I Do not own Inuyasha or any of the characters even if i wish i did. =(

Inu POV

I smiled a bitter sweet smile as I watched the children sleep. "sighing" I began to pick up the toys one by one thinking of what my ex said to me this morning before I came in to work today.

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I was so happy today is my....no our three year anniversary I am so happy and so excited to get to work so I can spend the rest of the day with him and get his gift before I came home. Going into the kitchen I see him leaning against the counter drinking coffee. I smile at him and wish him a good morning to him before fixing myself a cup.

But I got no response from him frowning I said it again only for him to turn his back toward me. Frustrated I turn him toward me and ask what his problem is and if I did something wrong. He lifted his head and glared at me, startled I take a step back from him only for him to take a step forward toward me. This kept up until my back hit one of the Kitchen wall.

I whimpered when he slamed his fist down on the wall by my head. "Look at me you god dammed bitch", whimpering more I did as I was told fearing he would hit me. Looking at his face I waited for him to talk to me. I didn't have to wait long, "I'm going to say this, and I'm going to say once so listen to me well" I nodded. "I do NOT love you, nor have I ever loved you" I've been cheating on you for the past two years. I was shocked and hurt it felt like some one had ripped out my heart and turn it into millons of pieces before setting them on fire and puting whats left back into my chest.

All I could do was stare at him, He grinned at me, He sneered saying "How could you really expect Some one to love someone like you I mean Look at you" He said pointing at my body my eye sight getting blurry. Turning my head away from him I didn't want to see what I already new about my body.

I know that no one with a working set of eyes and brain would dare look at me twice let alone once. I'm as ugly as ugly can get I mean I have mid back midnight hair in a messy bun, dull violet eyes, and to put it nicely I was very pudgy. Looking back up at him only to see his smug face. Throwing my cup at him and leaving but not befre yelling that we were threw and that I wanted his junk out of my house or I would throw them outside. With that said I gathered my things and left.

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Maybe I was never ment to be to be loved, maybe I was ment to never know happiness, comfort, love, and not being alone. "Sighing" I got back to cleaning the toys that covered the floor. Once done with that I sat down for a rest at my chair.

Watching the children sleeping so peacefuly, In which it ocurred to me then that I would never have a family of my own. I would never hear the pitter patter of tiny feet running threw my home. "whimpering" I quickly and quietly left the room bot not before asking another teacher if she watch my class for the rest of the day for me. With that done I quickly escaped to the park in front of school and sat down on one of the many benches there.

Before giving into my emotions and letting my self cry, An that all my dreams and wants will never come true because I am so ugly no one will ever find be a bit of attractive in anyway then maybe a one night stand if there drunk enough.

"Sighing" I get up and sit under the willow tree by the lake. Before letting the darkness take me away from the pain I felt in my heart and mind.

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