One More Time
As the sky darkens into the night, I am the only one in my cabin that is still awake.
Memories, cold as the rain outside, haunt me. Once so beautiful which warmed my heart and soul,but know it hurts knowing if there will be any new.
Pounding on my window, I expect it to be you. Why are the fates so cruel bringing my life joy and happiness only to take it away.
Pouring into my mind, are the looks, hugs and kisses that you only gave to me.
My heart is filled with thoughts of you, your eyes, your lips, your awkward laughs all that mock me in my dreams just to awaken without you.
Trapped within these painful walls, my brain was something I relied on has been invaded by my heart.
Following, the dark and rainy road I head to place that reminds me of you.
Looking back, to what our story holds. What we were and what we became. Enemies, friends, and lover. My soul mate. How it hurts for my other half is missing.
Our love so pure and true. Your loyalty, part of what made you the man who lived in my dreams and reality but it was equally the flaw that took you away from me.
Reminding me of you are the waves that come to gently touch my legs. Why is it that our nightmares have meanings to our futures but our dreams our filled with lies.
My eyes fill with tears thinking of you, the sea I can't help but look at. Remembering those sea-green eyes that I miss so much.
Scattered in time are those moments, those special moments that come in my dreams to later wake up with hope you are laying next to me.
All my memories of you, those times you made me laugh and smile. Now I only cry when I think of you; when before you made smile me for hours with just thinking of you.
You're by my side, never giving up on me. It hurts so much knowing that you are gone.
Remember what we talked about in the ship and Tartarus we could of done all of that Percy, we were so close.
Can I travel back in time? Before it hurt to look at the sea. When I held your hand and embraced you in my arms.
To hold you here in my arms, to run my hands through your messy black hair.
In this world without you what am I to do, remember those plans we made for after the war? How is it suppose to happen without you.
I know you're with me as the sea breeze caresses my cheek. I cant help but imagine you next to me but it hurts knowing that you completely gone
If I have to live like this I'll make your sacrifice worth and my promise of living and keep on fighting till my last breath.
Please, give me one last kiss? Just one like in the lake make it last long, where it was you and me. Just us.
Just a chance with you will be enough. Just one more time let me see you, taste your lips, be in your arms, hear your voice. Let me be with you just once more.
For one last time let me say those words that are filled with passion and sincere that will forever belong to you, only you.
"I love you seaweed brain."