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Summary: Neo's POV after the crash of the Logos. I had some stuff in italics but no matter what I did they wouldn't come out -.- well I hope you like!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I placed my hand to my head and called out her name, to make sure that she was all right after the crash.
"Trin?" I said calmly at first. But upon hearing no response I became choked with fear.
"Trinity?" I cried out more frantically stumbling with the strap that held me to the seat. "Trinity!" I shouted once more finally freeing myself from the seat.
"I'm here" Her soft familiar voice called. She sounded a bit weak, and I figured the crash might have shaken her up a bit. I got onto my hands and knees and felt around on the floor blindly searching for her.
"Where?" I asked.
"Here." She replied softly. Why doesn't she come to me? I wondered to myself. I felt her hand and clutched it tightly in mine, as I looked around at the brilliant beauty of the machine city that seemed to be made of light. I hadn't noticed it while looking for Trinity, but I only wished that I were able to see Trinity's face.
"We made it." I said to her, relieved that we were both still alive.
"You said we would." She replied, but I noticed a strange tone in her voice that worried me.
"It's so beautiful, Trin. Lights everywhere. Like the whole thing was built with light. I wish you could see what I see." I said looking about me. I couldn't understand how I was able to see the city; I had been blinded when my eyes were burned.
"You've already shown me so much." She said, in that tone that I was not accustomed to.
"What is it Trinity? What's wrong?" I asked squeezing her hand tighter as my heart began to race. Oh God please don't let her be hurt was all that ran through my mind.
"I can't come with you Neo. I thought that I could but I can't" She replied her voice growing weaker.
"Why?" I asked as my free hand moved through the air blindly searching around for what would be troubling her. My heart stopped and all the blood rushed to my head as my hand fell upon a rod of cold metal. Oh God no! Please no! I thought as a lump rose in my throat. My hand moved down the rod and met Trinity's abdomen, her pull over damp with blood.
"Oh no. . . Oh no. . .no. . . no!" I said, my mind fogging over as I placed my hand on Trinity's cheek, finding it instantly. I couldn't bear the thought of losing her, it tore me apart. I longed to hold her close, listen to her soft heartbeat and kiss her softly.
"It's alright. It's time. I've done all that I could do. Now you have to do the rest. You have to finish it, you have to save Zion." She said. I ran my thumb across her face, not daring to move my hand; knowing deep down it was the last time I would feel the warmth of her skin touching mine. I could feel her grip on my hand weakening, and I just held on ever tighter, recalling her words to me that night in Zion. You feel this? I'm never letting go. My mind was screaming and I could do nothing to help her, and it tore me apart.
"I can't, not without you." I confessed as an intense pain gripped my chest.
"Yes you can. You will. I believe you, I always have." She said reassuringly. Her voice was still calm. It eased me to know that she wasn't afraid, but I was torn apart at the mere thought of losing her. Don't take her from me, not again. I was screaming inside, beginning to tremble with grief.
"Trinity. . . Trinity you can't die. You can't, you can't" I said, wishing beyond reason that I could heal her, take away any pain that she was in, to be able to see her face just one more time, to hold her, show her how much I loved her.
"Yes, I can. You brought me back once, but not this time. Do you remember ... on that roof after you caught me ... the last thing I said to you ?" She said.
"You said 'I'm sorry'" I said, recalling the painful memories of when I had nearly lost her that day in the matrix, and how I hacked into her digital form and restarted her heart. I wished more than imaginable that I could do that now, and we could be together forever. I couldn't bear facing life alone, she was my motivation to defeat the machines, to save Zion. All for her, so everything would be safe, and she could finally feel peace. Without her, I felt no reason for me to carry on, to even live.
"I wish I hadn't. That was my last thought. I wished I had one more chance, to say what really mattered, to say how much I loved you, how grateful I was for every moment I was with you. But by the time I knew I'd said what I wanted to, it was too late. But you brought me back. You gave me my wish. One more chance to say what I really wanted to say... Kiss me, once more." She said, and I could feel her growing weaker. "Kiss me" It took all I had not to cry, and I leaned over her and kissed her. I kissed her with more passion, desire, and love than ever before. I wanted to prove to her that my love had to boundary, that she was my world. I felt her grow limp as her grip on my hand relaxed, and I could feel all the muscles in her face relax.
It was in that moment that reality hit me, and I became irrational. I couldn't think. I wished that I had been killed in the crash as well. I threw myself over her body and cried, for the first time for as long as I can remember I wept. I held her desperately, hoping that she would just lift her arms and comfort me. I don't know how long I was lying there, but I finally forced myself to sit up.
"Neo you have to do this." I said to myself. "She died helping you get this far, you can't give up, don't let everything be in vain." I said as I remained on my knees. I bent over her once more and placed a final kiss on her forehead and moved back, knowing what I had to do, and it pained me to do it.
When I was plugged into the matrix and stood face to face with Smith I charged him with one thought in mind.
This is for you Trinity, you believed in me I won't let you down. I love you.
Review please! It's not that good so be gentle ^.-
Summary: Neo's POV after the crash of the Logos. I had some stuff in italics but no matter what I did they wouldn't come out -.- well I hope you like!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I placed my hand to my head and called out her name, to make sure that she was all right after the crash.
"Trin?" I said calmly at first. But upon hearing no response I became choked with fear.
"Trinity?" I cried out more frantically stumbling with the strap that held me to the seat. "Trinity!" I shouted once more finally freeing myself from the seat.
"I'm here" Her soft familiar voice called. She sounded a bit weak, and I figured the crash might have shaken her up a bit. I got onto my hands and knees and felt around on the floor blindly searching for her.
"Where?" I asked.
"Here." She replied softly. Why doesn't she come to me? I wondered to myself. I felt her hand and clutched it tightly in mine, as I looked around at the brilliant beauty of the machine city that seemed to be made of light. I hadn't noticed it while looking for Trinity, but I only wished that I were able to see Trinity's face.
"We made it." I said to her, relieved that we were both still alive.
"You said we would." She replied, but I noticed a strange tone in her voice that worried me.
"It's so beautiful, Trin. Lights everywhere. Like the whole thing was built with light. I wish you could see what I see." I said looking about me. I couldn't understand how I was able to see the city; I had been blinded when my eyes were burned.
"You've already shown me so much." She said, in that tone that I was not accustomed to.
"What is it Trinity? What's wrong?" I asked squeezing her hand tighter as my heart began to race. Oh God please don't let her be hurt was all that ran through my mind.
"I can't come with you Neo. I thought that I could but I can't" She replied her voice growing weaker.
"Why?" I asked as my free hand moved through the air blindly searching around for what would be troubling her. My heart stopped and all the blood rushed to my head as my hand fell upon a rod of cold metal. Oh God no! Please no! I thought as a lump rose in my throat. My hand moved down the rod and met Trinity's abdomen, her pull over damp with blood.
"Oh no. . . Oh no. . .no. . . no!" I said, my mind fogging over as I placed my hand on Trinity's cheek, finding it instantly. I couldn't bear the thought of losing her, it tore me apart. I longed to hold her close, listen to her soft heartbeat and kiss her softly.
"It's alright. It's time. I've done all that I could do. Now you have to do the rest. You have to finish it, you have to save Zion." She said. I ran my thumb across her face, not daring to move my hand; knowing deep down it was the last time I would feel the warmth of her skin touching mine. I could feel her grip on my hand weakening, and I just held on ever tighter, recalling her words to me that night in Zion. You feel this? I'm never letting go. My mind was screaming and I could do nothing to help her, and it tore me apart.
"I can't, not without you." I confessed as an intense pain gripped my chest.
"Yes you can. You will. I believe you, I always have." She said reassuringly. Her voice was still calm. It eased me to know that she wasn't afraid, but I was torn apart at the mere thought of losing her. Don't take her from me, not again. I was screaming inside, beginning to tremble with grief.
"Trinity. . . Trinity you can't die. You can't, you can't" I said, wishing beyond reason that I could heal her, take away any pain that she was in, to be able to see her face just one more time, to hold her, show her how much I loved her.
"Yes, I can. You brought me back once, but not this time. Do you remember ... on that roof after you caught me ... the last thing I said to you ?" She said.
"You said 'I'm sorry'" I said, recalling the painful memories of when I had nearly lost her that day in the matrix, and how I hacked into her digital form and restarted her heart. I wished more than imaginable that I could do that now, and we could be together forever. I couldn't bear facing life alone, she was my motivation to defeat the machines, to save Zion. All for her, so everything would be safe, and she could finally feel peace. Without her, I felt no reason for me to carry on, to even live.
"I wish I hadn't. That was my last thought. I wished I had one more chance, to say what really mattered, to say how much I loved you, how grateful I was for every moment I was with you. But by the time I knew I'd said what I wanted to, it was too late. But you brought me back. You gave me my wish. One more chance to say what I really wanted to say... Kiss me, once more." She said, and I could feel her growing weaker. "Kiss me" It took all I had not to cry, and I leaned over her and kissed her. I kissed her with more passion, desire, and love than ever before. I wanted to prove to her that my love had to boundary, that she was my world. I felt her grow limp as her grip on my hand relaxed, and I could feel all the muscles in her face relax.
It was in that moment that reality hit me, and I became irrational. I couldn't think. I wished that I had been killed in the crash as well. I threw myself over her body and cried, for the first time for as long as I can remember I wept. I held her desperately, hoping that she would just lift her arms and comfort me. I don't know how long I was lying there, but I finally forced myself to sit up.
"Neo you have to do this." I said to myself. "She died helping you get this far, you can't give up, don't let everything be in vain." I said as I remained on my knees. I bent over her once more and placed a final kiss on her forehead and moved back, knowing what I had to do, and it pained me to do it.
When I was plugged into the matrix and stood face to face with Smith I charged him with one thought in mind.
This is for you Trinity, you believed in me I won't let you down. I love you.
Review please! It's not that good so be gentle ^.-