've
been together for a really long time already. Years and years.
So I thought maybe this was the next step that the two of us should
take, you know..." Mitsui muttered, his voice dropping so low that Kogure
had to come in nearer just to hear him. " So I was wondering if you'd
like to move in with me...That way, whenever I come home, I come home to
you...Just like I've always wanted..."
There was a tense moment
of silence when Kogure's face was completely unreadable. " My parents
are going to have a fit over this one..."
" I don't think it can be
any worse than the time that they found out about us..."
" Yeah, but it's still going
to be messy."
" So...That's a yes?" Mitsui
asked cautiously.
Smiling, Kogure half rose
in his seat, leaned over the table and gave the very surprised Mitsui a
quick kiss on the lips. " Yeah, it's a yes."
They said, I bet they'll
never make it
But just look at us holding
on.
We're still together, still
going strong...
" What the hell is this,
Hisashi?" His father demanded, his face red with fury. He waved the
newspaper in front of his son's face. " You better explain yourself,
boy! Explain this disgusting behavior!"
" There's nothing disgusting
about it." He retorted, pushing the newspaper away. " I love him
and he loves me. There's nothing wrong with that!"
" Nothing wrong with
that? Nothing wrong with that?" His father repeated, a pained expression
on his face as his gaze fell on the picture at the cover of the tabloid.
" This is unnatural! Completely unnatural! And for you to flaunt
it like this! For this picture to be plastered all over Japan!"
" You think I wanted that
to happen?" Mitsui demanded, burying his face in his hands. " You
think I wanted a private moment of mine like that being made public?
I don't think so, father. I'm as surprised as you are..." He
hadn't thought anyone was there the day that he had Kogure had taken a
walk out by the harbor. So on the spur of the moment, he had given
him a quick kiss, right there, out in the open, under the sunset.
The two of them were usually so careful about such things but he had let
his guard down at the beauty of that afternoon and they had been spotted.
Spotted and photographed.
It hadn't taken long for
the pictures to be published. The news that one of the up and coming
stars of the Japanese basketball society had a gay lover was a big one.
God. How was he and Kogure going to get through this one? He
hadn't been able to reach Kogure as hard as he had tried. His phone
had apparently been disconnected and as he was just about to head over
to the guy's home, his parents had made an appearance on his doorstep yelling
up a storm. At least his father had. His mother had kept quiet,
a sad look in his eyes that hurt Mitsui even more than all of his father's
yelling.
" You've done it, boy!
You've finally shamed the family! And here I was, thinking that maybe
your life was finally going smoothly..."
" It is, father." Mitsui
told him softly. " As long as Kogure's still with me, things will
be all right..."
" Have you considered the
kind of damage that this is going to cause to your basketball career?"
He had, actually. That
was why he had kept it secret for so long. He hadn't wanted to be
subjected to the kind of scrutiny that Rukawa and Hanamichi had been when
they had been found out. " I don't see how my sexuality could possibly
affect my career as long as I keep on playing my best. The fact that
I'm gay won't have any effect on my game whatsoever, if that's what you're
thinking."
" It's not too late...You
can still straighten yourself out, you know."
" I don't need any straightening
out. I love Kogure. He's the one that I want to spend the rest
of my life with, as strange as that may seem to you."
" We can't let you do this.
Your mother and I are very disappointed in you, Mitsui Hisashi. Very-"
" I can never be disappointed
in you, Hisashi..." His mother spoke up softly, as usual, sticking up for
him. He had never loved his mother more than at that moment.
" Hoshiko!" His father snapped.
" He's our son and we have
to stick by him no matter what." His mother declared, coming to a stand
beside him and wrapping an arm supportively around his waist. " And
if this is what he feels is right for him, if that Kogure makes him happy,
then I don't see what problems we could possibly have with this!
He's already done so much to make us proud, darling! So much.
He deserves his happiness."
" It's unnatural."