Here we are, everybody in my room;
Kevin is sitting on my bed, he is still trying to make me laugh,but I can't stop crying.
Nick is on my loveseat, demi and joe are opposite me
and I am sobbing on nick's shoulder,sitting on his lap.
"sweetheart why have you done this to yourself?" joe whispers ,breaking the silence that was filling my room.
"Yeah,I thought you've learned enough from demi's experience" kevin adds "i mean, we all have"
Demi glares at Joe and Kevin and with a sad smile she puts her hand on my leg
"don't listen to this two, they don't know how it's like to be us"
she sighs, I think she just had a flashback.
"i know it's difficult,but we're always here for you, no matter what"
"thanks demi" I say with a broken voice.
I knew that she would be helpful, all of them are.
But there's something wrong. Nick got lost in his thoughts and he can't snap out of it.
He didn't say a word, he didn't even move. He just keeps on holding me close to him.
"I'm done with your bandage ,now you wont have any problem with the cuts" Joe says whit a sad tone,
he learned how to band a cut when he was with demi,never thought I would need it one day.
"we'll let you have some rest now honey, you need it" demi says and walks to the door with joe.
Kevin gets up "nick are you coming?"
Nick finally snaps out of his trance "no dude, I'll stay with her for the night"
Kevin nods then walks away, proud of his little brother finally trying to get it right.
I look up at him with my puffy red eyes "why are you staying?"
he looks at me and I can see the pain in his eyes "why shouldn't I ?"
"cause you always go away when things get tough, and if you didn't notice this is tough"
I was right, he always goes away when I need him the most,then he apologize and we get back together,and then he goes away again and it's full circle all over again.
"you are right miley I always let you down,but I can't ignore this ,not anymore"
"what do you mean with anymore"
"i knew it miley, I've known it from the start that something,not this,but something was wrong with you. I've noticed that you were just faking smiles,but I thought it wasn't my problem,if only I would have been less stubborn now we wouldn't b be having this conversation."
I didn't know what to say,he knew and he didn't do anything ...i'm shocked right now,
but sure he didn't think that I was so messed up,how could he.
He sighs"why? just tell me why?tell me anything but please don't tell me that this is my fault"
"Nick you are just the straw that broke the camel's back. the problem is me, i'm not good enough at anything ,i'm not a good model to follow like selena,i'm not as strong as demi and i'm not as innocent as taylor i'm jut a mess."
And with this tears were making their way into my eyes and down my cheeks.
"stop comparing yourself to others,yeah you are not like them but they them are like you"
I sigh , desperately trying not to cry.
"Have you have felt scared and insecure? Have you ever felt lost?" I asked
"I quited being afraid when my very first play in lez mis failed and the sky didn't fall down"
I know he's only trying to make me smile but nick is nick, he is perfect , he always knows what's the right thing to do, he's always so proper and innocent
"Nick, I don't know which way to turn! Everything I do is wrong!"
"Miley nobody knows what thay are doing, everyone is lost and confused from time to time. Me? Most of the time I wing it and hope for the best. The one thing you can do is learn from your mistakes and come out stronger. You're beautiful Mils ,none is like you,you're funny and original, no one can ever be as special as you are. I know probably you've heard this so many times, but i'm just saying the truth. If you change you will just waste the person you truly are, and if people don't see your beauty they probably should get some glasses."
he's trying so hard to make me feel better, why can't I see myself through his eyes
"Tell me miley, what can I do to make you feel better"
"Just hold me...'cause is the only thing that can fix me right now"
and so he did ,he hugged me tight, I could hear his heart beating, such an awesome sound
I closed my eyes and drifted away in my sleep.
He did the same but he kept on holding me through the night
he hugged me as if my life depended on it, he feared that if he'd let me go I'd fall, but what he doesn't know is that i've all ready fell,
yeah I fell in love with him so many years ago, when we were just kid and things were easy.
This night reminded me something that I forgot.
Nick is my prince charming and as a good prince he's always going to save me from my worst enemies,
even when the enemy is myself, even if the problem is a broken nail, he will be there
He will even sleep all night on a loveseat with 119 lib on his lap just tomake me feel a bit better.
The next morning I woke up in my bed,and Nick was gone.
It was just a dream,too good to be true.
Then I looked at my wrist there was a bandage on it and a writing that said:
"I'll try 2 fix you
Prince Charming "