Freddie Benson watched as the mahogany casket was lowered into the wet ground. He wiped a tear from his eye and reached out to hug his only living best friend. She was crying as well and she accepted his embrace staining his shoulder with wet tears. It didn't matter though, it was pouring rain and his mother had forgotten the emergency umbrellas at home.

"Do you think that he's sorry?" she said after a few minutes.

"Who the driver?"

"Yea."

"Of course he is. There probably won't be a day that goes by that he doesn't regret running that red light."

She burrowed her face deeper into his shoulder and hugged him tighter. Freddie stroked her hair and hugged her back.

It had all happened so fast. The trio had been crossing the street with Spencer to try out the Armenian bakery that he had been raving about when a car came and hit her. She had flown to the side of the road and the driver drove on putting on a burst of speed as he took off. They had gone to her hoping to find her alive but she was broken beyond repair. Nobody could have seen it coming, but everybody had seen the peaceful smile on her face when her close friends and family said their last goodbyes.

"Do you really have to move?" she asked so quietly that he barely heard the words escape her lips.

He let out a sigh.

"Yes my mother insists that I forget everything here, even iCarly."

"But why?" she asked her eyes giving a look that would have broken a devil's heart one thousand times over.

"She thinks it's best for me." I said a hint of disgust creeping into my voice. I'm not happy with my mother for making me leave her like this. But at least I get to tell her goodbye.

"She can't take everything away from you. I won't let her." she said hugging him so tight that he could barely breathe.

"How are you going to-?"

But his words were cut off as she kissed him. But it ended as fast as it had started.

"One memory she cannot take away from you is me, Freddie. Never forget me." and then she was gone, running through the cemetery, to the car where her mother sat waiting for her.

"I won't" Freddie said.

He turned back to the coffin containing the girl who kept him going so long until she stopped going herself.

"Goodbye Carly Shay, I'll never forget you either."

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so how was it???? i think it is brilliant. not really. so many people are better than me and i finally wrote a fan fic after many months of reading wonderful fanfiction that makes me oh so happy.

forgive me for not capitalizing, im all capitalized my fellow seddie warriors.