Chapter 1 History
It all started when we were little. Chris Redfield. The boy who I use to like. He liked me back of course, but we never ever revealed our feelings. We just kept hanging around with each other talking about random things and what do we want to be when we grow up. I remember the exact words he had said "When I grow up." He says smiling showing his teeth. "I want to work with you." Of course I blushed hard because well I liked him. Plus, I thought he was cute saying it. I wanted to work for the CSI and so did Chris. Chris was older than I am. My birthday comes first than his and we would like to say "Hey! We both have the same age!" Our birthday was in August. Mines are August 20th and his is August 23rd. Chris has a little sister named Claire who didn't like me at all! Every time I would come over and hang out with Chris she would stop playing video games with me and just walk out the room leaving Chris and I alone. She did it because when Chris and I were seven, Claire, Chris, and I was at a 4th of July party at my house and we three just play pretend. We pretended to be a family and Claire was the daughter, I was the mother, and Chris was the father. It was quite easy for Chris and I to pretend to be parents because we both actually planned our kid's names! I know crazy huh? I went to get three cupcakes for us three and when Claire started eating her cupcake, Chris and I decided to shove cupcakes at each other face. Chris shoves his cupcake in my face and the vanilla cream from his cupcake was on my lips. Chris leans in for a kiss and of course I kiss him back. Till this day I remember how it felt kissing Chris Redfield. Claire got up from her seat and grabs him by his collar and leaves my house. I wasn't mad, I was glad. That he finally kiss me! When it was time for bed, I quickly got ready for bed and kiss my parents goodnight. Five minutes later, I would go to my window and pull my shades up, calling Chris's name. We would talk till one of us says "Okay, I'm tired. Goodnight." But it's always me saying it. I knew Chris really didn't care about school. All he cared about was talking to me. Nothing else! One day, Chris moved. He moved to California because his sister Claire apparently said she wants to be a movie star. They're parents thought it was a good idea so they then pack up their things and left! Without saying goodbye, I never again see Chris again. Until when we were fourteen. Chris came back to Raccoon City and hugs me saying he's sorry that he didn't said goodbye to me and that the next time that happens (Hopefully not) he will say goodbye. It took me a while to forgive him but I forgave him anyways because I wanted to know how California was. Chris and I kept doing our usual… talking across our windows, sharing secrets, and doing fun things! Until when Chris was turning fifteen! He moved to Florida because Claire was accepted to a film that was shooting in Florida. Before they left, it was Chris's birthday. So his parents threw him a huge birthday party. He never told me about it…I called my best friend named Rebecca to ask her to come over my house because I felt like I was going to cry. Rebecca comes over to my house and we both decide to go next door, which is Chris's house and knock on the door. After I knock on the door, Claire appears. She was wearing a long red dress, with black high heels, and her hair was straight down for once. Girly much? I thought. "What are you two doing here? Chris didn't invite you." "Oh no, he didn't invited me but I'm pretty sure he invited Jill." Said Rebecca who gave Claire a warm smile. Without smiling back Claire rolls her eyes in disgust and says "He said he didn't want you at his party." "Why?" I ask holding back my tears. "I don't know. I asked him what happen and he just shrugs." "Is that what he did?" I ask feeling my tears falling down my check. Claire nods and slams the door at Rebecca and I face. Rebecca turns to me, "I'm so sorry Jill." She says pulling me into a hug and I just hug back crying on her brand new sweat shirt. That night I just went straight to bed crying. My mother had ask me why was I crying and I said I fell on my knee and it really hurts. She said "Do you want to go to the hospital?" she asks. "No, I think It will be better in the morning" I said wiping my tears and closing my door. Ever since that day my heart has been crush. After all the things Chris and I had been through…and this is what he gives me? Was this all a lie? All the things he had said…were they lies? But now that I'm older I have gave up on Chris. I moved on…that's the past now and I will not see him ever again! I'm seventeen now, in high school with my best friend and spending time with my family and my boyfriend named Albert. He only allows me to call him Albert because he says it's cute when I say it. And plus I'm special to him. So that means his mom and I are special to him. NO ONE ELSE. Albert and I have been dating since the summer had begun. My mother took me to her club she own so she can pick up a couple of few things and Albert came up to me and made his move. His sweet talk me saying that I'm gorgeous, intelligent, and other things that I want to hear. My mom didn't see him talking to me because she was too busy on figuring out which color should she put the club to be. Albert and I started as friends for two weeks and then we started dating. Till this day my mother and my father still doesn't approve him. So what if Albert is twenty turning twenty one this year in June! Age is just a number and besides, it's not like he's going to hurt me. Every time Albert and I hang out in my house, my father would be watching us and asking him insane questions. Such as, "How many little girls have you dated?" "Do you like girls who are easy to get?" "Are you a sex offender?" "Have you considered of dating females your age?" Albert never again came to my house because he was piss off at my dad for asking him insane questions. Albert took me to his house one time and it was pretty sweet! It was like a dream house! He took me to his house after I left work. We didn't do anything; all we did was talk and eat. That's all. I have to admit, when he told me he was taking me to his house I was scared because well we all know what it means when someone says well, we're going to my house. That doesn't sound right at all! But it's a good thing Albert and I are taking things slowly. I totally respect him for that! He's such a great boyfriend and I wish my parents will realize that! Just because he's twenty turning twenty two doesn't mean he's a bad guy right? After all, when I told him my real age he told me I was a baby and just left. He didn't talk to me for exactly a whole entire week and then one day he calls me saying he can't stop thinking about me. Sweet eh? We both agree to never talk about the whole age thing. And we never did until when my parents met him and ask him for his age. "So how old are you?" ask my father. Albert stands up straight and takes his arm off around my neck. "I'm twenty years old sir. I will not do anything to hurt your daughter." Anyways, I'm at my window, looking at windows which use to be Chris Redfield's room. The room was white, nothing on the floor or the walls. It's been ages since I've been in Chris's room and I'm dying to see it again! But he's not there… "Jill!" Quickly I shut my window down and rush downstairs, "Yes dad." "Your um boyfriend is at the door." "Thanks" Slowly heading for the door, random thoughts came into my head. Is it Albert? If so, what did he get me? Flowers? Box of Chocolate? Opening the door my mom yells out "Ask him if he wants to stay for dinner!" The door opens and I see Albert holding roses in his hand smiling. I couldn't help but smile like a total dork. "Hey Jill" he says walking inside. He hands me the roses and kisses me softly on my cheek. "Hey…um…Albert…what are you-" Before I can finish up my sentence Albert takes my hand and whispers in my ear. "I came here to see you." "Of course you did." I whisper back. "Alright, dinner is ready!" said my mom who came up towards Albert and I. "Oh, hi Albert. Please to see you again, I was wondering if you will like to stay for dinner." "Oh…no thanks. I think it's better if Jill haves dinner with her lovely family." "You heard the boy!" My father says sitting on the couch reading his newspaper. "No, stay. Please. What if you and Jill get married one day and-" "Mom…that's enough." I say walking to the kitchen to start putting plates on the table. "What? It's true! What is there to get nervous about?" "Nothing." My mom has always been the type of person to get over board which makes people get nervous or either upset. All my life she's been doing it to me! Such as when I was seven years old and Chris and I were doing a play together, instead of encouraging me to stay in the play she decides to scare me telling me to not look at the crowd. Try not to fall off stage, ignore the lights that flash in your face. Blah blah blah! After finishing up putting plates, spoons, forks, and napkins onto the table I feel someone's arms around my waist. Who can it be? Yes, my dear boyfriend Albert! "You better stop before my mother or father comes in seeing us like this. She will think that we are having sex." I suddenly felt Albert chuckle on my shoulder. He then kisses my neck which made me shiver. "Stop." I said lightly trying to push him away. Our eyes met and we just stood there looking like we're playing the staring game. Chris and I use to play that game all the times when we were little kids! Whoever blinks will have to eat my mom's nasty pie which was coconut with raspberry and blueberry mix together. I always lose the game but Chris always tells me "You don't have to eat it, let me eat if for you so you don't have to get a stomach ache. Let me take the pain for you…" "Who's Chris?" ask Albert who's arms were getting tighter around my waist. Oh god, tell me I didn't said my thoughts again aloud! "Um…my cousin…" I said looking away. "Jill, look at me in the eye, who is Chris? This wasn't the first time you mention his name. Who is Chris?" Trying to think of an excuse I look at Albert in the eye. "He's my cousin…we were close. He use to always come here almost every day and it's just he was like my best friend. You wouldn't understand." Albert grins for a moment and I just look down hoping he will buy my lie. Instead of yelling at me or walking away Albert lifts my chin up and his lips press on my lips. Of course I kiss him back. I wrap my arms around him kissing him deeply. "Jill! Albert!" Shit, my mom's coming! I thought to myself. Why she haves to come now? When Albert and I are having a moment? We're kissing in the kitchen like we've never kiss before! Breaking off the kiss, I muttered, "Sorry…we will kiss more later." Albert moves his arms off around my waist and sits at the kitchen table. My mother and father enter the kitchen and I help my mom put the food onto the kitchen table. Eating our food, my dad says "Albert, where's your parents?" I look up from my food hoping there will be no arguments! Please not tonight. "Well my parents are in London right now." "Do they know you are dating my daughter?" "Of course! I talk about Jill all the time! Like how she's sweet, intelligent, unique, hard-working, and how can I forget? How gorgeous she is." My father rolls his eyes and my mother smiles. I just sit there in my seat wanting so badly to go over to Albert and sit on his lap and kiss him. "See honey? Albert is a gentleman. See what happens how we give someone a chance?" "Bullshit!" My father says wiping his mouth from the mash potatoes he has eaten. "Did you ever have sex with my daughter?" "No sir, Jill and I are taking things slow. We're not even thinking about that…we're just thinking about our occupations. That's what we're always talking about." "Is that true Jill?" I look up from my plate of food and blush a little. "Yes…" Ever since I was little, whenever my parents will come up to me and have a sex talk with me I will laugh or either blush. Not because I'm thinking about doing it, it's just because I find it uncomfortable. Especially talking about it in front of your friends, family, or even worse…your boyfriend. After dinner was over my mom and dad left Albert and I in the kitchen cleaning up. They went to the store which was only twenty blocks away from our house. Plus, my mother will always take her time choosing what she should buy from the store. This left Albert and I fifty minutes alone. Finishing up washing my last plate from the sink, Albert puts his arms around my waist once again! Putting the plate on the dish rack. I turn to face him. "Why do you like to creep on me like that all the time?" "Because I love to see how you react." "Yeah…sure…" I snort breaking free from his grasp. Albert follows me upstairs towards my bedroom and he closes the door. "Why'd you close the door?" I ask getting nervous. "Calm down Jill…we're not going to do anything. Besides, I won't do it unless you want to." Shaking my head I sit down on my bed playing with my fingers. "Who's this?" Albert asks holding up a photo of Chris and I smiling at each other. "Oh, that's Chris! You know…my cousin." "Oh…funny looking kid." Albert sits beside me on my bed. "So…where were we?" "What do you mean?" I ask confused. Albert strokes my hair and leans forward slowly, "The kiss we were sharing…in the kitchen." He says whispering. Closing my eyes picturing us in the kitchen, "Oh…right." Leaning forward, wrapping my arms around his neck, we both lay our backs on my bed. Albert pulls me on top of him pulling me closer onto his chest kissing me deeply. I kiss him back deeply gasping for air. Breaking apart a little, Albert chuckles and says "Whoa, chill Jilly. Breathe. I wouldn't want to be the cause of my girlfriend's death because she couldn't breathe while kissing the guy she loves." I giggle and took a deep breath. Albert starts to unbutton my black blouse and he then takes off his shirt. God, seeing him shirtless is the best thing! He looks so hot! I kept kissing him and kissing him until when he slowly slide my pants off. Stop kissing him, I push him away. I felt light headed. "Albert…" Ignoring me, Albert continues to do what he's doing. "Albert" I said louder. Albert takes off my pants and starts to kiss my stomach. "Albert!" I shouted. Still ignoring me, Albert puts his arms around my back touching my bra. Quickly and panicking I kick him you know where. He falls off my bed. "Albert?" I said looking around leaning up from my bed touching my chest. He gets up from the floor. "Dammit! Jill! Why'd you do that for?!" "Because you wouldn't listen! I kept calling your name but you wouldn't listen!" I yell breathing for air. Albert's face looked puzzle and embarrass. "Sorry…" I said getting out of my bed looking for my pants and blouse. "It's not your fault…" he says handing me my pants. "Thanks" I say putting my pants on. "It's my fault…I shouldn't had done that." "Didn't you hear me calling your name?" I ask rebutting up my blouse. "No." he says putting his shirt back on. "Jill! Albert!" "Shit, my mom!" I said rushing buttoning the rest of my blouse. "Here, let me help you." "No! Go to the bathroom! So they don't think you were in my bedroom! Go! By the way, thanks…" Albert did what he was told and I rush downstairs pretending I wasn't doing anything. "Hey…mom…dad…" I said nervously almost in a whisper. "What took you so long to respond? Did you hear us knocking on the door?" "Um…no…I was listening to music." "Where's Albert?" ask my dad who cross his arms. Before I can answer, my mom asks, "Why is your blouse button up in the wrong button? It wasn't like that before?" Both of my parent's looks at me wish subspecies' glares.
Today is school, and here I am at my locker putting books into it. "Hey Jill!" said my best friend Rebecca Chambers. "Hey Rebecca" Closing my locker, putting my lock on it and resting my head on it closing my eyes, Rebecca says, "You look tired." "Yeah because last night my parents rush me to the hospital." "Wait, what? Why?" Opening my eyes and turning to Rebecca, "Because they think Albert and I were in my bedroom having sex." "Were you?" ask Rebecca. I blush trying not to think about Albert's body. "No…but we were kissing." The school bell rang and Rebecca follows me to our next class which is Biology. "Oh…they thought you were pregnant." Rebecca laughs and I laugh uncomfortable. "But wait, Albert and I almost have sex because he was taking my clothes off so fast that-" "It was too hard to say no right?" "Um…what are you? A mind reader?" Entering biology class, he was there…my heart started to skip a beat…the classroom suddenly started to smell like childhood…Chris Redfield was sitting in my seat. "Wait! Hold up! What is Chris Redfield doing here?!" I yell. Rebecca looks at me, "Whoa! Did not see that coming!" Quickly and angrily I walk up to Chris and touch his shoulder. "Um excuse me; you're sitting in my seat." Chris kept ignoring me talking to my classmate Piers Nivans. "HELLO?! DO YOU HEAR ME?!" I shouted. Chris turns to me and smiles, "Jill? Is that you? Wow…you look…" Chris looks up at me from down to up. "Older…very much older…" "Yeah…it's call puberty! Can you and your friend get up from my seat or else?" "Wow Jill…why are you so?" "So what?" I said crossing my arms. "Were you going to say bitchy? Because I know I am." "What? No! I was going to say so in the bad mood?" "Why do you care? I said stepping forward to Chris's face. "Because obviously you miss me" "What made you think that?" "Because you're treating me like shit, but it's okay because I still love you." "Why are you saying you love me and you left me multiple of time without saying goodbye?" "I didn't have the time to…" "You know you are such a dick right?" "Yeah…but you liked it." The classroom was silent and Piers laugh. "Well…more like a reunion to me! Come on Chris, let's go sit somewhere else." Piers gets up from his chair and Chris and I kept looking at each other in the eyes. "Come on!" shouted Piers. Chris shakes his head and walks away leaving Rebecca and I alone. "Come on Jill. Remember? You hate Chris Redfield!" Rebecca sits in her chair and I sit down on mines.
Hello there! Should I continue writing this story? ~Shadow ~{Nickname}~
