I'm searching
Searching in every face I see
Imagine blond hair in everyplace
Innocent eyes staring up at me
Searching shadows and every corner
I don't want to remember…
I CAN'T remember!!
I have no idea why I would want to see ´that´ again
Or why my heart froze when I saw ´him´ that one time
No longer young and helpless
No longer depending on me
But still those eyes that regards the world in innocence, even if now the gaze is filled with determination
… Even if he no longer remembers…
His small hand in mine
His trembling body against mine late at night after a terrythying nightmare with imagined monsters and fears
His eyes filled with tears after witnessing destruction
His crushed form after a failed attempt to talk to our people
I don't… CAN'T remember any of that… but….
A sunny smile that lighted up the intire planet
That… I do remember…
He may no longer remember me…
But I still remember him
My little Angel
Zidane…