Chapter 1
After years of being friends and all that we had been through together you would've thought that they would see that I was upset. Unfortunately due to past events this wasn't the case.
Over the summer they had begun distancing themselves from me. Even though Ron and I were going out I still found myself out of sync with them. Ever since Ginny had gotten her foot through the door by dating Harry things had been different. She had begun at little things like changing the topic of conversation to something like Quidditch when she knew I knew nothing about and therefore couldn't join in. She also made little bitchy comments to me which she knew would get to me but neither of the boys would take notice to. She kept pushing for more. She wanted to be a part of the 'Golden Trio'. She wanted to be me, be in my position. She was jealous of my relationship with Harry, how much more substance it had than hers did, how much more we had to talk about, how much more history. Overall she wanted me out of the picture.
All of this I knew to be true. I knew it wasn't just my brain being overly paranoid. I knew because I had read her diary. Her underwear draw may have kept her brothers but it did not deter me. She should learn to keep it somewhere safer, and with a few more locking spells on. Anyone could read it otherwise.
The situation with Ginny had also begun to effect my relationship with Ron who couldn't seem to understand that I wasn't, nor would I ever be, interested in Quidditch. All through the summer he had gone on about how perfect Ginny and Harry were for each other as they could converse about anything (and by that he meant anything to do with Quidditch.) I, on the other hand, knew for a fact that Harry grew bored of constant Quidditch talk and could as easily enjoy a conversation about defence or a book or the weather as any form of conversation was welcome. He didn't tell Ginny however as he thought it may ruin what they had, a great physical relationship, because all that Harry wanted from Ginny was a physical relationship. He was with her out of obligation to the Order and the others who felt that they were destined to be together. That was one of the problems which came from the defeat of Voldermort*. Though the death toll was low and none of the Order had lost anyone the adults still remembered the consequences of the last war and the possibilities the second one could have brought. As the first war was still fresh, even after 15 years, we all felt obliged to go along with what would make other people happy even if it meant giving up our own happiness. It was expected that Ron and I would marry just as it was expected that Harry would marry Ginny.
All of these factors equated to the events which led to the disseverment of my friendship with the two youngest members of the Weasley family.
This was more of a prologue. Second chapter up soon. Read and review please!
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